Post by Kenzi Grey on Jan 6, 2018 8:25:42 GMT -5
PROLOGUE...
I had sex with Ashley Marie Chase…
Seven little words…but seven little words I did not speak to the love of my life, Sarah Selena Grey-Lacklan. They were words that I knew she did not want to hear, but words that she should hear.
…no, I have never been unfaithful to Sarah, never in life could I imagine such a thing…
I had sex with Ashley Marie Chase on my wedding night in Las Vegas in 2016 when I married Colin Reed in a drunken haze following Queen of the Ring. On that night, I took the worst beating of my life in a match against Alexis Blake. We both left the ring in an ambulance and I was hopped up on so many painkillers that I couldn’t remember my own name. AMC looked out for me that night and got me out of the hospital. I should have gone back to my hotel, but I was too young, too dumb, and too much of an asshole to do that. I had to hit the town and show the world that nothing would keep me down.
I remember very little from that night beyond going out on the town and seeing Colin Reed, a guy I had relentlessly teased about being my ‘boyfriend’ all year long. He was drunk and I was drunker and that’s when the lights went out…inside my head.
Apparently one thing had led to another with our jokes about being a couple and before long Colin and I were heading to the Little Chapel and getting ourselves hitched…despite the protests of AMC, who accompanied us and did what she could to stop things before they got too far out of hand. Apparently that didn’t include the two of us hooking up as my drunken husband passed out in his hotel room.
…there is a video of this according to AMC…
I have no reason to doubt her, it apparently was the reason AMC was able to get the church to annul our unconsummated marriage. Apparently I was consummating other things…outside my own hotel room on a security camera…which AMC thankfully retrieved and apparently still has possession of.
…I don’t have any memory of that night…
The mixture of painkillers and alcohol has left a 48 hour gap in my memory that I may never get back. A marriage to a man that I do find dashingly handsome and attractive, despite his mousey demeanor and a sexual encounter that was months in the making with one of my oldest and closest friends. I remember none of it, yet it is now the reason for so much divisiveness and stress in my life.
…everyone has moved on…
Colin is back to reporting in LAW and his confirmed bachelor status has been returned to him; by order of the church no less. I still consider him a friend, but now I am careful not to blur the lines with him anymore. We have mostly put this episode behind us, except for the time that Nova Sinclair thought it would be funny to torment him with jabs over it at Night of Glory. That was my fault for dragging a good person into my filthy little world, and I may never forgive myself for damaging his reputation and opening him to so much public ridicule. I hope that he will forgive my stupidity one day.
AMC is now with Melissa Aki and the two of them are engaged to be married; with me as bridesmaid. Whatever attraction that we shared was dealt with that night in Vegas and we were able to move past it as friends…though, admittedly…I feel weird about it, even after all these many months after she swore me to secrecy over it. It is even worse when you know that there is a video of you out there doing things with someone that you don’t even remember.
As for me; I am with Sarah now…the love of my life and my reason for being. Our ups and downs are well documented, but our love for one another is unquestioned…with one notable exception…this secret I have kept from Sarah for months…
It is the one thing that has eaten at me…dogged me since before her accident. I had wanted to tell her because we kept no secrets from each other, but I had promised AMC that I would never tell a soul, yet…this secret was starting to affect my relationship. I didn’t know how, but I knew that Sarah was picking up on the turmoil inside me over this…she was starting to doubt me, to doubt my love for her…and that would not do. Promise or not, I would have to tell her the truth about that night in Vegas so that she would stop being tormented by dreams of me being unfaithful to her.
I was going to break faith with AMC and tell Sarah everything…I was going to bear my soul for the good of my ‘marriage’ to my soulmate. I knew full well that it might ruin my friendship with one of my oldest and dearest friends, but if she cared about me…truly cared, she would understand that I wanted no secrets between Sarah and myself.
