Post by Keira Fisher on Aug 15, 2015 20:50:01 GMT -5
Roxi's still mad at me. She's punished me. She took away my love time with her. I've never went this long without Roxi's touch. She's always made me so happy. I really fucked up this time. I've apologized til I was blue in the face. Yet, it feels like nothing I do is helping
She doesn't love you anymore. Jean does. You chose a fool instead of the woman who would have done anything for you, no matter what you've done. You were always a fool. I'm glad I made the right decision. Maybe what you need is to lose to Jennifer Drew. Then Roxi will have a excuse to dump your sorry ass!
NO! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keira is seen returning as she enters the apartment. She sighs as she sits on the couch, placing her hands on her face*
Keira (to herself): Fuck...I'm losing it...
Roxi: You wanna talk about this? I'm getting worried about you.
Keira: Get away from me
Roxi: Keira, I'm the only person on your side right now...but if that's what you want...
Keira: I do....
Roxi: Fine. Give me your phone. I'm not going to have yo embarrass yourself any further today.
*Keira goes to, but she takes her two fingers and instant transmits away from Roxi instead*
*Roxi looks pissed*
Roxi: Keira! dammit!
*Moments later, Keira appears at a graveyard as she lowers her hand. She turns off her phone so she could be alone. She walks over to two graves as she lowers down to it*
Keira: Hey, Mama, Daddy...
*Keira places her hand on the grave plate*
Keira: I wanted to come here sooner, considering the month and all. But I was busy ...I think I'm losing it all. I can't seem to calm down like I used to. I injured someone. I snapped at everyone. I snapped at Roxi. I think I'm losing my life. It feels like I don't want anyone anymore. I can't trust anyone!
*Keira begins to shed a tear*
Keira: ...but...the person I can't trust the most....is myself I wouldn't be surprised if I return home and see either mine or Roxi's things packed. She deserves better than me anyway.
*Keira kisses the stone as she sits up*
Keira: I'll be visiting more often
*As Keira begins to place her hand on her forehead, she gets her arms grabbed and tied up. Keira screams as she turns and sees Roxi*
Keira; You followed me!?
Roxi: I know this is the month... But you need to calm down...
Keira: So you tie me up!?
Roxi: I can't trust you anymore...
*Keira keeps silent. Keira then looks at Roxi*
Keira: Why am I not surprised. Considering I can't trust myself... So let me guess. You're going to drag me home now? Keep me tied up til I finally calm down?
Roxi: I don't know what I'm going to do with you.
Keira: I ask myself that same question. Ever since that Sunday night. All I know is...I'm scared. I'm afraid if I'll snap again. I'm afraid I'll hurt someone else. I'm afraid I'll hurt you But I think I have
*Keira lowers her head, wanting to cry
Keira: Why does this shit keep happening? Why do I continue to ruin everything I ever have in my life? I'm sorry, Roxi. I'm sorry for pushing you away. But if I can't trust myself...How....
*Keira begins to cry as she lowers her head*
Roxi: I can't help you if you continue to push me away...
Keira: I don't want to hurt you!...I'm afraid that I will
Roxi: Keira, what do we always say? If there's something wrong, we work through it...
Keira: Together
Roxi: Exactly. So you can't try to take this on alone. You need people around you. You can't push them away. You see what happens when you were fighting alone out there. You were acting like a lunatic. I tried to tell you, you shouldn't have done that to Amy. I told you to stay away, because I know how you get when you're angry.
Keira: I know...I regret it. But the crowd. They said they booed me for doing it. But, I heard cheers. Even a few saying, "One more time"
Roxi: They boo'd you. You didn't act like you were supposed to. You acted out of anger. It wasn't right, and you know in your heart it wasn't right.
Keira: I know. I know. You don't think I regret that?
Roxi: Then don't try and justify it. You know what you did was wrong, and now you have accepted it. You can run away from these issues anymore.
*Keira stands and hugs Roxi, then remembers she can't, cause her arms were tied up*
Roxi: I'm going to untie you... But are you ready for me to untie you?
Keira: Yes
*Roxi slowly unties Keira. Keira keeps still*
Roxi: There...
*Keira quickly hugs Roxi and cries on her shoulder*
Keira: Please don't leave me. I love you too much. I'll do anything.
*Roxi hugs Keira*
Roxi: I won't. I'll never leave you.
