Post by Kenzi Grey on Aug 21, 2016 12:34:08 GMT -5
The following is from Kenzi Grey's personal diary:
When I was presented with the option of going to stay with Amy Jo Smith after my little on-line meltdown last week, I was convinced that it was a stupid waste of time. The only reason I even agreed to it was because I wanted to get everyone around me to just shut up for five minutes! Once I got on the plane and got comfortable with the idea I find out that she actually lives on the same property as Megan Helms-King! Honestly, I really wanted that plane to crash into the fucking ground and kill me because I wanted nothing to do with that witch! MHK is the reason Dog is gone and no one is going to tell me different! The only reason I didn’t try to open the doors and jump out myself is because Amy Jo promised me that I didn’t have to see or talk to her. That’s all well and good, but I know for a fact that she wants me to work things out with MHK and that shit aint never gonna happen EVER!
Despite my initial hesitation, I have to admit; I really had fun with Amy Jo. I know that she can be abrasive, but there’s another side there that others don’t get to see I think. I appreciate her taking me under her wing and broadening my mind with the volunteer work with the kids. I hate kids…HATE THEM…but, I didn’t mind at all when they thanked us for coming out and helping. I seldom get a sincere ‘thank you’ and that one I actually did appreciate.
Over the course of the last few days, Amy Jo treated me with the respect that few others have given me and I won’t forget that. I may not be in her ‘friendship’ circle with the likes of Roxi Johnson and Keira Fisher, but I will always be there for her if she needs me. I might not listen to her advice…but…one out of two aint bad!
P.S. She's taking me to one of her Olympus Wrestling shows tomorrow...kinda freaking excited!
When I was presented with the option of going to stay with Amy Jo Smith after my little on-line meltdown last week, I was convinced that it was a stupid waste of time. The only reason I even agreed to it was because I wanted to get everyone around me to just shut up for five minutes! Once I got on the plane and got comfortable with the idea I find out that she actually lives on the same property as Megan Helms-King! Honestly, I really wanted that plane to crash into the fucking ground and kill me because I wanted nothing to do with that witch! MHK is the reason Dog is gone and no one is going to tell me different! The only reason I didn’t try to open the doors and jump out myself is because Amy Jo promised me that I didn’t have to see or talk to her. That’s all well and good, but I know for a fact that she wants me to work things out with MHK and that shit aint never gonna happen EVER!
Despite my initial hesitation, I have to admit; I really had fun with Amy Jo. I know that she can be abrasive, but there’s another side there that others don’t get to see I think. I appreciate her taking me under her wing and broadening my mind with the volunteer work with the kids. I hate kids…HATE THEM…but, I didn’t mind at all when they thanked us for coming out and helping. I seldom get a sincere ‘thank you’ and that one I actually did appreciate.
Over the course of the last few days, Amy Jo treated me with the respect that few others have given me and I won’t forget that. I may not be in her ‘friendship’ circle with the likes of Roxi Johnson and Keira Fisher, but I will always be there for her if she needs me. I might not listen to her advice…but…one out of two aint bad!
P.S. She's taking me to one of her Olympus Wrestling shows tomorrow...kinda freaking excited!