When I told AMC…she was none too pleased…none too pleased at all…
THE RED QUEEN
Port of Los Angeles
The camera zoomed in on me aboard the deck of the yacht that now served as our Los Angeles home. I leaned against the railing with the Port of LA behind me, sun hanging low in the sky, and waves gently lapping against the side of the ship as I addressed the masses…
“What a life I lead…” I paused, taking a deep breath of that Pacific air that filled my lungs and reminded me of my place in the universe. “I know that I am blessed in so many ways, many that I take for granted, only because I have never known what it’s like to be anything other than what I am…at least until now. When I entered LAW in 2015, I did it with an agenda, I came into this sport green as grass and all I wanted to do was to show my mother that I could be great…that I could be worthy…worthy of her attention and love because I could be as successful, or even more successful than she was.”
“…but living for the adulation of others isn’t living at all…”
“It took me all these many years to see that. All of the fighting and scraping just to make a name for myself didn’t mean a damn thing when I couldn’t stand the person looking back at me in the mirror. Doing anything and everything just to win…just to be noticed…didn’t gain me anything. While all the tricks and shortcuts earned me wins, none of them earned me respect.”
“…not the respect of my peers, which is given, but respect for myself…”
“I have learned that there is no greater gift that you can give yourself than the gift of self-respect. This year, I have come full circle and realized that I am someone who is worthy of having respect for myself…worthy of having pride in my accomplishments, because I have earned it with hard work and sacrifice. I didn’t need to take the low road or belittle someone to get to where I am. All I had to do was believe in myself and follow through with focus and skill.”
“My hard work and sacrifice have brought me to the apex of my career…at least my career to date. Winning the Breakout Championship against four of the best women in what could be called ‘the breakout division’ in a match that was voted ‘Match of the Year’ was a great honor. At the time, I thought that was the highlight of my year, the defining moment of all that I had worked for…but there was more…there was a lot more!”
I could not conceal the smile that spread across my face as I thought about my last match; the Champions Challenge that took place at LAW 73.
“I have seen the Champions Challenge take place in LAW year after year. I have watched as some of the best in the company competed for bragging rights following a big pay-per-view. I was always on the sidelines when those matches took place, wishing that I would one day find myself in that position with a chance to make my mark in the company. What better way to put your stamp on your claim to be the best, than to beat the best. Amy Jo Smyth did it twice in a row as the LAW Champion, and now I was ready to make history myself. Well, on the last live show of the year, that is just what I did when I defeated every singles champion on the roster and became the very first Breakout Champion to raise that title over all the rest in victory…all while getting the monkey of never having beaten Kate Steele or Gabby Camacho off my back.” I shrugged, letting the breeze sweep my braids back behind me as I did. “That was then…and this is 2018 and I have no intention of slowing down, no matter what they throw at me next…and boy did they throw a curveball my way!”
I pushed myself off the railing and walked right up to the camera and waved to my opponent that I was positive was watching alongside her fiancé, a woman who was currently SUPER pissed at me.
“Hey Maki! How are you doing girl?” I shook my head with a chuckle as I backed away so that my face didn’t fill the screen anymore. “At LAW 75 the powers that be have given me one of the biggest challenges of the night. Not only facing a woman that I consider a friend, but a woman that I have great professional admiration for, as I draw her in her debut match. Melissa Aki has been a woman that I have followed for many months over social media and even to some of her matches in other companies. She is an AMAZING talent and I am so happy to have her in LAW…but not to be facing her in my first match of 2018!”
All I can really do is shrug my shoulders and shake my head, “But…what’s done is done. There is no rest for the weary and there is no slowing down to admire the work of a close personal friend. As much as I don’t want to ruin the debut of a woman that I will serve as bridesmaid for, I don’t want to lose any of that momentum that I gained at the end of last year when I cemented my status as the woman to beat in this company!” I rubbed my hands together as I knitted my eyebrows in determination. “Maki…I love you to death girl, but there is not a chance in hell that I roll over and let you beat me when we head into Washington D.C. on January 14th! So…tighten up that chinstrap and come ready to tear the house down with me, but don’t plan on leaving Chocolate City with a win in your debut match…just be ready to hold your head up high and think about how you bounce back after losing to the Champion of Champions!”
I winked into the camera, hoping that Maki was seeing, but not taking too much of it to heart. I knew she wanted to win and if she were going up against any other person, I would be right there to cheer her on, but this was business. I knew she understood it, maybe even better than I did, but…neither of us was going to back down from the other. There was too much on the line for both of us.
