Post by Kenzi Grey on Aug 31, 2016 18:02:30 GMT -5
OOC: The personal thoughts of Kenzi Grey from her personal diary (this is only her inner musings and is completely off-camera):
So, today was interesting. Aims jumped my ass for continuing to call out LAW for treating me like a redheaded stepchild! Look, I’m not stupid, I know that shouting from the mountain tops isn’t doing anything except getting me the one thing that I do love…and that’s attention. That being said, I have a right to do it and more importantly, there’s a point to everything that I have said.
Aims told me how she sat back and waited for 3 years for her chance while others passed her by. If she had it to do all over again, she wouldn’t have waited. Well, how am I wrong for not wanting to wait 3 years for what I earned? To her point, maybe I do look like a raving lunatic, but I’m a lunatic with victories over not one, but TWO current champions! Name people in this company with those credentials if you can...I promise you that they are in the title hunt! I love Aims, but she can’t argue with that fact…no one can!
Well…someone decided to argue the point today. To my surprise and frustration Melissa Reaves decided to co-sign what Aims was telling me. Now, I don’t fault her for wanting to give me advice…from her, I welcome it. I have told her things that I have told no one else, but for her to side with Aims without knowing all the facts really pissed me off! I didn’t tell her how to handle business in SAP or in Honor…nor would I ever! I blew up on her a little...but that really upset me!
They don’t respect me or respect what I have done! They have had their success in this business and done things their way, so anyone who doesn’t do it like them is a stupid idiot! Is that what they are saying? Is that what I am to them?
P.S. I care for them both dearly…but they are WRONG in this and this is one more reason for me to double down and demand that I get what I’m owed…and that I capitalize no matter the odds! That...or maybe I let my new manager deal with it...and I sit back and relax once they get me what I want!
So, today was interesting. Aims jumped my ass for continuing to call out LAW for treating me like a redheaded stepchild! Look, I’m not stupid, I know that shouting from the mountain tops isn’t doing anything except getting me the one thing that I do love…and that’s attention. That being said, I have a right to do it and more importantly, there’s a point to everything that I have said.
Aims told me how she sat back and waited for 3 years for her chance while others passed her by. If she had it to do all over again, she wouldn’t have waited. Well, how am I wrong for not wanting to wait 3 years for what I earned? To her point, maybe I do look like a raving lunatic, but I’m a lunatic with victories over not one, but TWO current champions! Name people in this company with those credentials if you can...I promise you that they are in the title hunt! I love Aims, but she can’t argue with that fact…no one can!
Well…someone decided to argue the point today. To my surprise and frustration Melissa Reaves decided to co-sign what Aims was telling me. Now, I don’t fault her for wanting to give me advice…from her, I welcome it. I have told her things that I have told no one else, but for her to side with Aims without knowing all the facts really pissed me off! I didn’t tell her how to handle business in SAP or in Honor…nor would I ever! I blew up on her a little...but that really upset me!
They don’t respect me or respect what I have done! They have had their success in this business and done things their way, so anyone who doesn’t do it like them is a stupid idiot! Is that what they are saying? Is that what I am to them?
P.S. I care for them both dearly…but they are WRONG in this and this is one more reason for me to double down and demand that I get what I’m owed…and that I capitalize no matter the odds! That...or maybe I let my new manager deal with it...and I sit back and relax once they get me what I want!