*Keira's phone is heard as she pulls it out, Christine leaves a tweet as Keira smiles*
Roxi: Are you ready to go home now? Christine is always around and she loves you, and so does Sasha...
Keira: Wait. There's something else I need to tell you. Something that has been bothering me lately
Roxi: What's that?
Keira: Has Jean...been...in your dreams lately?
Roxi: Jean?... no.
Keira: Oh....shit
Roxi: Why?
Keira: I...saw Jean, the night I left...wanted to kill myself
She stopped me. I told her what had happened. She...wanted me to take the advice of Space...but...be with her....forever
*Keira sighs*
Keira: Remember that night I woke up from that nightmare?
Roxi: Yes...
Keira: I think Jean invaded my dream...wanting me to give up...and be with her. I woke up...ashamed. Baby. I love you and only you. I don't know why Jean would do that? I've tried to contact her, but....she isn't answering. All I know is I'm ashamed in myself. I can't trust myself! that's one of the reasons I pushed you away. Cause you'd think I was cheating on you!
*Keira begins to shed some more tears*
Keira: And I don't want you to think that. Cause I love you!!!!!!!!
Roxi: Keira... calm down. What you're telling me... took place in a dream.
Keira: Then why did it feel real?
Roxi: Sometimes that happens but... it was a dream. I'd never think or even suspect you would cheat on me... I trust you. But I know how you feel about Jean... I mean, our relationship... it's kind of open anyway. But do I think you'd ever leave me? I... I don't know, I'd hope not.
Keira: I know you'd never leave me for Christine But...babe...could dreams....lead to...seeing an alternate reality?
Roxi: Keira, I'd never leave you for anyone. Shawn, Sandi, and so many others have tried to either take me away from you, or get me to sleep with them... I'm not going anywhere.
*Keira smiles and holds Roxi tightly*
Roxi: I may have been tempted, but I'm loyal to you. But... as far as the dream thing goes... maybe we should see the guild doctors...
*The two return home via Instant Transmit before they go to the Medical Bay. Keira decided to check the mail. She notices something from a independent movie company as she opens it up. She begins to grin*
Keira: ROXI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Roxi: Keira?
Keira: LOOK AT THIS! It's a letter from a movie studio! They want me to star in a movie!
Roxi: Oh... wow... this sounds great.
Keira: It's a lead role too! The role is my character being part of a SWAT Team. It even says, "Cause of what we saw of the last few weeks of SCW and LAW, despite the attack. We feel that your passion and energy, is the perfect fit for this role. We also have a second movie for you and your wife if interested"
*Keira then looks at the second page*
Keira: The second film, if interested, is of two wrestling women who uses their wrestling abilities for good against the Doctor of Doom. If accepted, the film would be shot in Mexico. We have funding from Universal Studios to do this. If you think this is a trick, here is the number to call them about said movies
*Keira goes over to the phone and calls them. After hearing some familiar themes and being on the phone for about 30 minutes. Keira hangs up and grins*
Keira: It's legit! I'M GOING TO BE IN A MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Roxi: I'm very proud of you.
Keira: Now, this second movie. You should do it
Roxi: I'm not an actor type.
Keira: Neither am I. But this would be good for us
Roxi: Nah... I'm okay. It'll be good for you though.
Keira: Liar! I've seen you act in the bathroom when you thought I was in the other room
*an hour later, at the Medical Bay, the doctor comes out of the room to see Roxi*
Roxi: What's going on?
Doctor: We took a look inside Keira's brain. We had to use something different. But she did confirm her dream. We analyzed it.....her dream was a like a viewer...to a Alternate Reality
*The Doctor pulls out the tablet as he lets Roxi watch it. It shows Keira in her Lady Kat outfit, a skimpier version, pinning down Jean in her Pulse outfit, like Keira's a skimpier version as the two mess around*
Doctor: Keira woke up in a cold sweat, screaming for you. We had to sedate her. Has this happened to Keira before?
Roxi: Not that I am aware of. It must be the combination of everything this week.
Doctor: Well, we did see the same thing that happened to her all this week in the alternate reality. But the focal point was this woman
*The Doctor shows Keira and Jean on the bridge*
*All of a sudden, Keira's words echo through Roxi's brain*
Keira's words: Jean was on the bridge. I told her what happened and she suggested that I give you space...forever
Doctor: Lady Bedlam? Lady Bedlam!