“Let’s get to a few questions before we wrap this thing up, shall we?” I turned my attention to my message board;
“Dalton, that is a great question. I will try to give you a great answer.” I took a breath as I gathered my thoughts on the subject. “It doesn’t matter how you slice it, whether I pinned Crystal, Kate, or Gabby, there was only one winner of the Champion’s Challenge and there were three losers. If people want to say that I didn’t beat Kate or Gabby, then they can say that because they are in this business and they weren’t in that ring with us. If Kate or Gabby decide to tow that line, then that will be unfortunate, but it won’t affect the record books which read that I am the sixth winner of the Champion’s Challenge Match, and the very first holder of the Breakout Championship to do it.”
"I am a realist who doesn't mind speaking the truth. I have lost plenty of matches and I may very way lose plenty more, but I won't ever try to diminish an opponent to make myself look good after I came up short. That's bush league, and I won't take part in it."
I couldn’t help the sigh of exasperation that escaped me. “Debby, I don’t know what rumors you have heard, but my friendship with AMC is as strong as ever! Yeah, she and I might have a difference of opinion about certain things, but we will get past that like we always have!” I chuckled, shifting my attention to Maki, “As for AMC’s wife-to-be, we are the best of friends and we are scheduled to have a match…nothing more. Trust me, there isn’t any more to the story than you are making it out to be.”
I blinked. I had heard many rumors, but not that one. I took a deep breath, “Britton, my wife isn’t dead. Yes, she was in a terrible accident…caused by an attack by a crazed fanatic, but she isn’t dead. She is on the mend and you will see her with me in DC in one more week.” I addressed the second part of her question, “As for her social media account; yes, it has not been restored because of the danger to her and the on-going investigation into her abduction and other crimes that I am not at liberty to discuss. I hope that answers most of your questions.”
I can’t help but roll my eyes, “Maki asked me to be her bridesmaid and I agreed because we are really good friends! AMC and I are also really good friends! I don’t know who is starting these rumors, but they need to stop!”
“Libel is for lies in print, we are apparently being sued for slander.” I corrected, “All I will say right now, while our attorney speaks with theirs is that Lancaster House was started by a very dear childhood friend who suffered a tragedy that led her to public service. Because of our history, she has decided not to accept my donations or any donations from people I associate with. That is within her rights and as far as I am concerned, this is a dead issue. Once the lawsuit is dropped, she will never have to worry about hearing from me or my mother again.”
I cleared my throat for this one, “Look! My friendship with AMC is not over! She and I had a disagreement over something, but I love her like a sister and I have no intention of turning my back on her or getting beaten up by her fiancé! It’s a strange coincidence that Mel and I have a match, but nothing more than that…I assure you!”
I narrow my eyes, “Jessika Hyde…I swear, that better not be you!”
I look off camera for moment, “Can you start checking the ISPs on these questions? I’m pretty sure I am getting trolled here!” I turned back to the camera, plastering on a fake smile. “Look, for the last time! My friendship with AMC is not over! She and I have been friends since we starred in a movie together and we will ALWAYS be friends! I don’t think that I am a bridesmaid for one person or the other, I am there for my friends…period!”
My blood boiled as I recalled being knocked on my ass by Etsuko after winning the Champion’s Challenge match. “Look here, FOLLOWER! I gave Etsuko the same respect that she gave me when I challenged her for the Breakout Championship! We might not have gotten our one-on-on match, but we did get a match and we contested it fairly! When Etsuko told me that she wanted her rematch, I agreed with her…whole heartedly! When she started downplaying the importance of the title she once held, I invited her to come down to ringside and watch me do what she failed to do at LAW 69, raise the Breakout Championship over every other title in LAW!” I took a breath to calm myself. “Etsuko will get her rematch, and trust me when I tell you that I won’t be left lying and this whole thing will absolutely stop…as soon as I beat her in the middle of the ring and leave no more doubt in her mind about her place in LAW!”
I folded my arms across my chest. “Okay guys! That is enough questions for today! Thank you all for tuning in and especially for sending in questions!” I smiled broadly, “I don’t want to spoil anything, but I am planning on a BIG surprise for my next V-Log, so stay tuned for that to drop sometime next week! Until then, I will see you guys around…HUGS AND KISSES!
