Post by Gabriella Camacho on Mar 18, 2018 22:51:21 GMT -5
From Gabby’s Blog:
Yes, It’s a blog. I was unaware the form of communication and how it’s used was a huge deal around here, but apparently it is. But hey, it has people talking, and that’s really the best they can come up with. Though, this is an idea from a virtually empty think tank, so I take it for what it’s worth. They have to find something about me, some flaw, something they can sink their teeth into to try and bring me down. Because they just keep coming, I turn ‘em away, and then they leave. I mean, it’s getting pretty sad. But that’s what happens when you go out in the ring and take care of business. People get salty, they get angry, and they run their mouths on twitter. That’s all well and good for them, but I’m just going to do the majority of my talking, in the ring.
Anyway, before I got distracted, I have to go ahead and give the proper respects to Sam Tolson. She’s hard-headed, stubborn and tough but you know what, in the ring, she brought it. She gave me everything she had and then some. If that’s the kind of competition I’m going to get from here on out, I hope Tolson is my opponent all the time. It’s nice to know that my words got through to somebody. She fought and scratched for what she wanted, and maybe, on some other day, she may have been able to take the championship from me. But, she wasn’t successful. That’s just what it is. But I’d be more than happy to face her in the ring again, anytime. Despite all that was said, I do respect Sam Tolson the wrestler, and the person. And I congratulate her on getting married as well.
But now that that is out of the way, we move on to the topic at hand. Alicia Lukas.
I heard a lot about Alicia Lukas prior to her coming into LAW. She was another person who was just sniffing around, dipping her toe in the water so to speak. And then finally, she dove into the water. I heard all this talk about this being a major signing and how this was like LAW getting a huge star from various companies all around the world. Like this was the equivalent of Moby Dick catching the white whale. But really, is it? I asked myself the question a few times and I wanted to see what all the hype was about. And for a while there, she delivered on what was promised. She beat Kenzi, she beat a few others and she earned herself a chance at the Marquee championship right off the bat. So, obviously, she has talent and ability. And then she got her shot at Crystal and lost.
Now, I’m not saying the shine is gone, but losing to Crystal is not a good look. But then again, she’s extremely similar to Alicia Lukas. Came in with all the hype, the name recognition, the past honors and accolades, and for a while, Crystal was running around here with a lot of confidence and swagger. Much like Alicia is now. But Crystal fell off for a long, long time before winning that championship. Is Alicia Lukas about to suffer the same fate? I’m not really sure. But it’s not looking good right now.
Plus, when you add in the comments she has made about how she’s going to win this championship and that championship, that’s lost its luster too. Because as it stands, she’s 0-1. And now, she comes against me. To say the bloom is off the rose may be a little too far, but we’ll see where it goes. Because a great number of people have walked into this company and believed they were just going to carve through it and win all the titles and walk away smelling like roses and then push came to shove and the path wasn’t as easy as they thought, they got all up in a huff and decided to either walk away, take vacations or sit down and realize they were in for a fight. Because every woman here is hungry. Every woman wants to be at the top. And some are hungry to stay at the top, and some crumble under the pressure.
So the question for Alicia Lukas is: For as long as I’ve been here, and as many times as I’ve put people down, do you really think that I’m not hungry to stay at the top?
Because the answer to that question doesn’t require a lot of thought. I am more eager than ever to prove that I am the very best this company has and may ever have. 4 different times, I have stood face to face with the champion and walked away with their championship. 3 times at the highest level possible. If Alicia Lukas believe for one second that I am about to just stop trying or become complacent, she is barking up the wrong tree. Alicia got the first taste of the road to glory in LAW a few weeks ago. Now, she’s getting a whole fucking buffet.
And I’m not saying this to brag, It’s a statement on fact. I’m on top, and I’m gonna stay that way for a long time. Every solider is taught to never stop reaching to get better. You live with that code instilled in your head. It becomes who you are. I walk out there each and every time, with the intent of being the best. Because if I’m not the best, that means someone is working harder, that means someone is training more, that means someone is putting in more work than me. And that will not do for me. The only easy day was yesterday and that’s over and done with. Today is a new day, new challenges, new fight, and one that will 100% be ready for. Alicia Lukas can count on that.
