Post by Orchid on Oct 22, 2016 22:24:46 GMT -5
October 10 2016
Kenzi grey takes to twitter
Chaos š Kenzi Grey āKenzi Grey_Grey Oct 10
@masterlillyscw maybe I should be an Elder! But I don't know about the whole getting recalled halfway across the world without any say.
This Tweet prompts Lin Ting Lu to call Kenzi Grey cell pone.
Master Lilly: Hello Kenzi, this is Lin Ting Lu
Kenzi Grey: Hello Lilly.
Master Lilly: There a few thing I need to tell you, please allow me a few minutes of your time.
Kenzi Grey: ā¦ Okay
Master Lilly: Kenzi I have just found out that you were not aware of a few things,
This is odd seeing how many of The Elders have taking a liking to you. I will tell you want Jon Dough and /or Orchid should have told you. When you allowed one of the Elders in Kentourage you became a student here, I will explain what I mean by that. Your post on twitter about joining Elders, well Kenzi you are but your not.
Your not an Elder but by having Orchid in your stable she now vouches on your behalf giving you access to what the Dojo has to offer. You do not have to ever come to the dojo but you are always invited with open arms. You have full access to the dojo as you seem fit, you may come and go as you please, Kenzi we donāt expect you to do anything you wouldnāt already do.
We want nothing in return from you but as long as Orchid is Kentourage, you are family so is any member of the stable. You donāt even have to pay for a ticket to get here we will cover that. All you have to do is let us know, we have three plans always in the states one in Miami, one in Chicago and one in Vegas now if Orchid were to leave the stable and you two are not working together this partnership will end but you will still be welcomed here at any time
If you have any questions please feel free to ask. Now that I have told you this there is one more thing I will be prepared to let you know when your shenanigans have gone to far I WILL let you know I know you will want to fight with me about it and I will laugh at your attempt to do so I only do it because the dojo has a image and you should know when you crossed it
I donāt know how you are doing it but the Elders all seem to like you, I donāt see it but Orchid and Jon think your Awesome Sauce" what ever that means and Monk and Eyesnane think your "Cool AS Shit" there words not mine that said Iām about to find out what the hell you did to Song.
Now since you over see Kentourage I will let you know what happens with Orchid. Now that I think about it maybe we should have you join in on this meeting seeing how
Orchid is in your stable
I will be in touch
Kenzi Grey: I should probably pack!
Master Lilly: Yes and you and ask Orchid why she failed to tell you this
Kenzi Grey: Orchid is a big girl and she wouldn't try to hurt me. I'm sure she has her reasons.
If I were to guess...I'd say that I'm the cause of this and she didn't want me to blame myself. Orchid is a kind soul like that...but I know that I'm not the kind of person she needs in her life or that you want in her life for that matter...
I'm rude and crude...I have zero discipline and most everyone hates me...
By all rights, O should want nothing to do with me, but she does and I love her for seeing past my faults and wanting to make me better
Master Lilly: yes I know and I almost had Master Wong hire Song for me to do a job... you wouldnāt understand but Song will
Kenzi Grey: I would never interfere in Dojo business...that's not my world but...
O and Song...they are my world right now...
If I have done something to get them into trouble...that is all my fault and I am very sorry. I never wanted that...
If I have to come there to explain it, I will
Master Lilly: The Kentourage and the Elders are all adults and will be treated as such for ones actions
Kenzi Grey: Looks like I need to learn the rules
Master Lilly: You lead Kentourage as you see fit. Itās what you do outside of the ring that worries me
Kenzi Grey: Would you mind giving me an example? Maybe I can explain...
Of course, maybe I can't. LOL
Master Lilly: Fair enough, I will however later, as I just got word that Orchid and Song have safely landed in Masters Wongās airstrip,
I will have my talk with them before we go any further
Kenzi Grey: Will you be sending a plane for me?
Sorry about the hair...I lost a bet
Master Lilly: There is one already in Vegas; Blasted Monk will be on that plane to take off in a few hours
Kenzi Grey: Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to present my case. I'm sorry if I cause you or them any embarrassment...it was never my intention to do so. I hope you realize that.
Master Lilly: I will realize that when you realize that they are at blame for there own actions
Kenzi Grey: I will see you soon Lilly.
