Hannah had been in avoidance mode ever since her ‘talk’ with Kenzi in her mother’s hospital room earlier in the week. Hannah cursed herself for not realizing that Kenzi wasn’t going to just let things fly with the kiss she had shared with Alex. It was inevitable that she would find out about it…and that actually brought a smile to Hannah’s face…but the threat that Kenzi had leveled at her was no laughing matter. It was obvious that Kenzi would stoop to any level to keep Alex…and for that, she couldn’t fault her, but this situation was getting further and further out of control.
Hannah stayed shut up in her room, only daring to venture out when she heard the other girls leave the apartment…or otherwise engaged with one another in their own room. She knew she couldn’t live like that forever, and it was starting to take a toll on her. She knew that there was only one answer now if she was going to even manage to maintain a shred of her dignity. She was going to have to move out to get as far away from Alex and Kenzi as she could…even though it was the last thing that she really wanted to do. They both obviously cared a lot about Alex, but seeing Kenzi with her…knowing that the girl was spiteful and vindictive…the writing was on the wall, this wasn’t going to end well.
Hannah sniffed as she pulled out her suitcase and started to pack up her belongings, hoping to slip out and be gone before any of the girls woke up that morning. This was for the best…even though it didn’t feel that way at all…
With the door closing quietly behind her, Alex jogged into the apartment, clad in her jogging gear and snacking on an orange as she saw Hannah packing in the room ahead. Curious, Alex turned off her iPod and put away her earphones as she walked towards Hannah.
Alex: Well, good morning, stranger. Haven't seen much of you lately and NEVER after my early morning jog. Kenzi's sometimes awake, but that's only because I shower when I get in and she...
Alex suddenly realises what she's saying.
Alex: I've said too much.
Things still felt decidedly weird between Alex and Hannah, but Alex did her best to keep things normal even if she was aware that the awkwardness explained Hannah's disappearing act. Her head turned to the open suitcase.
Alex: Off on your hols? I wish I could go with you!
Hannah paused, considering telling Alex a lie, just so she could get out of the apartment without having to explain why she was leaving…but that was more Kenzi’s thing…telling lies to avoid problems. Hannah turned to Alex, shaking her head. “Sorry Al…I’m moving out. I can’t stay here anymore…this…you…everything…it’s driving me crazy Alex!”
She shook her head, “I mean…for you…all of this is so easy. You don’t have to do anything at all but decide who you want to be with…and then just do it! Well…I don’t have that luxury Alex…I’m the one who has to live with your decision and see it every day…and hear it every night!”
She frowned, knowing that she shouldn’t have thrown it in Alex’s face, but she couldn’t go after the real culprit…Kenzi Grey. She turned her attention back to packing. “I’m happy for you…even though I know in my heart that you made the wrong choice. You know it as well…but for whatever reason you are pretending you didn’t”
Alex felt a pang in the pitof her stomach due to Hannah's harsh words, but took a moment to swallow her anger. Partly because shouting would wake Kenzi and make things worse.
Alex: This isn't easy for me, Hannah. You think I don't want to be with you? I do. But...I also want to be with Kenzi. However this went, my heart was going to be broken. But to throw that back in my face...that's not you, Hannah. Kenzi, love her as I do, can be that callous but not you.
Alex shakes her head.
Alex: I've had my doubts lately, but I've been clinging to the things I value in being with Kenzi and one of them is having you close by. I can't lose you, Hannah.
Alex knew how she sounded as she sat across from Hannah. She forced herself not to cry but she was devastate. Not just because of Hannah leaving.
Hannah tried to choke down her own anger, but she couldn’t as she threw a handful of clothes in her suitcase and whirled on Alex, pointing an accusatory finger at her. “You think I’m not hurt Alex?! You think it doesn’t tear me up inside to hear the two of you across the hall from me every night?!” She sighed, shaking her head. “It’s not sex…it’s…it’s EVERYTHING ALEX! Kenzi isn’t the person that you think she is…she just isn’t! She’s not the person that you think she is and she’s not the person that you deserve!”