Roxi: I... I just... need a minute.
Doctor: Well, your wife should be waking up now. You can go see her
*Keira is seen waking up as she sits up a little. She was still in a cold sweat, still afraid*
Roxi: Keira?
Keira: Hey, babe
Roxi: Are you okay?
Keira: I feel like shit.. What did the doctor say? He kinda knocked me out
*Roxi clears her throat*
Roxi: Keira... your dreams...
Keira: What?
Roxi: The doctor said they're creating an alternate reality...
Keira: Wha.....so...dream can do that!?
Roxi: I don't like this one bit Keira...
Keira: Neither do I! But I can't control my dreams
Roxi: You need to try and talk some sense into Jean... er.... I don't even know, I'm not sure what's going on...
Keira: How? I've tried to contact her. She's not answering
*Keira lowers her head, pulling at her hair*
Keira: I can't seem to do any damn thing right Now you must think I would do that to you...don't you?
Roxi: ... I don't know. I'm just... confused right now.
Keira: Roxi, I wouldn't! I came home to you!
*Keira gets up and holds Roxi*
Keira: I love you. I will always love you! What do I gotta prove to you that I do!?
Roxi: Keira.. you don't have to do anything to prove it. This whole situation is... confusing. I love you. With all my heart.
Jean: I guess I'm at fault then.
*Keira and Roxi turn to see Jean in her Pulse outfit as she walks to them*
Jean: The doctor told me everything. Yes, I did offer Keira the choice. She chose you. Now...as for alternate realities. I'm not surprised. But, it could be somewhat...my fault. I did use one of my new powers to let Keira see into the future if she chose to kill herself...or choose me
Keira: Wha...
Roxi: You what?! Jean! What the hell?!
Jean: It created something in her brain. A side effect to let her see into a alternate reality. A alternate earth where she made the other choice instead of the choice she made here. That could be why Keira's more paranoid than usual and why she's officially losing it despite what happened at SCW
Roxi, Calm down! I was trying to get Keira to come back home! How was I suppose to know it would do this!?
*Keira tries to talk, but Roxi clocks Jean hard in the jaw*
Keira: ROXI! STOP!
*Keira grabs Roxi and pins her to the wall*
Keira: Calm down! Roxi, calm down. Look at me! Baby, look at me. It's me, it's Keira.
*Roxi looks at Keira*
Roxi: I.... I'm sorry.
Keira: It's ok. Now you know how I felt....in a way
*Jean holds her jaw as she goes to the two*
Jean: I was going to say...She shouldn't be seeing this alternate reality within a day or two. Keira should be fine by then.
Roxi: I... I'm sorry Jean. I didn't mean to..
Jean: It's ok. I did deserve it. But I was trying to get Keira to come home to you. Oh, that reminds me.
*Jean gives Roxi and Keira a letter*
Jean: Someone called "The Collector" is looking for you. Something I need to know?
Keira: ......I'll kill that son of a bitch!
*Keira opens the letter as she reads it. As she does. She grits her teeth and screams*
Keira: THEY....THEY THREATENED MY FAMILY!?
Roxi; Keira, calm down
Keira: We got to find the Collector, soon…
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Great. After all of this happened. I forgot about the collector. So now I got to add him or her to that list of problems I got to deal with. Bad enough Roxi's semi still mad at me and the fact Jenn's still trying that Puppet Master crap on me, which is failing. Wait...
You don't think....Jenn's the Collector?
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*later on, Keira and Roxi teleport home. Keira takes off her Ward Tag as she goes to make up the bed*
Roxi: Are you okay? You feeling better?
Keira: I am. What about you, Punchy?
Roxi: Very funny
Keira: Look, the dreams should stop within a day or two, like Jean said
Roxi: I hope so
Keira: Me too
Keira: Am I still on punishment?
*Roxi sighs*
Keira: Don't say it...
*Keira just crawls into bed and turns over*
Roxi: Keira...
Keira: Yes?
*Roxi lays down on the bed and rubs Keira's side*
Keira: Mmm, Roxi....
Roxi: After the stuff today, I am just...so confused.