I’m not going to sugarcoat this, I’m coming to LAW 79 to beat Alicia Lukas’s ass. I’m coming to put the hype on hold. That’s for damn sure. I don’t play around when it comes to the ring. And just because I know she’s watching now, just because I know she’s gonna get this and she’ll have something to say about it, Kenzi, child? I want you to pay close attention. Because what I do to Alicia Lukas, is just a fraction of what the beatdown you’re going to get when you step back into LAW. And that’s really because I don’t have a beef with Alicia Lukas.
But Kenzi? That’s a whole other story.
But we’ll get to that in due time. For now, Alicia Lukas is the focus, and it’s about to be on. Alicia has one week, and then it’s fucking go time. I really hope she’s ready.
Because you can beat your ass, I will be.
I began to think about what was going to happen next. Sam had really driven and gave me everything she had. But if nothing else, she inspired me that I need to do more. I needed to step my game up. Sure, I walked away with the LAW championship, sure, but I began to question if I still had that type of hunger. I began to think things were getting stale. What would be next for me?
I got my answer by one of my infrequent visits to social media.
The old peanut gallery wouldn’t let it go. I get pulled into the nonsense and then who perks up and tries to start shit but the girl who walked away and is still in her feelings. So, in a way, I have to thank Kenzi Grey for waking me up again. It’s always good to shut her down for old times sakes. Now, maybe she got what she wanted, but honestly, she doesn’t know what she’s getting into. But that’s okay. I’ll be sure to let her know in the future. But it’s just like old times.
I began my study of my opponent Alicia Lukas, and it brought about more flashbacks. Flashbacks of being overseas and seeing the phony tough and crazy brave trying to prove who was better, who was superior, who tried the hardest. The shooting competitions, the push-up challenges, every macho jackoff trying their best to prove how tough they are. Macho head games to say the least. It was just going to be one of those times, and I began to remember so much of that was the proverbial dick measuring contest.
Handler liked those.
Then it all came rushing back to me. I hadn’t spoken to Handler since the Hunting trip. I needed to call him.
No. No I didn’t need to call him. I’m not his wife, I’m not even his girlfriend, we are friends. Army Buddies. That’s it. Nothing more. No need to bother the man, especially since he’s going through a divorce. Jesus what was I thinking. I’m acting like a clingy ex or something.
But on the other hand, he needs someone to talk to. Someone to help him though the trying times. And there’s no harm in calling him and seeing how he’s doing, right? Couldn’t hurt. What’s the worst that happens? He tells me “hey, everything is cool.” And then we have a conversation about nothing or reminisce about old times? It’s not like we haven’t done that before. It’s always fun to look back at old times.
No. It’s the same conversation and the same people get brought up over and over. He talks about the accident where he lost his leg, I tell him about chilling in the fucking armory and polishing weapons all day for money. We’ve been there and done that. It’s not like he’s dead. He’s living life. It’s nothing.
Oh god, what the hell am I doing?
This is the conversation of a crazy person. I was basically sitting there, trying to argue with myself about whether or not it was okay to call one of my friends to check on them. Mimi does it for me. Nina does it. Even Cordy occasionally texts me. It’s not in the wrong. I was, for some reason and emotional wreck about a possible phone call. What is my social life right now?
And then, enter Allie.
Allie of course picked me up from the airport and checked on me. Surely she would just let us get this type of stuff over with so we could get on with life.
No, of course not. Because Allie is always against me and will not let things go like that.
“You gotta call him. What’s the hurt? Lighten up Gabby, you’re acting like a school girl with a crush.”
I knew that. I totally knew that and I wanted just to be re-assured that this was the right move. But then again, Allie was always trying to fix me up. This was something that just naturally happened and things would be fine moving forward if Allie wasn’t constantly the hand on my back pushing me into things that I didn’t need to be involved in to the level she wanted. It was not what I was after. But Allie of course is filling my head with thoughts of a relationship with Handler. She’s going to push me to that and I know it. But, Allie is trying her best. She’s a good friend.
But I didn’t need a good friend right now, I needed someone to tell me the truth. I needed someone to just tell me straight, what am I doing? I had to just make a gut call.
I picked up the phone and dialed.
Handler answered and we had another conversation about old times and trading war stories about this and that and I told him about what I was thinking about and he told me all about the same types of people with the competitions. It’s just what we do.
And this it all went horribly wrong.
I ended the call with “I love you.”
I hung up the phone so fast. And Allie was laughing. She thought this was hiliarous as I sat there with my head in my hands. What the hell had I just done?
“Did he say it back?”
“No. He just said… “yeah”
“Oh, that’s bad.”