Master Lilly: before I ask Song I need to ask you so I can save her the embarrassment, did song really dye your Hair?
Down There!!
Kenzi Grey: Lilly...I lost a bet...fair and square.
There is no honor in not following through when you lose.
I would never dishonor Song by not going through with paying up on a stupid bet that I made. I shouldn't have said it, because I thought she wouldn't take me up on the bet...but I was wrong. Song is just the better person.
I hope to learn from her...if I'm allowed too...
I can change my hair...if that helps.
Master Lilly: I see, well then...
One Camera
20 minutes goes by
We see Orchid and Song walking into Lin Ting Luās office. Song and Orchid decided they would be cute and are seen Kentourage T-shirts, both have there hair in ponytails and are wearing blue jean shorts. Lin Ting Lu is seen wearing a black dress. All three bow to each other, the three take a seat on chair face each other closely and Lin Tin Lu will be checking there body language to make sure she gets the truth out of them.
Master Lilly: Orchid, would you like too explain what is going on?
Orchid: Kentourage vs. Pink Ladies in about 10 days from now.
Lin Ting Lu is not assumed
Master Lilly: So, youā¦
Lin Ting Lu gets up and walks over to her table. she pushes a button that is attached to the table. She then makes her way to her sit. The door opens up and Songās cousin Ninja opens the door. He signals for Song to leave the room. Orchid and Song look at each other as Song knows that she is really in trouble. Song having no choice leaves the room with Ninja. The two walk down the hall way and Song starts to panic as she sees a small 3 by 7 closet. Song starts pleading with her cousin but Ninja is doing what he was told to do by master Lilly. Ninja shoves Song inside the closet and locks the door. There is no way out of this closet from the inside it is pitch black Song with her back against the wall slides to the floor and bends her kens . She plants her head between her knees with her arms wrapped around her ankles.
Song: Iām so sorry... Iām so sorry Iām so sorry.
Meanwhile back at Lin Ting Lu office
Orchid is pleading with Li Ting Lu
Orchid: Please donāt punish Song it all my fault.
Master Lilly: You had one job to do, you failed me Orchid. You let Song run a muck all over the place, from her behavior in public, her disrespecting the dojo, to even then gloating about on my own twitter page. You sat there and did nothing. I watched it all happen waiting to see when you were going to call me and admit you lost control, you chose to do nothing.
Orchid: I did do something Master, I really did.
Master Lilly: Oh and what was that?
Orchid: I forced Kenzi and Song to be friends. I wouldnāt take no for an answer.
Master Lilly: Did you cause Song to break up with Chin Lee as well?
Orchid: no master, Kenzi took Song and Chin to the airport so that Chin can catch his plane.
Master Lilly: Thatās right because Song was still sore over her falling from the roof, which I know is not to be true, but I will get Song to explain.
Orchid: Chin had got a phone call and Kenzi took his phone because she has never seen a phone like that, well when she took it she saw the picture on his caller ID. It was a picture of Chin and a woman who he was holding and kissing.
Lin Ting Lu is still upset but can now see how Song may had let herself get out of hand
Master Lilly: Go on.
Orchid: Kenzi gave Song the phone. Song saw it with her own eyes.
Master Lilly: and then what?
Orchid: Song told him it is over, he no longer existed to her and then she kicked him in his you know were. Kenzi took his phone and thru it against the wall breaking his phone in two pieces. They then run out the airport and took off before they can be caught.
Master Lilly: So song braking up with Chin was the start of this whole mess.
Orchid: You then had me go to Vegas to meet with Jon Dough and Blasted Monk. Song would had been alone had Kenzi dropped her off at the hotel. Kenzi asked Song to go out with her so that neither would be alone for the night. Kenzi saw how bad Song was, Kenzi can relate.
Master, Kenzi did that on her own. I think Kenzi may have realized that they have things in common. I got back to LA that night and I seen what you saw on twitter.
Master Lilly: At that point you should have called.
