Post by Kenzi Grey on Feb 24, 2016 10:09:59 GMT -5
22 February 2016
The scene opened on the set of the final day of shooting for Silver Linings as Kenzi was in her dressing room, nervously pacing back and forth, wearing only the tiniest of robes. She tried to concentrate on her lines, but she was nervous beyond belief. She stopped and took a deep breath, “Come on kid…you can do this…one last scene…just this one!” Kenzi swallowed hard at the thought of what she was about to do, then sat down hard in her makeup chair, planting her face in her hands. “Oh God! I don’t know if I can do this!”
On the other side of the room, Ashley Marie Chase stood up and walked over, standing behind Kenzi as she massaged the young girl’s shoulders. “Come on Ken! You can do this…it’s just one little scene…one little sex scene and then this movie is a wrap! Just think about it…you are going to be a HUGE star after this!”
Kenzi turned and looked at her co-star, her eyes still large and frightened. “Ash…I don’t think you get it…I’ve never…never been with a guy before…let alone been naked in front of one…and entire movie crew full of them!” She looked down, shaking her head. “This is why I didn’t want Alex here! I feel weird about this whole thing as it is…I don’t think I would be able to stand having her watching me from off camera as I…I…well…you know!”
Ashley grinned as she leaned down and cupped her hand under Kenzi’s chin. “Look…you’ve done certain ‘things’ with Alex…haven’t you?”
As Ashley focused her gaze on her, Kenzi felt herself wither under the stunning woman’s scrutiny…
Candid Moment: Kenzi Grey
OKAY! Complete honesty here…I think that Ashley is one of the sexiest women that I have ever laid eyes on! She’s so gorgeous…she’s so smart…and gorgeous! Oh…wait…did I say gorgeous twice? Well…it’s totally true! She’s those things…but she’s a lot more than that! Over the last few weeks of shooting she has become one of my best friends! I haven’t had one of those since SoLo up and ran off without a word! Ash has been there for me and she has helped me every step of the way as I have gotten through this project. It’s all been well and good…but this…this sex scene…this nude scene…I wasn’t ready for that!
That is why I asked Alex not to come to the set today! I mean…it would feel weird…her watching me do stuff…stuff that only the two of us do. I mean…yeah…IT’S FAKE! But…I’ll be completely butt ass naked with a man…and there is no faking that! I told Al that I couldn’t do this with her here…and that’s true, but now I am wondering if I can do this at all! I thought I’d be nervous with Alex watching me…but I think I’ll be just as nervous with Ashley…let alone all the rest of the cast and crew that are required to be there!
I have NO idea how I am going to get through this day!
Though Kenzi certainly had done certain ‘things’ with Alex that she could absolutely use as ‘inspiration’ for her scene with Teddy Steele, the fact of that matter was that she still felt weird about the whole thing. She sighed, “Look Ash…yeah…I’ve been with Alex and that’s all well and good…but this…” she wrapped her arms around herself as she looked into Ashley’s eyes. What happens if I…I do the wrong thing…or if I…I just…look stupid out there!”
Ashley arched her eyebrow as she looked at Kenzi. “Stupid? Is that what you think you look like?” When Kenzi didn’t immediately answer, Ashley continued. “You look lovely Kenzi! Believe me…if anyone should be feeling nervous, it should be Kate Steele! When her man gets a look at all those curves…her little hubby might forget what he ever saw in Kate!”
Kenzi wiped at her face, as she stared at Ashley, “Really? You…you think so?!”
Ashley winked at her, “I know so Ken.” She stood back, folding her arms as she cocked her head to the side, “Besides…I’m going to be there keeping an eye on things…just in case! Don’t you worry your pretty little head about a thing. I’ve got this!”
Though Kenzi was still nervous, the confidence of Ashley made her feel a lot better about what she was about to do. Kenzi stood up, looking Ashley in her eyes. “Thank you Ash…I’m glad that I have a friend like you!” She gave Ashley a tight hug as she closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of having a best friend and confidant that she could finally trust again…
Candid Moment: Kenzi Grey
I know, I know! Hannah is supposed to be my best friend who I can talk to about any and everything! Well...that was then and this is NOW! Hannah hasn't been much of a friend since I found out that drunk ass hoe was trying to get with Alex over a dinner for two that was meant for Alex and me! She talked a lot of slick shit about doing what she could to get Alex and I together...but I see now that she was really just waiting for her chance to swoop in and steal Alex out from under me!
Ashley is a good friend...she would never betray my trust like that! Besides...she’s 1000 times cuter than stupid ass Hannah anyway! I’m a movie star now…I deserve to have hot friends!
As Kenzi returned to the set, she felt much more relaxed than she had earlier, but the closer she got to doing the scene, the more hesitant she became. By the time she walked in, her heart was about to pound out of her chest. She stopped and Ashley walked up behind her, taking her by her shoulders. “Ken? What’s wrong honey?”