EPILOGUE...
The questions about my friendship with AMC being over had really pissed me off, but I understood it. Apparently Jessika Hyde had overheard it and blabbed her big mouth and now it was all over the place, but it was all bullshit! Yeah, AMC was pissed at me…that much was apparent, I mean…I had given her a naked hug and she didn’t even flinch!
…if you know AMC like I know AMC…that is NOT AMC…
Regardless, I knew I was doing the right thing for my relationship with Sarah. There could be no more lies or unspoken truths between us. Trust was the bedrock of any relationship, and cracks were forming in mines because Sarah could sense that I was holding something back and it was giving her bad dreams about me leaving her for other people. That wasn’t the case, and after I unburdened myself, all would be right with the world.
I would fix things with AMC in time…hopefully before I did battle with her fiancée at LAW 75. I would do my level best to put things right before I put Maki down…in the gentlest way that I possibly could, on my way to getting my hand raised in Washington DC!
Everything would work out fine…I was going to see to it…
I had sex with Ashley Marie Chase…
Seven little words…but seven little words I did not speak to the love of my life, Sarah Selena Grey-Lacklan. They were words that I knew she did not want to hear, but words that she should hear.
…no, I have never been unfaithful to Sarah, never in life could I imagine such a thing…
I had sex with Ashley Marie Chase on my wedding night in Las Vegas in 2016 when I married Colin Reed in a drunken haze following Queen of the Ring. On that night, I took the worst beating of my life in a match against Alexis Blake. We both left the ring in an ambulance and I was hopped up on so many painkillers that I couldn’t remember my own name. AMC looked out for me that night and got me out of the hospital. I should have gone back to my hotel, but I was too young, too dumb, and too much of an asshole to do that. I had to hit the town and show the world that nothing would keep me down.
I remember very little from that night beyond going out on the town and seeing Colin Reed, a guy I had relentlessly teased about being my ‘boyfriend’ all year long. He was drunk and I was drunker and that’s when the lights went out…inside my head.
Apparently one thing had led to another with our jokes about being a couple and before long Colin and I were heading to the Little Chapel and getting ourselves hitched…despite the protests of AMC, who accompanied us and did what she could to stop things before they got too far out of hand. Apparently that didn’t include the two of us hooking up as my drunken husband passed out in his hotel room.
…there is a video of this according to AMC…
I have no reason to doubt her, it apparently was the reason AMC was able to get the church to annul our unconsummated marriage. Apparently I was consummating other things…outside my own hotel room on a security camera…which AMC thankfully retrieved and apparently still has possession of.
…I don’t have any memory of that night…
The mixture of painkillers and alcohol has left a 48 hour gap in my memory that I may never get back. A marriage to a man that I do find dashingly handsome and attractive, despite his mousey demeanor and a sexual encounter that was months in the making with one of my oldest and closest friends. I remember none of it, yet it is now the reason for so much divisiveness and stress in my life.
…everyone has moved on…
Colin is back to reporting in LAW and his confirmed bachelor status has been returned to him; by order of the church no less. I still consider him a friend, but now I am careful not to blur the lines with him anymore. We have mostly put this episode behind us, except for the time that Nova Sinclair thought it would be funny to torment him with jabs over it at Night of Glory. That was my fault for dragging a good person into my filthy little world, and I may never forgive myself for damaging his reputation and opening him to so much public ridicule. I hope that he will forgive my stupidity one day.
AMC is now with Melissa Aki and the two of them are engaged to be married; with me as bridesmaid. Whatever attraction that we shared was dealt with that night in Vegas and we were able to move past it as friends…though, admittedly…I feel weird about it, even after all these many months after she swore me to secrecy over it. It is even worse when you know that there is a video of you out there doing things with someone that you don’t even remember.
As for me; I am with Sarah now…the love of my life and my reason for being. Our ups and downs are well documented, but our love for one another is unquestioned…with one notable exception…this secret I have kept from Sarah for months…
It is the one thing that has eaten at me…dogged me since before her accident. I had wanted to tell her because we kept no secrets from each other, but I had promised AMC that I would never tell a soul, yet…this secret was starting to affect my relationship. I didn’t know how, but I knew that Sarah was picking up on the turmoil inside me over this…she was starting to doubt me, to doubt my love for her…and that would not do. Promise or not, I would have to tell her the truth about that night in Vegas so that she would stop being tormented by dreams of me being unfaithful to her.