Keira: Considering you almost knocked Jean's teeth out
*Keira sits up*
Keira: Roxi...I'm not leaving you for any other woman. You're the only one I need. I don't care if I'm dreaming of a alternate reality where I'm Mewtwo and I was fucking Lugia
*Keira places her finger on her chin, then shakes her head*
Keira: Ok, bad example. VERY Bad example. Point is. I love you, Roxi. Now and forever
Roxi: It's just... the outbursts, the demands, flying off the handle and going extremes to punish yourself... It just needs to end. I need to know that I can go to bed, and then wake up without the house metaphorically burning down. I can only put out so many fires for you...
Keira: What am I suppose to do? I keep failing....
Roxi: I need to know I can trust you not to go haywire while I'm either asleep or not around...
Keira: I won't be on twitter tomorrow til you wake up.
*Keira reaches over and hands Roxi her phone*
Keira: Here...take it. I can.. I can't trust myself right now....
Roxi: I going to put my trust in you, right now. I won't take your phone. I'm testing you.
Keira: Take it...
*Keira extends the phone to Roxi*
*Roxi takes the phone and places it on the night stand*
Keira: No. Put it up. Put it up somewhere that way I can't find it
Roxi: It's staying there.
*Roxi stroke Keira's head and runs her fingers through her hair*
Keira: I don't trust myself, Roxi....I can't. I might burn down this house tomorrow...
Roxi: Well... please make sure I'm not here when you do.
*Roxi smiles and gigles a bit.*
Keira: ...trying to make sure I don't have that Alternate Reality dream again?
Roxi: I can't control your dreams Keira. All I can do, is be here when you wake up.
Keira: Least we know why I can't stay calm. But...I need to know. What did you see, Roxi? That doctor didn't tell me.
*Roxi looks away for a second, and swallows hard*
Roxi: It... it doesn't matter. It's an alternate thing, it's not reality.
Keira: If I want to reearn your trust....tell me. Please. I trust you, Roxi
*Keira holds Roxi close*
Roxi: You.... it showed you... and Jean..
Keira: Did...me and her...
Roxi: Yes... but... that doesn't matter to me Kiera.
*Keira leans in and deeply kisses Roxi*
Keira: My Roxi. My sexy, red haired Roxi
Roxi: Let's turn in... we've got work to do soon.
*Keira nuzzles and purrs into Roxi's shouder and neck, Roxi's fav thing*
Roxi: Keira... don't butter me up, it's time for bed.
Keira: I wasn't. I wanna do this. Please don't take it away from me
*Roxi lays in bed with Keira*
Roxi: goodnight my love.
Keira: Goodnight, my perfect angel.
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Day after day, I continue to rebuild what I had lost. It's slow building. Despite the fact I have to deal with a broken, scared little child that wants to try to mess with my mind. She wants to break me, so I can lose it and prove that I have lied when I have hid no secrets. Anyone that knows me, knows how I am. But, you know what? Here, something you can try to use against me that will be useless in a few.
My name is Keira Fisher. I lost my parents to a couple of Robbers when I was a teenager. I have a dark side that I have been trying to get rid of. Hell, go back and watch the LAW Taping from over a year ago. That's proof right there. I've tried to make sure that I make everyone happy. I've had my moments. Yes, I threatened to quit. But it was because I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't need Kah or Roxi to get me a title match. I EARNED it by beating Dazi. Now, you keep saying that I haven't earned this and that and you wished that Dazi had become champion.
Reality is a fickle thing, Jenn. See, what would have happened if Dazi had won the Breakout Title? What if Sidney the bitch never got involved? Dazi would be champion. Would you still have made your promise to go after the Marquee or LAW Championships? No. Why? I don't believe you. Hell, I haven't believed a damn thing you said this entire time. You would have still went after Dazi. You would have pulled all this Puppet Master bull on her. Either way, it still wouldn't have worked.
See, Jenn, you wanted to expose me so much, you actually got scared. Is it because of what happened to someone I injured cause I got legit mad or was it cause you saw something of me that no one else would dare to venture into? Now the real question is, Jenn. Do you want to really "expose" me or do you want to try to throw me off, get the Keira that you think will be a easy victory to get? I can tell you right now. Everything you've done is going to backfire.
Jenn, you're nothing more than a broken, scared and in a way, spoiled little child. You want everything you say that people don't deserve. But when reality comes, it bites, hard.