Kenzi turned and looked at Ashley, shaking her head. “I don’t know if I can do this Ash…I mean…I thought I could before…but…”
Ashley stood there for a moment, then nodded. “I know what to do.”
For a moment, Kenzi was confused, but the old Ashley Marie Chase took charge, just like she did when she had been the General Manager of LAW. She started clearing out the set of everyone who wasn’t essential to shooting the sex scene between Kenzi and Teddy. Many of the people moved along without issue or complaint, but a pair of young men ignored her, sitting back in their seats and folding their arms as they settled in. Ashley glared at them, narrowing her eyes. “I asked you two very nicely to clear off the set…don’t make me tell you in a way that is not so nice, okay?!”
One of the men stood up, squaring off with Ashley. “Look here! Me and my friend are union…so that means you can’t touch us, okay! If you can’t handle me and my boy checking out you’re little girlfriend’s sweet ass…you might want to consider that everyone that sees this fucking movie is going to see the same fucking thing that we do, OKAY?!” He chuckled as he turned to his friend and gave him a fist bump.
Ashley wadded up her own fists, ready to put it right through the punk’s smug face, but before she could another voice chimed in, one with a very distinct accent.
“Oy! Why don’t you lads just piss off, eh? The nice lady said that she don’t want you fuckin’ mopes ogling ‘er girlfriend’s naughty bits, a’ight!”
The man spun around, ready to read this newcomer the riot act, but he paused as he came face to face with a rather large blonde woman wearing a white tracksuit and a large gold necklace with the word ‘BITCH’ dangling from it. She might have passed for intimidating, but for the large apple fritter in her hand and the apple filling smeared across the side of her face. The man stared at her for a moment, then began to chuckle. “Look here Stay Puff Marshmallow Girl, nobody asked for your o…O…OOOOHHH, AHHHHHHH!!”
The man screamed as the woman grabbed him by his crotch, literally dragging him off the set. She kept a death grip on the man’s testicles in one hand and her apple fritter in the other. “You fuckin’ douche bag prick! If you make me drop me fuckin’ pastry I’m gonna yank off your goddamn twig and two berries, yah ‘ear me?” She took a bite of her fritter, then gave his crotch a firm yank, “YOU ‘ERE ME I SAID?!!”
“YES!! GOD, YES!!” the man screamed, waving for his friend to join him, which he quickly did, without hesitation or compliant. She let the man go and the two scurried off set, cursing and vowing to call security on her.
Ashley walked over to the woman, grateful for the assistance. “Thank you…I was hoping that I wouldn’t have to kick those guys out myself.”
The woman shrugged it off as she finished off her fritter. “It’s a’right…besides, I know ‘ow awkward it can be when you’re doing nudies and a bunch of fuckin’ pencil dicks are all lingering about. It’s plenty fuckin’ awkward, it is, eh? Almost made me want to stop working in the porn industry!” A long silence passed between them, then the woman started laughing. “AH!! I’m just putting you on a bit! I still love doing porn!”
Ashley was unsure if the woman was joking or not, but the fact that she had managed to help clear the set was more than enough for her to overlook the woman’s crass sense of humor. Ashley stuck out her hand, “Ashley Marie Chase.”
The woman started to take Ashley’s hand, the realized that it was covered with apple filling. She wiped it on the front of her shirt, then took Ashley’s hand and pumped it up and down. “That’s a right fancy name you got yourself there…like three separate names all squished in together, huh?” She smiled broadly, “Me name’s Bobbi…Bobbi London!” She paused, [/font]"Kinda like the place in England…but I’m not English…well…I mean…I speak it right properly, but I’m from Australia.” [/Font] She paused, lost in thought for a moment, “I suppose I might be partially English since me mum got ‘erself knocked up by some British copper. That’s why she named me Bobbi London I reckon.”
As she let go of Ashley’s hand, Ashley couldn’t help but to look at it and the sticky goop that Bobbi had still managed to leave there. She was mildly annoyed, but still grateful. “Thank you…Bobbi…from Australia.”
Bobbi nodded, “Right! Sorry bout the hand.” She winked at Ashley, then looked around. “Guess I better get going…those two dickheads seemed mad as a cut snake! Probably serious about getting me tossed by the fucking coppers, ey?” She waved to Ashley as she grabbed one more apple fritter and headed out the door onto the back lot with a grin.
Kenzi walked over to Ashley, looking after the woman as she walked out. “Who was that?”
Ashley shrugged, “Some weird Australian chick.” Ashley turned to Kenzi, putting her hands on her shoulders. “Back to business…you ready to do this scene or what?”