I was going to break faith with AMC and tell Sarah everything…I was going to bear my soul for the good of my ‘marriage’ to my soulmate. I knew full well that it might ruin my friendship with one of my oldest and dearest friends, but if she cared about me…truly cared, she would understand that I wanted no secrets between Sarah and myself.
When I told AMC…she was none too pleased…none too pleased at all…
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THE RED QUEEN
Port of Los Angeles
The camera zoomed in on me aboard the deck of the yacht that now served as our Los Angeles home. I leaned against the railing with the Port of LA behind me, sun hanging low in the sky, and waves gently lapping against the side of the ship as I addressed the masses…
“What a life I lead…” I paused, taking a deep breath of that Pacific air that filled my lungs and reminded me of my place in the universe. “I know that I am blessed in so many ways, many that I take for granted, only because I have never known what it’s like to be anything other than what I am…at least until now. When I entered LAW in 2015, I did it with an agenda, I came into this sport green as grass and all I wanted to do was to show my mother that I could be great…that I could be worthy…worthy of her attention and love because I could be as successful, or even more successful than she was.”
“…but living for the adulation of others isn’t living at all…”
“It took me all these many years to see that. All of the fighting and scraping just to make a name for myself didn’t mean a damn thing when I couldn’t stand the person looking back at me in the mirror. Doing anything and everything just to win…just to be noticed…didn’t gain me anything. While all the tricks and shortcuts earned me wins, none of them earned me respect.”
“…not the respect of my peers, which is given, but respect for myself…”
“I have learned that there is no greater gift that you can give yourself than the gift of self-respect. This year, I have come full circle and realized that I am someone who is worthy of having respect for myself…worthy of having pride in my accomplishments, because I have earned it with hard work and sacrifice. I didn’t need to take the low road or belittle someone to get to where I am. All I had to do was believe in myself and follow through with focus and skill.”
“My hard work and sacrifice have brought me to the apex of my career…at least my career to date. Winning the Breakout Championship against four of the best women in what could be called ‘the breakout division’ in a match that was voted ‘Match of the Year’ was a great honor. At the time, I thought that was the highlight of my year, the defining moment of all that I had worked for…but there was more…there was a lot more!”
I could not conceal the smile that spread across my face as I thought about my last match; the Champions Challenge that took place at LAW 73.
“I have seen the Champions Challenge take place in LAW year after year. I have watched as some of the best in the company competed for bragging rights following a big pay-per-view. I was always on the sidelines when those matches took place, wishing that I would one day find myself in that position with a chance to make my mark in the company. What better way to put your stamp on your claim to be the best, than to beat the best. Amy Jo Smyth did it twice in a row as the LAW Champion, and now I was ready to make history myself. Well, on the last live show of the year, that is just what I did when I defeated every singles champion on the roster and became the very first Breakout Champion to raise that title over all the rest in victory…all while getting the monkey of never having beaten Kate Steele or Gabby Camacho off my back.” I shrugged, letting the breeze sweep my braids back behind me as I did. “That was then…and this is 2018 and I have no intention of slowing down, no matter what they throw at me next…and boy did they throw a curveball my way!”
I pushed myself off the railing and walked right up to the camera and waved to my opponent that I was positive was watching alongside her fiancé, a woman who was currently SUPER pissed at me.
“Hey Maki! How are you doing girl?” I shook my head with a chuckle as I backed away so that my face didn’t fill the screen anymore. “At LAW 75 the powers that be have given me one of the biggest challenges of the night. Not only facing a woman that I consider a friend, but a woman that I have great professional admiration for, as I draw her in her debut match. Melissa Aki has been a woman that I have followed for many months over social media and even to some of her matches in other companies. She is an AMAZING talent and I am so happy to have her in LAW…but not to be facing her in my first match of 2018!”