Orchid: No master I could not. I was alone that night, that gave me time to watch matches of the Pink Ladies, sure I been in the ring with Sam Tolson already, but not Mackenzie Roberts as the L.A.W Marquee Champion, she has been the champ since I been in LAW. She is on fire. So yes Master I did nothing but my homework on Mrs. Roberts while letting Song have fun for once. Yes Master, Song was out of line but I felt it in her tweets, she was having fun something I have not seen from Song since we were little.
Master Lilly: I see, well your bad judgment call has now put me in a bad spot. Orchid you will sit in your room for the rest of the day as I figure out what to do with you. No training no practice.
Orchid: Can I at least watch more LAW footage of Mrs. Roberts and Sam Tolson?
Master Lilly: What about Kate Steele?
Orchid: Who?
Master Lilly: Iām in no mood for humor
Orchid: I donāt need to be bothered with that one. Itās Sam and Mrs. Roberts I need to worry about.
Master Lilly: You will go to your room and watch Kate Steele matches.
Orchid: I would rather just sit in the room and wait for my punishment.
36 hours later
We see Lin Ting Lu waking to orchidās room she stops and puts her ear in front of the trap closest door she can hear Song.
Song: Iām so sorry... Iām so sorry Iām so sorry.
Lin Ting Lu walks on to Orchid room. Camera moves over to Orchidās room. We see Orchid watching Mackenzie Roberts matches, while eating a bowl of rice. Lin Ting Lu opens the door.
Orchid: Hello master Lilly. Can song please come out now, she shouldnāt be in there master, you know it freaks her out. You know how she can get, its not fair for you to force her to flip out and go crazy, Its painful to seeā¦ master how could you, you know how it hurts me to see Song that way, why are you doing this to us Master, why would you do this to Song just to get back at me, I will take any other punishment please let Song OUTTT!!!
Master Lilly: You are never to raise your voice at me. I will keep Song there as long as I want. Now come with me.
Orchid goes with Lin Ting Lu and puts her head down. Orchid now fears that she will be forced to stand in front of the trap door. Orchid knows how Song gets when trapped in the closest. Master Lilly turns the corner and Orchid stays put.
Master Lilly: Letās go orchid.
Orchid: I donāt want to sit there and watch Song suffer.
Master Lilly: If you want me to let song out then come with me
Orchid starts walking with Lin Ting Lu, they approach the trap door and Orchid is seen tearing up as she knows that Song has been in there for 36 hours straight. Orchid leans in and can hear Song.
Song: Iām so sorry... Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so sorryā¦
Orchid turns to look at Lin Ting Lu, she says nothing to Orchid, Orchid and no longer and it and start hitting the door to try to break thru. As she strike the door with her fist
Orchid: Master let Song outā¦ Let Song outā¦ Let
Orchid drops to her knees.
Song: Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so sorryā¦
Orchid puts her hands on the door
Orchid: Song Iām so sorry
Lin ting Lu open the door, this is the first bit of light that Song has seen in 36 hours.
Master Lilly: You may leave the room Song.
Song gets up and we see her face red as she has been crying the whole time. Orchid goes to hug Song. Song does not embrace her back. Orchid starts crying as she lets Song go. Song wipes her eyes and walks across the hall and walks in to a bathroom. Orchid turns to look at Lin Ting Lu.
Orchid: How could you do this to Song?
Lin Ting Lu says nothing. Song finally comes out the bathroom.
Master Lilly: You two come with me, were going to the airstrip to pick up Blasted Monk. Song can use the fresh air.
20 minutes later
Scene opens up with Master, Lilly Song and Orchid all waiting at Master Wong's private airstrip. They wait as the plane is landing. Master Lilly is excited to see her son Blasted Monk. However what Orchid and Song donāt know is that Kenzi Grey is also on the plane. Lin Ting Lu is testing out how Song and Orchid will react when they see Kenzi Grey.
The Plane has come to a complete stop and the doors open up. We See Blasted Monk trying to walk down the stairs but gets pushed to the side as Kenzi comes out running down the stairs.
Kenzi: Sorry Monk, youāre moving to damn slow!
Lin Ting Lu looks on as Orchid and Song realize that Kenzi was on the plane.
Orchid and Song: Kenzi!!!
