Post by Kenzi Grey on Sept 1, 2016 18:40:43 GMT -5
OOC: The personal thoughts of Kenzi Grey from her personal diary (this is only her inner musings and is completely off-camera):
I’m fairly certain that I am starting to not like this woman…and I have tried and tried my best to have a good relationship with her…but I absolutely cannot! She says that I keep twisting her words and before…maybe I did, but I learned my lesson. I want to have a good relationship with her because I have a great relationship with her husband, RC…or…I thought I did up until today.
I was doing my best to avoid drama today since my friends decided that I needed an intervention (I’ll write about that later). I was biting my tongue all day long…being nice and not getting into anything bad. I saw Daisy and saw my chance to make a good impression with some small talk. I asked if they had found a new company to wrestle for…showing her that I both knew their situation and cared enough to ask. She told me that they had and then I decided to go all in…and I asked her if she would mind if I went to watch them sometime…
Hey! Maybe I’m overly sensitive, but I can tell when someone wants nothing to do with me. She could have said ‘yes’ and that would have been nice, or she could have said ‘I’ll let you know when the next show is’ then never bothered to tell me. Instead, I get 'that it’s not up to her, it’s up to RC!'
REALLY?! Like RC is her master or something?! I already know that he adores her and would rip the stars out of the sky for her if he could…so why the fuck is she dumping this in his lap?! Plain and simple, she doesn’t want me there…which is fine! For some strange reason she is threatened by me! I have NO idea why! I have Parker and RC is more like a brother…or at least he was!
I almost forgot, to add injury to insult, RC chimes in talking about it’s okay for me to come as long as I don’t start no isht (shit)! WHAT IN THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?! WHAT SHIT AM I GOING TO START BY STANDING IN THE FRONT ROW AND CHEERING THEM ON LIKE I DO FOR ALL MY FRIENDS?!
I’m done…I can’t do it with them anymore! I am so happy for them…but I can’t take being treated like shit when I haven’t done anything but tried to be their friend! It pains me more to lose RC as a friend, but he has no idea how much his statement hurt really fucking me…
P.S. I’m going to double check the lock on my diary tonight…it was so weird the last time I wrote about Daisy, it was like she knew I was doing it. Maybe she’s a witch…all that crazy red hair looks witchy as fuck!
I’m fairly certain that I am starting to not like this woman…and I have tried and tried my best to have a good relationship with her…but I absolutely cannot! She says that I keep twisting her words and before…maybe I did, but I learned my lesson. I want to have a good relationship with her because I have a great relationship with her husband, RC…or…I thought I did up until today.
I was doing my best to avoid drama today since my friends decided that I needed an intervention (I’ll write about that later). I was biting my tongue all day long…being nice and not getting into anything bad. I saw Daisy and saw my chance to make a good impression with some small talk. I asked if they had found a new company to wrestle for…showing her that I both knew their situation and cared enough to ask. She told me that they had and then I decided to go all in…and I asked her if she would mind if I went to watch them sometime…
Hey! Maybe I’m overly sensitive, but I can tell when someone wants nothing to do with me. She could have said ‘yes’ and that would have been nice, or she could have said ‘I’ll let you know when the next show is’ then never bothered to tell me. Instead, I get 'that it’s not up to her, it’s up to RC!'
REALLY?! Like RC is her master or something?! I already know that he adores her and would rip the stars out of the sky for her if he could…so why the fuck is she dumping this in his lap?! Plain and simple, she doesn’t want me there…which is fine! For some strange reason she is threatened by me! I have NO idea why! I have Parker and RC is more like a brother…or at least he was!
I almost forgot, to add injury to insult, RC chimes in talking about it’s okay for me to come as long as I don’t start no isht (shit)! WHAT IN THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?! WHAT SHIT AM I GOING TO START BY STANDING IN THE FRONT ROW AND CHEERING THEM ON LIKE I DO FOR ALL MY FRIENDS?!
I’m done…I can’t do it with them anymore! I am so happy for them…but I can’t take being treated like shit when I haven’t done anything but tried to be their friend! It pains me more to lose RC as a friend, but he has no idea how much his statement hurt really fucking me…
P.S. I’m going to double check the lock on my diary tonight…it was so weird the last time I wrote about Daisy, it was like she knew I was doing it. Maybe she’s a witch…all that crazy red hair looks witchy as fuck!