All I can really do is shrug my shoulders and shake my head, “But…what’s done is done. There is no rest for the weary and there is no slowing down to admire the work of a close personal friend. As much as I don’t want to ruin the debut of a woman that I will serve as bridesmaid for, I don’t want to lose any of that momentum that I gained at the end of last year when I cemented my status as the woman to beat in this company!” I rubbed my hands together as I knitted my eyebrows in determination. “Maki…I love you to death girl, but there is not a chance in hell that I roll over and let you beat me when we head into Washington D.C. on January 14th! So…tighten up that chinstrap and come ready to tear the house down with me, but don’t plan on leaving Chocolate City with a win in your debut match…just be ready to hold your head up high and think about how you bounce back after losing to the Champion of Champions!”
I winked into the camera, hoping that Maki was seeing, but not taking too much of it to heart. I knew she wanted to win and if she were going up against any other person, I would be right there to cheer her on, but this was business. I knew she understood it, maybe even better than I did, but…neither of us was going to back down from the other. There was too much on the line for both of us.
“Let’s get to a few questions before we wrap this thing up, shall we?” I turned my attention to my message board;
Question from Dalton from Albuquerque:
Does it bother you that you only beat Crystal Hilton in the Champions Challenge and not Kate Steele or Gabby Camacho?
Does it bother you that you only beat Crystal Hilton in the Champions Challenge and not Kate Steele or Gabby Camacho?
“Dalton, that is a great question. I will try to give you a great answer.” I took a breath as I gathered my thoughts on the subject. “It doesn’t matter how you slice it, whether I pinned Crystal, Kate, or Gabby, there was only one winner of the Champion’s Challenge and there were three losers. If people want to say that I didn’t beat Kate or Gabby, then they can say that because they are in this business and they weren’t in that ring with us. If Kate or Gabby decide to tow that line, then that will be unfortunate, but it won’t affect the record books which read that I am the sixth winner of the Champion’s Challenge Match, and the very first holder of the Breakout Championship to do it.”
"I am a realist who doesn't mind speaking the truth. I have lost plenty of matches and I may very way lose plenty more, but I won't ever try to diminish an opponent to make myself look good after I came up short. That's bush league, and I won't take part in it."
Question from Debby from Anchorage:
How does your friendship with AMC being over affect your friendship with Maki? Will this match be a fight now instead?
How does your friendship with AMC being over affect your friendship with Maki? Will this match be a fight now instead?
I couldn’t help the sigh of exasperation that escaped me. “Debby, I don’t know what rumors you have heard, but my friendship with AMC is as strong as ever! Yeah, she and I might have a difference of opinion about certain things, but we will get past that like we always have!” I chuckled, shifting my attention to Maki, “As for AMC’s wife-to-be, we are the best of friends and we are scheduled to have a match…nothing more. Trust me, there isn’t any more to the story than you are making it out to be.”
Question from Britton from Lansing:
Can you give us an update on Sarah’s condition? We heard that she died! Her social media account is gone, there is nothing left of her!
Can you give us an update on Sarah’s condition? We heard that she died! Her social media account is gone, there is nothing left of her!
I blinked. I had heard many rumors, but not that one. I took a deep breath, “Britton, my wife isn’t dead. Yes, she was in a terrible accident…caused by an attack by a crazed fanatic, but she isn’t dead. She is on the mend and you will see her with me in DC in one more week.” I addressed the second part of her question, “As for her social media account; yes, it has not been restored because of the danger to her and the on-going investigation into her abduction and other crimes that I am not at liberty to discuss. I hope that answers most of your questions.”
Question from Sandy from Miami:
Is it true you are Maki's bridesmaid even though you and AMC are no longer friends?
Is it true you are Maki's bridesmaid even though you and AMC are no longer friends?
I can’t help but roll my eyes, “Maki asked me to be her bridesmaid and I agreed because we are really good friends! AMC and I are also really good friends! I don’t know who is starting these rumors, but they need to stop!”
Question from Todd from San Diego:
We understand that you and your mother are being sued by Lancaster House for libel. Can you tell us why that charity refused your donation and why you attacked them over social media?
We understand that you and your mother are being sued by Lancaster House for libel. Can you tell us why that charity refused your donation and why you attacked them over social media?