Jenn, come Queen of the Ring. I'm going to show you why your little game that you thought I've been playing, has failed you long ago. Trust me, bitch. You'll regret pushing my buttons.
See you soon. Take care of your leg...
She doesn't love you anymore. Jean does. You chose a fool instead of the woman who would have done anything for you, no matter what you've done. You were always a fool. I'm glad I made the right decision. Maybe what you need is to lose to Jennifer Drew. Then Roxi will have a excuse to dump your sorry ass!
NO! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keira is seen returning as she enters the apartment. She sighs as she sits on the couch, placing her hands on her face*
Keira (to herself): Fuck...I'm losing it...
Roxi: You wanna talk about this? I'm getting worried about you.
Keira: Get away from me
Roxi: Keira, I'm the only person on your side right now...but if that's what you want...
Keira: I do....
Roxi: Fine. Give me your phone. I'm not going to have yo embarrass yourself any further today.
*Keira goes to, but she takes her two fingers and instant transmits away from Roxi instead*
*Roxi looks pissed*
Roxi: Keira! dammit!
*Moments later, Keira appears at a graveyard as she lowers her hand. She turns off her phone so she could be alone. She walks over to two graves as she lowers down to it*
Keira: Hey, Mama, Daddy...
*Keira places her hand on the grave plate*
Keira: I wanted to come here sooner, considering the month and all. But I was busy ...I think I'm losing it all. I can't seem to calm down like I used to. I injured someone. I snapped at everyone. I snapped at Roxi. I think I'm losing my life. It feels like I don't want anyone anymore. I can't trust anyone!
*Keira begins to shed a tear*
Keira: ...but...the person I can't trust the most....is myself I wouldn't be surprised if I return home and see either mine or Roxi's things packed. She deserves better than me anyway.
*Keira kisses the stone as she sits up*
Keira: I'll be visiting more often
*As Keira begins to place her hand on her forehead, she gets her arms grabbed and tied up. Keira screams as she turns and sees Roxi*
Keira; You followed me!?
Roxi: I know this is the month... But you need to calm down...
Keira: So you tie me up!?
Roxi: I can't trust you anymore...
*Keira keeps silent. Keira then looks at Roxi*
Keira: Why am I not surprised. Considering I can't trust myself... So let me guess. You're going to drag me home now? Keep me tied up til I finally calm down?
Roxi: I don't know what I'm going to do with you.
Keira: I ask myself that same question. Ever since that Sunday night. All I know is...I'm scared. I'm afraid if I'll snap again. I'm afraid I'll hurt someone else. I'm afraid I'll hurt you But I think I have
*Keira lowers her head, wanting to cry
Keira: Why does this shit keep happening? Why do I continue to ruin everything I ever have in my life? I'm sorry, Roxi. I'm sorry for pushing you away. But if I can't trust myself...How....
*Keira begins to cry as she lowers her head*
Roxi: I can't help you if you continue to push me away...
Keira: I don't want to hurt you!...I'm afraid that I will
Roxi: Keira, what do we always say? If there's something wrong, we work through it...
Keira: Together
Roxi: Exactly. So you can't try to take this on alone. You need people around you. You can't push them away. You see what happens when you were fighting alone out there. You were acting like a lunatic. I tried to tell you, you shouldn't have done that to Amy. I told you to stay away, because I know how you get when you're angry.
Keira: I know...I regret it. But the crowd. They said they booed me for doing it. But, I heard cheers. Even a few saying, "One more time"
Roxi: They boo'd you. You didn't act like you were supposed to. You acted out of anger. It wasn't right, and you know in your heart it wasn't right.
Keira: I know. I know. You don't think I regret that?
Roxi: Then don't try and justify it. You know what you did was wrong, and now you have accepted it. You can run away from these issues anymore.
*Keira stands and hugs Roxi, then remembers she can't, cause her arms were tied up*
Roxi: I'm going to untie you... But are you ready for me to untie you?
Keira: Yes
*Roxi slowly unties Keira. Keira keeps still*
Roxi: There...
*Keira quickly hugs Roxi and cries on her shoulder*
Keira: Please don't leave me. I love you too much. I'll do anything.
*Roxi hugs Keira*
Roxi: I won't. I'll never leave you.
*Keira's phone is heard as she pulls it out, Christine leaves a tweet as Keira smiles*
Roxi: Are you ready to go home now? Christine is always around and she loves you, and so does Sasha...