Hannah didn’t want to lay everything out there…but Alex needed to know that Kenzi was only going to end up hurting her. “Alex…yeah…I’m leaving because I’m hurting…but I’m also leaving because I don’t want to see you hurting anymore! I can’t stand what Kenzi is doing to you! You might not see it…but I do…she’s poisoning you…bit by bit. I won’t stand by and watch her destroy you Alex…I WON’T!”
Hannah wiped away a tear from the corner of her eye as she set to packing up the rest of her things. There was certainly a lot more to the story…a reason why she wasn’t staying and fighting for Alex, but Kenzi had made it clear that she would tell Alex everything if she continued to make trouble in their relationship. Seeing Alex unhappy was one thing…seeing Alex look at her with hurt and disappointment was quite another.
Alex sat there for a moment, completely silent before running out of the room. However, she wasn't planning to get away from Hannah. Well...not in the way you might think. After a moment, she ran back with some items.
Alex: My mum's flying back home today so...
Alex hands over a slip of paper to Hannah.
Alex: It's an open plane ticket. It'll get you to England. Tell my mum you're writing a report about me or something. My parents will let you stay in my room for however long you need. We just need to get our heads cleared and we need time apart just...not forever. I also need to know that wherever you are, you're safe. But...I need to trust that you'll do this for me.
Alex then takes a deep, shaking breath as she hands a familiar box over to Hannah.
Alex: His papers are all in order. I know that you will return him to me when this is all sorted out. I'll think of something to tell Kenzi.
Tears start rolling down Alex's cheeks.
Alex: Just...be happy and...please take care of Chewie...
This gesture nearly breaks Hannah’s heart. She didn’t know whether to tell Alex everything and end this…or be silent and accept the girl’s offer. She didn’t want to hurt Alex and leaving had been the answer…but this complicated matters for her.
Hannah leaned in and hugged Alex, holding her tightly as she squeezed her eyes shut to fight back the tears. She breathed in the girl’s scent as she whispered in her ear, “Alex…I love you…”
She pulled back, staring into the girl’s eyes. All she wanted to do was to kiss her again and never stop. There was no one else like her on the planet…yet, somehow Kenzi Grey had been the one to win her heart. It didn’t seem fair…it didn’t seem fair at all.
“Screw this!”
Hannah leaned in and kissed Alex again, not caring what the consequences were. This was goodbye…and she needed to make sure that her feelings were absolutely clear.
As Hannah's lips left Alex's, Alex murmured. Possibly to Hannah, possibly to herself.
Alex: Don't go...please...
Alex knew she couldn't leave Kenzi. They'd both be heartbroken and Alex knew that before long she'd want her girlfriend back. But she could never truly part with Hannah forever and was determined not to let her go; and when Alex was determined, nothing could stop her.
Alex: I love you too...
Without thinking, Alex was kissing Hannah again and her brain kept telling her "one second more...one more..." her mind barely registering as her hands went to her shirt.
Post by Kenzi Grey on Mar 12, 2016 10:54:40 GMT -5
Hannah and Alex seemed lost in the moment, until the two heard a noise by the door and pulled themselves away from one another. The two girls moved away from one another instinctively as their roommate stood in the doorway looking at them.
The woman seemed confused by what she was seeing, even as her cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. “Uhh…s-sorry…I…I was just on me way to the shit house…and I…I…” Hannah couldn’t hide the look of disappointment on her face as she looked at Alex, a girl she had grown close to in recent days. She knew that Kenzi wasn’t the nicest person in the world, but it was obvious that she cared about Alex…perhaps more than Alex cared about her.
Bobbi apologized again, “Forgive me…I didn’t mean to snoop.” Bobbi pulled the door shut and lumbered into the bathroom, pulling the door closed and locking it.
Back inside the bedroom, Hannah stood up, running her hands through her hair nervously. “Alex…I…I need to go…I’m so sorry! I’ve screwed up everything!” Hannah began hastily throwing the rest of her belongings into her suitcase, closing it with half her wardrobe sticking out.