“Libel is for lies in print, we are apparently being sued for slander.” I corrected, “All I will say right now, while our attorney speaks with theirs is that Lancaster House was started by a very dear childhood friend who suffered a tragedy that led her to public service. Because of our history, she has decided not to accept my donations or any donations from people I associate with. That is within her rights and as far as I am concerned, this is a dead issue. Once the lawsuit is dropped, she will never have to worry about hearing from me or my mother again.”
Question from Linda from Detroit:
How badly do you expect Maki to beat you up on the show? I mean obviously she will punish you for hurting her fiancé when your friendship with AMC ended
How badly do you expect Maki to beat you up on the show? I mean obviously she will punish you for hurting her fiancé when your friendship with AMC ended
I cleared my throat for this one, “Look! My friendship with AMC is not over! She and I had a disagreement over something, but I love her like a sister and I have no intention of turning my back on her or getting beaten up by her fiancé! It’s a strange coincidence that Mel and I have a match, but nothing more than that…I assure you!”
Question from Poet:
Roses are red, violets are blue;
How badly will Demon Maki gut you?
Roses are red, violets are blue;
How badly will Demon Maki gut you?
I narrow my eyes, “Jessika Hyde…I swear, that better not be you!”
Question from Cindy from Ontario:
Kenzi if you and AMC are still friends then why are you Maki's bridesmaid and not AMC? Think that is proof that the friendship is over because of something you did. Am I right?
Kenzi if you and AMC are still friends then why are you Maki's bridesmaid and not AMC? Think that is proof that the friendship is over because of something you did. Am I right?
I look off camera for moment, “Can you start checking the ISPs on these questions? I’m pretty sure I am getting trolled here!” I turned back to the camera, plastering on a fake smile. “Look, for the last time! My friendship with AMC is not over! She and I have been friends since we starred in a movie together and we will ALWAYS be friends! I don’t think that I am a bridesmaid for one person or the other, I am there for my friends…period!”
Question from Follower of the Red Lady:
You were left lying on the mat after your encounter with the Oni of the Red Lady. Are you ready to be left lying again? You know that you have the power to stop this, right?
You were left lying on the mat after your encounter with the Oni of the Red Lady. Are you ready to be left lying again? You know that you have the power to stop this, right?
My blood boiled as I recalled being knocked on my ass by Etsuko after winning the Champion’s Challenge match. “Look here, FOLLOWER! I gave Etsuko the same respect that she gave me when I challenged her for the Breakout Championship! We might not have gotten our one-on-on match, but we did get a match and we contested it fairly! When Etsuko told me that she wanted her rematch, I agreed with her…whole heartedly! When she started downplaying the importance of the title she once held, I invited her to come down to ringside and watch me do what she failed to do at LAW 69, raise the Breakout Championship over every other title in LAW!” I took a breath to calm myself. “Etsuko will get her rematch, and trust me when I tell you that I won’t be left lying and this whole thing will absolutely stop…as soon as I beat her in the middle of the ring and leave no more doubt in her mind about her place in LAW!”
I folded my arms across my chest. “Okay guys! That is enough questions for today! Thank you all for tuning in and especially for sending in questions!” I smiled broadly, “I don’t want to spoil anything, but I am planning on a BIG surprise for my next V-Log, so stay tuned for that to drop sometime next week! Until then, I will see you guys around…HUGS AND KISSES!
EPILOGUE...
The questions about my friendship with AMC being over had really pissed me off, but I understood it. Apparently Jessika Hyde had overheard it and blabbed her big mouth and now it was all over the place, but it was all bullshit! Yeah, AMC was pissed at me…that much was apparent, I mean…I had given her a naked hug and she didn’t even flinch!
…if you know AMC like I know AMC…that is NOT AMC…
Regardless, I knew I was doing the right thing for my relationship with Sarah. There could be no more lies or unspoken truths between us. Trust was the bedrock of any relationship, and cracks were forming in mines because Sarah could sense that I was holding something back and it was giving her bad dreams about me leaving her for other people. That wasn’t the case, and after I unburdened myself, all would be right with the world.
I would fix things with AMC in time…hopefully before I did battle with her fiancée at LAW 75. I would do my level best to put things right before I put Maki down…in the gentlest way that I possibly could, on my way to getting my hand raised in Washington DC!
Everything would work out fine…I was going to see to it…