Keira: Wait. There's something else I need to tell you. Something that has been bothering me lately
Roxi: What's that?
Keira: Has Jean...been...in your dreams lately?
Roxi: Jean?... no.
Keira: Oh....shit
Roxi: Why?
Keira: I...saw Jean, the night I left...wanted to kill myself
She stopped me. I told her what had happened. She...wanted me to take the advice of Space...but...be with her....forever
*Keira sighs*
Keira: Remember that night I woke up from that nightmare?
Roxi: Yes...
Keira: I think Jean invaded my dream...wanting me to give up...and be with her. I woke up...ashamed. Baby. I love you and only you. I don't know why Jean would do that? I've tried to contact her, but....she isn't answering. All I know is I'm ashamed in myself. I can't trust myself! that's one of the reasons I pushed you away. Cause you'd think I was cheating on you!
*Keira begins to shed some more tears*
Keira: And I don't want you to think that. Cause I love you!!!!!!!!
Roxi: Keira... calm down. What you're telling me... took place in a dream.
Keira: Then why did it feel real?
Roxi: Sometimes that happens but... it was a dream. I'd never think or even suspect you would cheat on me... I trust you. But I know how you feel about Jean... I mean, our relationship... it's kind of open anyway. But do I think you'd ever leave me? I... I don't know, I'd hope not.
Keira: I know you'd never leave me for Christine But...babe...could dreams....lead to...seeing an alternate reality?
Roxi: Keira, I'd never leave you for anyone. Shawn, Sandi, and so many others have tried to either take me away from you, or get me to sleep with them... I'm not going anywhere.
*Keira smiles and holds Roxi tightly*
Roxi: I may have been tempted, but I'm loyal to you. But... as far as the dream thing goes... maybe we should see the guild doctors...
*The two return home via Instant Transmit before they go to the Medical Bay. Keira decided to check the mail. She notices something from a independent movie company as she opens it up. She begins to grin*
Keira: ROXI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Roxi: Keira?
Keira: LOOK AT THIS! It's a letter from a movie studio! They want me to star in a movie!
Roxi: Oh... wow... this sounds great.
Keira: It's a lead role too! The role is my character being part of a SWAT Team. It even says, "Cause of what we saw of the last few weeks of SCW and LAW, despite the attack. We feel that your passion and energy, is the perfect fit for this role. We also have a second movie for you and your wife if interested"
*Keira then looks at the second page*
Keira: The second film, if interested, is of two wrestling women who uses their wrestling abilities for good against the Doctor of Doom. If accepted, the film would be shot in Mexico. We have funding from Universal Studios to do this. If you think this is a trick, here is the number to call them about said movies
*Keira goes over to the phone and calls them. After hearing some familiar themes and being on the phone for about 30 minutes. Keira hangs up and grins*
Keira: It's legit! I'M GOING TO BE IN A MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Roxi: I'm very proud of you.
Keira: Now, this second movie. You should do it
Roxi: I'm not an actor type.
Keira: Neither am I. But this would be good for us
Roxi: Nah... I'm okay. It'll be good for you though.
Keira: Liar! I've seen you act in the bathroom when you thought I was in the other room
*an hour later, at the Medical Bay, the doctor comes out of the room to see Roxi*
Roxi: What's going on?
Doctor: We took a look inside Keira's brain. We had to use something different. But she did confirm her dream. We analyzed it.....her dream was a like a viewer...to a Alternate Reality
*The Doctor pulls out the tablet as he lets Roxi watch it. It shows Keira in her Lady Kat outfit, a skimpier version, pinning down Jean in her Pulse outfit, like Keira's a skimpier version as the two mess around*
Doctor: Keira woke up in a cold sweat, screaming for you. We had to sedate her. Has this happened to Keira before?
Roxi: Not that I am aware of. It must be the combination of everything this week.
Doctor: Well, we did see the same thing that happened to her all this week in the alternate reality. But the focal point was this woman
*The Doctor shows Keira and Jean on the bridge*
*All of a sudden, Keira's words echo through Roxi's brain*
Keira's words: Jean was on the bridge. I told her what happened and she suggested that I give you space...forever
Doctor: Lady Bedlam? Lady Bedlam!
Roxi: I... I just... need a minute.