Orchid and Song run towards the plane excited to see Kenzi. All three women give each other a group hug. Orchid quickly lets go and takes a step back as she looks at Song who is holding Kenzi tightly. Orchid's mouth drops to the floor. Orchid canāt believe what she is seeing. Orchid turns to look at Lin Ting Lu. However she is seen embracing her son. Orchid looks back at Kenzi and Song who are still seen hugging. Orchid looks at Lin Ting Lu as she and Monk look on.
Kenzi tries to let go, but Song feels this and holds her tighter for a few more seconds before letting her go.
Song: I'm sorry Kenzi, I just missed you.
Orchid hears this but she is not stupid, Orchid now realizes that something has changed between Song and Kenzi. Orchid goes from shock to happy, the last time she saw Song this happy was when Song dated a guy named Jinbo 7 years ago.
That relationship had only lasted 8 months before Song caught him cheating on her. Song was so hurt that the next man to come to her life was Chin Lee; it took Chin one whole year before Song caved in and started to date him. Song lasted 5 years with a man who never loved her. Song dated him and fell in love with Chin as time went on but she never really seemed happy.
Now Orchid has seen a side of happiness that has been missing from Song for over 13 years. But Song is not into women which now makes Orchid wonder what exactly did she just witness. The last time Song and Orchid talked about Kenzi, Song made it clear that she plans on killing her. Song has been miserable the past two days, Orchid now wonders if that is because Kenzi was 7300 miles away? Orchid just assumed Song was upset because she knew she was in trouble.
Orchid thinks to herself
Orchid: What was Song sorry about?
Three hours later we see Kenzi in Lin Ting Luās office
Kenzi looks on as Lin Ting Lu stares at Kenzi waiting for Kenzi to start.
Kenzi: Lilly, Iām sorry if I got Song and Orchid in trouble.
Lin Ting Lu cuts her off.
Master Lilly: You have nothing to do with why Orchid is here, I had you come here because of Song. I had you come here to see how Song and Orchid will react when they saw you. Orchid reacted as I expected but Songā¦
Well lets just say that I seen a different Song when she locked on to you. I will forget this whole weekend that has pasted if you can answer me this, over the weekend how was Song? She just broke up with Chin so I expected her to be a mess but she was with you so only you can tell me how Song was.
Kenzi grey: Lilly, Song was a mess for a while...a very long while. I didn't know if she was going to pull out of it, but we opened up to one another and she did. Of course, things happened and hilarity ensued, but that's just life, isn't it?
I care for Song very much. Not because she is Orchid's best friend, but because she is MINEā¦ My friend
The next day
Kenzi's day at the dojo
I sit up in my bed inside the Dojo, rubbing my eyes as I sit up and stretch. Though Iām awake, I feel more tired than when I went to sleep last night. I try to lie to myself about the reason, but I wrap my arms around myself as the realization washes over me like a tidal wave; knowing that Song was there, under the same roof had nearly driven me out of my mind. The same thoughts kept on swirling around inside my restless mind for the entire nightā¦
Where was Song?
What was Song doing?
Was she thinking about me?
I drag my fingers through my hair as I curse under my breath, āā¦stupid assā¦ā It was one kissā¦just ONE! It was meant to be a jokeā¦she was supposed to get mad and unload on me. Insteadā¦she leaned in and kissed me right back. The spark I felt had been electric and immediate. I shoved her back, pretending to be offended, but the truth of the matter ran much deeper than thatā¦
ā¦I didnāt want to be hurt when she pushed me away first and mocked me for enjoying her lips against mineā¦
I had spent months running from that feelingā¦running from myself. I knew all too well what would happen if I pursued Song in that wayā¦even if she relented and told me she felt the same; ultimately it would end badly. She would grow to hate me for the way I loved her. The only question would be, would she merely feel smothered the way Alex Yin had felt or would she grow to hate me the way Jamilyn Cornett had?
