Post by Kenzi Grey on Aug 22, 2016 6:45:28 GMT -5
OOC: The personal thoughts of Kenzi Grey from her personal diary (this is off-camera):
Ma! That’s what I have always called Nina since Jenny Drew introduced her to me last year. Jenny called her Mom and since I considered Jenny my sister in arms at the time, she became Ma to me. She is in no way at all old enough to be my mom! Nina is completely gorgeous…inside and out, so much so that it kinda takes your breath away.
When Ma first started talking to me she always promised to give me ‘cuddles’ when she saw me. I thought it was cute until I was actually going to meet her and get cuddled. I was so fucking nervous that I thought I’d pee my pants! She didn’t do anything but be sweet and loving towards me…but honestly, the woman still makes me feel awkward in my own skin when I am near her…I’m still not sure why…
…respect…?
…admiration…?
…attraction…?
One? Two? All three? Neither? I have ZERO idea…but I love my Ma…that’s all I know.
Fast forward to tonight…and for the first time I got a bit annoyed with her. It wasn’t her fault…it was me being jealous and angry…the two things I am REALLY good at! Anyway, I got into it the other night with Gabby Camacho over her invoking my name in her promo. To be honest, I did really enjoy hearing her talk about me…but you can’t say that out loud, you have to be angry and upset about it. So…I was angry and she and I had a WONDERFUL fight and I really had the best time ever! Of course, once it was over…it was over…well, until Nina brought up just how great Gabby’s promo was…
…okay…that actually DID piss me off...
…how could she say that seeing that Gabby was taking smack about me? HAD WE NOT CUDDLED?!!
Anyway, Ma sensed my annoyance and gave me a good off-line talking to. It was really more of a pep talk and I do love her for it. However…I seriously question her judgment when it comes to promos…I mean…Gabby is alright…but let’s not get crazy…okay?
P.S. When I'm on...I spit HOT FIRE! LOL
Ma! That’s what I have always called Nina since Jenny Drew introduced her to me last year. Jenny called her Mom and since I considered Jenny my sister in arms at the time, she became Ma to me. She is in no way at all old enough to be my mom! Nina is completely gorgeous…inside and out, so much so that it kinda takes your breath away.
When Ma first started talking to me she always promised to give me ‘cuddles’ when she saw me. I thought it was cute until I was actually going to meet her and get cuddled. I was so fucking nervous that I thought I’d pee my pants! She didn’t do anything but be sweet and loving towards me…but honestly, the woman still makes me feel awkward in my own skin when I am near her…I’m still not sure why…
…respect…?
…admiration…?
…attraction…?
One? Two? All three? Neither? I have ZERO idea…but I love my Ma…that’s all I know.
Fast forward to tonight…and for the first time I got a bit annoyed with her. It wasn’t her fault…it was me being jealous and angry…the two things I am REALLY good at! Anyway, I got into it the other night with Gabby Camacho over her invoking my name in her promo. To be honest, I did really enjoy hearing her talk about me…but you can’t say that out loud, you have to be angry and upset about it. So…I was angry and she and I had a WONDERFUL fight and I really had the best time ever! Of course, once it was over…it was over…well, until Nina brought up just how great Gabby’s promo was…
…okay…that actually DID piss me off...
…how could she say that seeing that Gabby was taking smack about me? HAD WE NOT CUDDLED?!!
Anyway, Ma sensed my annoyance and gave me a good off-line talking to. It was really more of a pep talk and I do love her for it. However…I seriously question her judgment when it comes to promos…I mean…Gabby is alright…but let’s not get crazy…okay?
P.S. When I'm on...I spit HOT FIRE! LOL