Doctor: Well, your wife should be waking up now. You can go see her
*Keira is seen waking up as she sits up a little. She was still in a cold sweat, still afraid*
Roxi: Keira?
Keira: Hey, babe
Roxi: Are you okay?
Keira: I feel like shit.. What did the doctor say? He kinda knocked me out
*Roxi clears her throat*
Roxi: Keira... your dreams...
Keira: What?
Roxi: The doctor said they're creating an alternate reality...
Keira: Wha.....so...dream can do that!?
Roxi: I don't like this one bit Keira...
Keira: Neither do I! But I can't control my dreams
Roxi: You need to try and talk some sense into Jean... er.... I don't even know, I'm not sure what's going on...
Keira: How? I've tried to contact her. She's not answering
*Keira lowers her head, pulling at her hair*
Keira: I can't seem to do any damn thing right Now you must think I would do that to you...don't you?
Roxi: ... I don't know. I'm just... confused right now.
Keira: Roxi, I wouldn't! I came home to you!
*Keira gets up and holds Roxi*
Keira: I love you. I will always love you! What do I gotta prove to you that I do!?
Roxi: Keira.. you don't have to do anything to prove it. This whole situation is... confusing. I love you. With all my heart.
Jean: I guess I'm at fault then.
*Keira and Roxi turn to see Jean in her Pulse outfit as she walks to them*
Jean: The doctor told me everything. Yes, I did offer Keira the choice. She chose you. Now...as for alternate realities. I'm not surprised. But, it could be somewhat...my fault. I did use one of my new powers to let Keira see into the future if she chose to kill herself...or choose me
Keira: Wha...
Roxi: You what?! Jean! What the hell?!
Jean: It created something in her brain. A side effect to let her see into a alternate reality. A alternate earth where she made the other choice instead of the choice she made here. That could be why Keira's more paranoid than usual and why she's officially losing it despite what happened at SCW
Roxi, Calm down! I was trying to get Keira to come back home! How was I suppose to know it would do this!?
*Keira tries to talk, but Roxi clocks Jean hard in the jaw*
Keira: ROXI! STOP!
*Keira grabs Roxi and pins her to the wall*
Keira: Calm down! Roxi, calm down. Look at me! Baby, look at me. It's me, it's Keira.
*Roxi looks at Keira*
Roxi: I.... I'm sorry.
Keira: It's ok. Now you know how I felt....in a way
*Jean holds her jaw as she goes to the two*
Jean: I was going to say...She shouldn't be seeing this alternate reality within a day or two. Keira should be fine by then.
Roxi: I... I'm sorry Jean. I didn't mean to..
Jean: It's ok. I did deserve it. But I was trying to get Keira to come home to you. Oh, that reminds me.
*Jean gives Roxi and Keira a letter*
Jean: Someone called "The Collector" is looking for you. Something I need to know?
Keira: ......I'll kill that son of a bitch!
*Keira opens the letter as she reads it. As she does. She grits her teeth and screams*
Keira: THEY....THEY THREATENED MY FAMILY!?
Roxi; Keira, calm down
Keira: We got to find the Collector, soon…
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Great. After all of this happened. I forgot about the collector. So now I got to add him or her to that list of problems I got to deal with. Bad enough Roxi's semi still mad at me and the fact Jenn's still trying that Puppet Master crap on me, which is failing. Wait...
You don't think....Jenn's the Collector?
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*later on, Keira and Roxi teleport home. Keira takes off her Ward Tag as she goes to make up the bed*
Roxi: Are you okay? You feeling better?
Keira: I am. What about you, Punchy?
Roxi: Very funny
Keira: Look, the dreams should stop within a day or two, like Jean said
Roxi: I hope so
Keira: Me too
Keira: Am I still on punishment?
*Roxi sighs*
Keira: Don't say it...
*Keira just crawls into bed and turns over*
Roxi: Keira...
Keira: Yes?
*Roxi lays down on the bed and rubs Keira's side*
Keira: Mmm, Roxi....
Roxi: After the stuff today, I am just...so confused.