ā¦neither of those options held sat particularly well with meā¦
I had no desire to be in love or to be lovedā¦but like an idiot, I had gone and fallen for a woman who I thought hated my gutsā¦and what was more, no matter how hard I tried to move away from her, I always ended up right back in her orbitā¦circling around and drawing in closer and closer with every pass. A collision was enviableā¦
ā¦I just wondered which of us would be destroyed when it happenedā¦
I climbed out of bed and went about my morning ritual, but it was only after I was nearly halfway done that I realized I was putting in way too much effort in trying to look good for the moment that Song laid eyes on me. I shook my head as I stared into the mirror, āā¦youāre one stupid bitch, you know that, right?ā I wet a washcloth and started to wipe the makeup away angrily. After I finished, I ran my fingers through my hair and shook my head, leaving it looking a hot mess. I leaned into the mirror, staring at my freckled skin and messy hair, āā¦heyā¦do you wanna kissā¦?ā
I close my eyes and I see that moment again at Honor Wrestling. The two of us were laughing together and having a great time. We joked about kissing a nerdy fan to make his dayā¦and then the change came in Song. I had reminded her of her of what she had lost in Chin Lee. The night was supposed to be about us, not feeling bad over some cheating asshole. The pained look on her lovely porcelain face hurt me so badly that I became angry with myself for not being more careful. I tried to make a jokeā¦and when she didnāt laugh, I tried to make her angryā¦anything but sad. I grabbed the back of her head and pulled her into a soft kiss. It was only supposed to be a light peck on the lipsā¦just enough to piss her off, but as soon as my lips met hers and I tasted the sweetness thereā¦I knew I had really screwed up. I forced myself to break awayā¦but not before parting them ever so slightly. As I stood away, she glared at me with her almond shaped eyes. I expected them to narrow as she cursed me or even leveled a punch my way. Instead, she leaned back and kissed me twice as ferociously as I had kissed herā¦
ā¦it felt like something inside me exploded and burned white hot, filling me with a roaring fire that felt like summer sun beating down on meā¦
I tasted her againā¦much more deeply this time, and Iā¦
ā¦I pushed her away as I felt the wheels come off as I was inches from careening over the edge of a cliff that was sure to be the end of meā¦
I opened my eyes and my hands rushed to my cheeks, they were flushed such a deep red that it looked as though I had been slapped across the face. I turned my head to the ceiling and let out a harsh sigh. This was going to be hellā¦I already knew itā¦
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I walked outside and the morning air hit me full in the face, filling my lungs with its crispness and purity. It felt so good to be out of the hustle and bustle of the city and to feel the ripeness of natureā¦real and wholesome. I loved being here, but I also knew that I couldnāt stay here forever. In time, I would feel the old familiar pull of downtown LAā¦it was enviable. Until then, I would merely enjoy this.
I headed across the courtyard in the boltless earth-colored gi that they had provided to me. I blended in perfectly with the other students milling about, except for my lack of skill and disciplineā¦
ā¦and my nappy hair that blew around my head and in my face in wild tangles, making me look like a foolā¦
Clearing my hair from my face I noticed Song all alone, moving her body in slow rhythmic motions. She stood as easily on one leg as I stood on two. Her right foot was posted in her left thigh and her arms swung out at from her sides and over her head with a grace that mesmerized meā¦until I realized that she was staring right at me with shit-eating grin on her face. I glared at her as I angrily grabbed my wildly blowing hair and wrapped it in a tight knot at the top of my head. I smirked at her as I bowed to her, crossing my arms and flipping her off as I didā¦
ā¦even as I did that, all I could think about was seeing how the morning breeze that had wreaked such havoc on my hair had blown hers behind her like lovely ebony scarf. Even her own colored gi which was supposed to render her formless underneath, clung to her taunt body, giving more than a fleeting idea of just how well-proportioned she really wasā¦
āā¦bitchā¦ā I swore again under my breath, angry with myself for noticing as much as I did.
āKenzi, come over!ā I looked up as Song waved me over, still hold her pose with a rigid grace that I would never have.