Kenzi took a deep breath and seemed on the verge of saying ‘no’ but she really wanted to get through this…especially since Ashley had pretty much done everything already. “Y-Yeah…I guess I’m ready.”
Ashley nodded, giving Kenzi a playful shot in the arm, just as The Director called Kenzi over to go through some last minute scene details with her and Teddy Steele, as they prepared for their sex scene. Ashley stood back, just off camera watching as the crew started to shoot the scene. Several of the takes were immediately blown as Kenzi found it difficult to stay on her lines while exposing herself to everyone. For a moment, it seemed that she’d quit but her eyes found those of Ashley and suddenly she began to relax, despite the fact that the cameras were there rolling.
Ashley positioned herself across from Kenzi, with Teddy directly in front. Kenzi locked eyes with Ashley, though she appeared to be looking at her co-star for the scene. As the two stars went through their motions, Kenzi uncovered herself…exposing herself in a way that should have brought about embarrassment for a first-timer, but she seemed to almost enjoy it. As things progressed further and further Kenzi and Ashley continued to stare at one another, with Kenzi seeming to be less and less affected by her nakedness as the scene progressed. By the end of the scene, the remaining crew had been left speechless by the zeal in which Kenzi had approached the final cut and the director seemed more than happy with the performance. Ashley gave a thumbs up as Kenzi could do nothing more than stare back at her, giving her on tentative thumbs up in return…
Candid Moment: Kenzi Grey
OH…MY…GOD! I am not entirely sure what just happened in there…but I’m pretty sure that it shouldn’t have. I mean, I was worried about Alex being jealous of me doing a full on nude sex scene with Teddy Steele…and to be honest, I didn’t think I could do it either…but…
The way that Ashley was looking at me…
I mean…was that weird or was it sexy? I don’t know! I mean, I think I really liked it…I REALLY LIKED IT!
What am I going to say to Alex? Do I tell her? Do I just shut the hell up and pretend that I went by myself and nothing happened at all? I love Alex…I really REALLY do…but what was that in there?
This is complicated…I really don’t think I’m able to deal with this…not right now. This movie is done and there is the pressure of promotion and opening…then there is Rising Stars right around the corner. Alex and I have to be a team inside the ring…we have to trust each other and watch each other’s backs. Is she going to trust me if she knows what happened here today? I mean, technically nothing happened…but I felt like something did…like I betrayed Alex in some way.
Do I tell her? Do I not tell her? What in the hell am I supposed to do? My one job in all the world should be to make sure that my girlfriend is okay, not to hurt her myself. I need to do everything in my power to make sure that she’s okay. I need to protect her from stuff like this…and stuff like our match on Sunday against Nicky Silver and Brittany Williams.
Those two jealous cunts are looking to stick it to me and I know for a fact that they are going to try to use my feelings for Alex to their advantage! They are going to try to get to me through hurting her! I can’t let that happen…I WON’T LET THAT HAPPEN!
I screwed up today…but not this weekend…I have to do everything in my power to make sure that I protect Alex…no matter what it takes!
Long after shooting had finished, Kenzi and Ashley were leaving the lot for the last time. Everything was done and post production was well underway. Kenzi had been very quiet, even though Ashley seemed unfazed, excitedly talking about the entire experience. Kenzi kept her answers short as she continued to dwell on the scene and the way the two had stared at one another. She didn’t know if she should say something…or just keep her mouth closed and pretend that it was nothing…the way that Ashley was.
Just as it seemed that she would no longer be able to contain herself, a commotion drew their attention…
“GET YOUR FILTHY ‘ANDS OFF ME YAH BLEEDING PISSANT!”
Kenzi and Ashley looked over as Bobbi London, the large woman from earlier, was being unceremoniously ushered off the lot by a pair of security guards. The woman was moving, but apparently not quickly enough for one of the men as he grabbed her to bodily toss her out. This appeared to be a huge mistake on his part, as Bobbi seemed to take some great exception to the physicality. She spun around and head-butted the man right in the face, sending him down like a ton of bricks, holding his nose as bright red blood poured down from an obviously broken nose. She screamed at him, “YOU TOUCHED ME FUCKING BOOB ASSHOLE!”
The other man reached for his baton, but Bobbi glared at him, balling up her meaty fists. “Are you sure you want to be doing that mate?”
The man stood his ground for a moment more, then put his baton away as he bent down to help his partner, waving for the woman to get off the lot as he called for the real cops to come. Bobbi quickly left through the exit as Kenzi and Ashley looked on. Ashley shook her head and laughed at the scene, but Kenzi seemed captivated by what she had just witnessed…the gears inside her head turning wildly.
Kenzi grabbed Ashley by her hand, pulling her towards the exit that the woman had just walked through, “Come on!"
Ashley looked at Kenzi in confusion. “Where are we going?”
Kenzi smiled deviously, “To get my girlfriend a present!”