Keira: Considering you almost knocked Jean's teeth out
*Keira sits up*
Keira: Roxi...I'm not leaving you for any other woman. You're the only one I need. I don't care if I'm dreaming of a alternate reality where I'm Mewtwo and I was fucking Lugia
*Keira places her finger on her chin, then shakes her head*
Keira: Ok, bad example. VERY Bad example. Point is. I love you, Roxi. Now and forever
Roxi: It's just... the outbursts, the demands, flying off the handle and going extremes to punish yourself... It just needs to end. I need to know that I can go to bed, and then wake up without the house metaphorically burning down. I can only put out so many fires for you...
Keira: What am I suppose to do? I keep failing....
Roxi: I need to know I can trust you not to go haywire while I'm either asleep or not around...
Keira: I won't be on twitter tomorrow til you wake up.
*Keira reaches over and hands Roxi her phone*
Keira: Here...take it. I can.. I can't trust myself right now....
Roxi: I going to put my trust in you, right now. I won't take your phone. I'm testing you.
Keira: Take it...
*Keira extends the phone to Roxi*
*Roxi takes the phone and places it on the night stand*
Keira: No. Put it up. Put it up somewhere that way I can't find it
Roxi: It's staying there.
*Roxi stroke Keira's head and runs her fingers through her hair*
Keira: I don't trust myself, Roxi....I can't. I might burn down this house tomorrow...
Roxi: Well... please make sure I'm not here when you do.
*Roxi smiles and gigles a bit.*
Keira: ...trying to make sure I don't have that Alternate Reality dream again?
Roxi: I can't control your dreams Keira. All I can do, is be here when you wake up.
Keira: Least we know why I can't stay calm. But...I need to know. What did you see, Roxi? That doctor didn't tell me.
*Roxi looks away for a second, and swallows hard*
Roxi: It... it doesn't matter. It's an alternate thing, it's not reality.
Keira: If I want to reearn your trust....tell me. Please. I trust you, Roxi
*Keira holds Roxi close*
Roxi: You.... it showed you... and Jean..
Keira: Did...me and her...
Roxi: Yes... but... that doesn't matter to me Kiera.
*Keira leans in and deeply kisses Roxi*
Keira: My Roxi. My sexy, red haired Roxi
Roxi: Let's turn in... we've got work to do soon.
*Keira nuzzles and purrs into Roxi's shouder and neck, Roxi's fav thing*
Roxi: Keira... don't butter me up, it's time for bed.
Keira: I wasn't. I wanna do this. Please don't take it away from me
*Roxi lays in bed with Keira*
Roxi: goodnight my love.
Keira: Goodnight, my perfect angel.
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Day after day, I continue to rebuild what I had lost. It's slow building. Despite the fact I have to deal with a broken, scared little child that wants to try to mess with my mind. She wants to break me, so I can lose it and prove that I have lied when I have hid no secrets. Anyone that knows me, knows how I am. But, you know what? Here, something you can try to use against me that will be useless in a few.
My name is Keira Fisher. I lost my parents to a couple of Robbers when I was a teenager. I have a dark side that I have been trying to get rid of. Hell, go back and watch the LAW Taping from over a year ago. That's proof right there. I've tried to make sure that I make everyone happy. I've had my moments. Yes, I threatened to quit. But it was because I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't need Kah or Roxi to get me a title match. I EARNED it by beating Dazi. Now, you keep saying that I haven't earned this and that and you wished that Dazi had become champion.
Reality is a fickle thing, Jenn. See, what would have happened if Dazi had won the Breakout Title? What if Sidney the bitch never got involved? Dazi would be champion. Would you still have made your promise to go after the Marquee or LAW Championships? No. Why? I don't believe you. Hell, I haven't believed a damn thing you said this entire time. You would have still went after Dazi. You would have pulled all this Puppet Master bull on her. Either way, it still wouldn't have worked.
See, Jenn, you wanted to expose me so much, you actually got scared. Is it because of what happened to someone I injured cause I got legit mad or was it cause you saw something of me that no one else would dare to venture into? Now the real question is, Jenn. Do you want to really "expose" me or do you want to try to throw me off, get the Keira that you think will be a easy victory to get? I can tell you right now. Everything you've done is going to backfire.
Jenn, you're nothing more than a broken, scared and in a way, spoiled little child. You want everything you say that people don't deserve. But when reality comes, it bites, hard.
Jenn, come Queen of the Ring. I'm going to show you why your little game that you thought I've been playing, has failed you long ago. Trust me, bitch. You'll regret pushing my buttons.
See you soon. Take care of your leg...