God damn it Gabby, what the hell is wrong with you?
Yes, It’s a blog. I was unaware the form of communication and how it’s used was a huge deal around here, but apparently it is. But hey, it has people talking, and that’s really the best they can come up with. Though, this is an idea from a virtually empty think tank, so I take it for what it’s worth. They have to find something about me, some flaw, something they can sink their teeth into to try and bring me down. Because they just keep coming, I turn ‘em away, and then they leave. I mean, it’s getting pretty sad. But that’s what happens when you go out in the ring and take care of business. People get salty, they get angry, and they run their mouths on twitter. That’s all well and good for them, but I’m just going to do the majority of my talking, in the ring.
Anyway, before I got distracted, I have to go ahead and give the proper respects to Sam Tolson. She’s hard-headed, stubborn and tough but you know what, in the ring, she brought it. She gave me everything she had and then some. If that’s the kind of competition I’m going to get from here on out, I hope Tolson is my opponent all the time. It’s nice to know that my words got through to somebody. She fought and scratched for what she wanted, and maybe, on some other day, she may have been able to take the championship from me. But, she wasn’t successful. That’s just what it is. But I’d be more than happy to face her in the ring again, anytime. Despite all that was said, I do respect Sam Tolson the wrestler, and the person. And I congratulate her on getting married as well.
But now that that is out of the way, we move on to the topic at hand. Alicia Lukas.
I heard a lot about Alicia Lukas prior to her coming into LAW. She was another person who was just sniffing around, dipping her toe in the water so to speak. And then finally, she dove into the water. I heard all this talk about this being a major signing and how this was like LAW getting a huge star from various companies all around the world. Like this was the equivalent of Moby Dick catching the white whale. But really, is it? I asked myself the question a few times and I wanted to see what all the hype was about. And for a while there, she delivered on what was promised. She beat Kenzi, she beat a few others and she earned herself a chance at the Marquee championship right off the bat. So, obviously, she has talent and ability. And then she got her shot at Crystal and lost.
Now, I’m not saying the shine is gone, but losing to Crystal is not a good look. But then again, she’s extremely similar to Alicia Lukas. Came in with all the hype, the name recognition, the past honors and accolades, and for a while, Crystal was running around here with a lot of confidence and swagger. Much like Alicia is now. But Crystal fell off for a long, long time before winning that championship. Is Alicia Lukas about to suffer the same fate? I’m not really sure. But it’s not looking good right now.
Plus, when you add in the comments she has made about how she’s going to win this championship and that championship, that’s lost its luster too. Because as it stands, she’s 0-1. And now, she comes against me. To say the bloom is off the rose may be a little too far, but we’ll see where it goes. Because a great number of people have walked into this company and believed they were just going to carve through it and win all the titles and walk away smelling like roses and then push came to shove and the path wasn’t as easy as they thought, they got all up in a huff and decided to either walk away, take vacations or sit down and realize they were in for a fight. Because every woman here is hungry. Every woman wants to be at the top. And some are hungry to stay at the top, and some crumble under the pressure.
So the question for Alicia Lukas is: For as long as I’ve been here, and as many times as I’ve put people down, do you really think that I’m not hungry to stay at the top?
Because the answer to that question doesn’t require a lot of thought. I am more eager than ever to prove that I am the very best this company has and may ever have. 4 different times, I have stood face to face with the champion and walked away with their championship. 3 times at the highest level possible. If Alicia Lukas believe for one second that I am about to just stop trying or become complacent, she is barking up the wrong tree. Alicia got the first taste of the road to glory in LAW a few weeks ago. Now, she’s getting a whole fucking buffet.
And I’m not saying this to brag, It’s a statement on fact. I’m on top, and I’m gonna stay that way for a long time. Every solider is taught to never stop reaching to get better. You live with that code instilled in your head. It becomes who you are. I walk out there each and every time, with the intent of being the best. Because if I’m not the best, that means someone is working harder, that means someone is training more, that means someone is putting in more work than me. And that will not do for me. The only easy day was yesterday and that’s over and done with. Today is a new day, new challenges, new fight, and one that will 100% be ready for. Alicia Lukas can count on that.
I’m not going to sugarcoat this, I’m coming to LAW 79 to beat Alicia Lukas’s ass. I’m coming to put the hype on hold. That’s for damn sure. I don’t play around when it comes to the ring. And just because I know she’s watching now, just because I know she’s gonna get this and she’ll have something to say about it, Kenzi, child? I want you to pay close attention. Because what I do to Alicia Lukas, is just a fraction of what the beatdown you’re going to get when you step back into LAW. And that’s really because I don’t have a beef with Alicia Lukas.