Alex screeched in anguish as her hands curled into fists and ran down her face before she lept off of the bed and ran full tilt to Kenzi's room that she had made her own for the last few weeks. Knocking in the door, Alex was already out of breath.
Post by Kenzi Grey on Mar 12, 2016 11:16:18 GMT -5
Hannah knew that this had all been her doing. She should have stuck by Alex’s side and took what she had coming, but the threat that Kenzi had leveled at her the other day was clear and implicit. If she continued to cause problems for the couple, there would be consequences. Hannah knew what those consequences were…and she wasn’t all prepared to face up to them, especially where Alex was concerned. Hannah felt like a coward as she headed for the apartment door with her suitcase in one hand and the carrier with Alex’s most prized and precious possession inside. She knew that she should leave Chewie with Alex…but on the off chance that things between them could be salvaged…this was her way back in. Hannah walked out of the apartment, closing the door quietly behind her.
Back inside the apartment, Kenzi sat up in the bed, still half asleep as she patted the empty spot beside her. “Alex?” Hearing the knocking at the door, she got clumsy to her feet and made her way to the door, throwing it open as she shielded her eyes from lights. “Alex? W-Why are you knocking?” She looked around in stunned confusion, “What’s going on?”
Post by Kenzi Grey on Mar 12, 2016 11:50:18 GMT -5
Kenzi frowned, still not knowing what Alex was saying. She reached out and took the girl in her arms, pulling her to her as she hugged and kissed her lightly on her forehead. “Calm down sweetie…everything is okay.”
Through the girl’s tears, she did manage to make out that Hannah was gone. She did her best not to smile at this news, though inside she was doing backflips of joy. Hannah had gotten her message the other day, apparently loud and clear since she didn’t bother to tell Alex the real reason she was leaving. That suited Kenzi just fine. She wanted Alex all to herself…and now it was just the two of them.
The bathroom door opened up and Bobbie staggered out, waving her hands around her head as she attempted to clear the air. Kenzi frowned as her nostrils were assailed by the smell of crap and marijuana. Bobbi’s eyes grew wide as she saw Kenzi looking at her. “Errr…sorry mate…I…I couldn’t find the bloody air freshener.” She paused, looking back at the toilet. “I reckon she’ll be okay after the bloody thrashing I just gave ‘er.”
She turned back to Kenzi and Alex, then her eyes drifted instinctively to Hannah’s room door, which was left open. Bobbi looked back over at Kenzi. “I’m probably going to leave for a while you’s two ‘ave it out or whatever, eh?”
Bobbi walked past the two of them, wanting to be out of the apartment of things took a turn between the two girls.
Alex's eyes were huge as she slowly walked past and out of the apartment. Taking a breath, Alex continued.
Alex: I came in from my jog and Hannah was packing her bags. She wanted to go. I guess the awkwardness after we kissed was...but...something happened. We....ummm...sorted of made out a little, WHICH I'M TOTALLY SORRY ABOUT, and she left...I think she's gone to England with my mum and Chewie...
Alex shakes her head as the gravity of what's happened finally hits her.
Alex: Oh my god, Chewie...I hope he's not scared...
Post by Kenzi Grey on Mar 12, 2016 12:18:04 GMT -5
Kenzi blinked as she listen to Alex. She wondered if she was hearing the girl correctly. Was she really more worried about her pet than she was about ‘making out’ with Hannah in the apartment that they all shared? Was that just how little she thought about her?
She wanted to slap Alex across her face…she wanted to spit on her and curse her until her voice got hoarse, but the hurt that blossomed inside her chest hurt too badly. It was like she couldn’t breathe or even see straight. “…oh, god…”
Kenzi backed into her bedroom and slammed the door, locking it as she pressed her back against the cold wood and slid down to the floor. Her body heaved as sobs took her completely, tears blinding her vision. She covered her head with both of her arms, not wanting to hear herself…but not wanting to hear Alex even more.
She didn’t want things to be over between them…but she couldn’t see how they could continue after this…
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