But Kenzi? That’s a whole other story.
But we’ll get to that in due time. For now, Alicia Lukas is the focus, and it’s about to be on. Alicia has one week, and then it’s fucking go time. I really hope she’s ready.
Because you can beat your ass, I will be.
I began to think about what was going to happen next. Sam had really driven and gave me everything she had. But if nothing else, she inspired me that I need to do more. I needed to step my game up. Sure, I walked away with the LAW championship, sure, but I began to question if I still had that type of hunger. I began to think things were getting stale. What would be next for me?
I got my answer by one of my infrequent visits to social media.
The old peanut gallery wouldn’t let it go. I get pulled into the nonsense and then who perks up and tries to start shit but the girl who walked away and is still in her feelings. So, in a way, I have to thank Kenzi Grey for waking me up again. It’s always good to shut her down for old times sakes. Now, maybe she got what she wanted, but honestly, she doesn’t know what she’s getting into. But that’s okay. I’ll be sure to let her know in the future. But it’s just like old times.
I began my study of my opponent Alicia Lukas, and it brought about more flashbacks. Flashbacks of being overseas and seeing the phony tough and crazy brave trying to prove who was better, who was superior, who tried the hardest. The shooting competitions, the push-up challenges, every macho jackoff trying their best to prove how tough they are. Macho head games to say the least. It was just going to be one of those times, and I began to remember so much of that was the proverbial dick measuring contest.
Handler liked those.
Then it all came rushing back to me. I hadn’t spoken to Handler since the Hunting trip. I needed to call him.
No. No I didn’t need to call him. I’m not his wife, I’m not even his girlfriend, we are friends. Army Buddies. That’s it. Nothing more. No need to bother the man, especially since he’s going through a divorce. Jesus what was I thinking. I’m acting like a clingy ex or something.
But on the other hand, he needs someone to talk to. Someone to help him though the trying times. And there’s no harm in calling him and seeing how he’s doing, right? Couldn’t hurt. What’s the worst that happens? He tells me “hey, everything is cool.” And then we have a conversation about nothing or reminisce about old times? It’s not like we haven’t done that before. It’s always fun to look back at old times.
No. It’s the same conversation and the same people get brought up over and over. He talks about the accident where he lost his leg, I tell him about chilling in the fucking armory and polishing weapons all day for money. We’ve been there and done that. It’s not like he’s dead. He’s living life. It’s nothing.
Oh god, what the hell am I doing?
This is the conversation of a crazy person. I was basically sitting there, trying to argue with myself about whether or not it was okay to call one of my friends to check on them. Mimi does it for me. Nina does it. Even Cordy occasionally texts me. It’s not in the wrong. I was, for some reason and emotional wreck about a possible phone call. What is my social life right now?
And then, enter Allie.
Allie of course picked me up from the airport and checked on me. Surely she would just let us get this type of stuff over with so we could get on with life.
No, of course not. Because Allie is always against me and will not let things go like that.
“You gotta call him. What’s the hurt? Lighten up Gabby, you’re acting like a school girl with a crush.”
I knew that. I totally knew that and I wanted just to be re-assured that this was the right move. But then again, Allie was always trying to fix me up. This was something that just naturally happened and things would be fine moving forward if Allie wasn’t constantly the hand on my back pushing me into things that I didn’t need to be involved in to the level she wanted. It was not what I was after. But Allie of course is filling my head with thoughts of a relationship with Handler. She’s going to push me to that and I know it. But, Allie is trying her best. She’s a good friend.
But I didn’t need a good friend right now, I needed someone to tell me the truth. I needed someone to just tell me straight, what am I doing? I had to just make a gut call.
I picked up the phone and dialed.
Handler answered and we had another conversation about old times and trading war stories about this and that and I told him about what I was thinking about and he told me all about the same types of people with the competitions. It’s just what we do.
And this it all went horribly wrong.
I ended the call with “I love you.”
I hung up the phone so fast. And Allie was laughing. She thought this was hiliarous as I sat there with my head in my hands. What the hell had I just done?
“Did he say it back?”
“No. He just said… “yeah”
“Oh, that’s bad.”
God damn it Gabby, what the hell is wrong with you?