I should have flipped her off and walked away, but before I knew it I was trotting over to her like a loyal puppy with its drooling tongue hanging out of its mouth. I pulled up short, plastering an annoyed look on my face for her, though it was more for show. āWhat do you want? You, gonna talk shit about my hair and you donāt want Lilly to hear?ā
She kept her eyes on me as she moved down, then planted her other foot into the ground, then slowly raised the other, planting it against her thigh as she continued her movement. āYour hair is fine Mackenzie Grey. I want you to do forms with me.ā
I raised my eyebrow as I folded my arms defiantly across my chest, āDonāt call me Mackenzie!ā
Song was unfazed as she continued to move, her arms, hands, and even fingers in a dance that was all their own. āI want you to do forms with meā¦Kenzi Grey.ā
I appreciated that Song stopped calling me by my given name. Jamilyn Cornett had taken to calling me thatā¦which was sweet when she professed to love me, but now it just pissed me off. āI canāt doā¦thatā¦ā I gestured towards her legs, āā¦Iād look ridiculous!ā
Song remained placid as she moved from form to form, āYou wonāt look ridiculous Kenzi, I wonāt let you. It would embarrass me in front of the studentsā¦ā She paused, looking at me evenly, āā¦I donāt want to be embarrassed Kenzi Greyā¦ā She stared at me for a moment more, then winked as she planted both her feet back on the ground. She walked over to me and positioned my feet, then she slipped around behind me. āOkay, your power comes from your centerā¦from your core, here.ā She reached around and put her hand on my midsection.
Her touch electrified me and I sighed, in response before I caught myself. āSorry, Iā¦ā
āShhhhhā¦donāt talk. Just listenā¦listen and feel.ā She slid her hands up and took my arms and began to move them to the first form position. āMove here and hold yourself firmā¦tighten your core and exhale slowly as you clear your mindā¦okay?ā
I tried to do as she said, but all I could think about were her hands on me. I could feel myself break into a cold sweat as I could see myself turning around and taking kissing her againā¦Dojo and students be damnedā¦.but that is what had gotten us into this mess in the first place, hadnāt it? I exhaled as she asked and tightened my core as best I couldā¦doing what I could to follow her instructions.
Orchid looks on as she can not believe what she sees.
Orchid: I canāt believe it. I knew they are the same but I didnāt think they would get this close. To see them this happy brings nothing but joy. But now I need to get to the bottom of this.
The Next day plane ride back to L.A.
*Kenzi sits down beside Orchid and sighs without looking at her.*
I know you want to know my history...why I am the way I am...so...here it is...
When I was younger, I wasn't a good child...I had a lot of issues. I acted out a lot because my mother wasn't there. It was the first time my BPD really showed up...
I never could maintain normal relationships with others, even family. I always felt that they were going to leave me, like my mother did...like my Grandmother would threaten to...kind of like you sometimes do...
When I was older, my mother came back into my life and for a while, I thought things were going to be different She seemed like she really wanted to make up the first 17 years...but I found out later that it was just for her show. She didn't give a damn about me.
*Kenzi sniffs and wipes at her eyes*
I'm not proud of what I did...but I was angry with her...so...I did something...I'm not proud of...
My roommate was driving a car...and we had planned to scare her...but when she, Hannah, drove pass her...I grabbed the wheel and the car hit her and left her in a coma...
I was wrong...I should have gone to jail...but I didn't say anything at all. I went on about my life...and I took up with a friend of mine...someone my mother had never approved of...Alex Yin...
I had never been with anyone, and Alex was so kind and sweet. I felt like seeing really made me a better person. I was so happy with her...everything was perfect...until Bobbi told me she had caught Alex kissing Hannah....
*Kenzi puts her head down and sniffs a few times.*
Alex told me everything and it hurt me so badly that I didn't want to continue...I wanted her to go...but she asked me to marry her...and I stupidly said yes after we had time to...make up with one another...
I had been fine, until that time. Alex had always treated me well and showed me lots of attention, but after her 'thing' with Hannah...I became paranoid. Along with that, Jenny Tuck became the new GM and she was trying to have my put in jail for what happened to my mother....
I started getting more and more crazy and out of control as I tried to hold things together with Alex. When I got word that Alex had actually sent Hannah to live with her parents and they were still talking...I when off the deep end...
I emailed Hannah, pretending to be Alex and told her that I planned to take the fall for Kenzi running down her mother. That got Hannah to come back and confess to hitting my mom to keep Alex out of jail...
With Hannah gone...I thought everything was going to be okay and I even started planning our wedding to take place on one of our shows.
Apparently Alex found out what I did and she left me at the altar on the show...then she dumped me over Twitter...the ultimate fuck you!
I was crushed and I ran off to Japan...where we were going to have our honeymoon. I wasn't ever going to come back...I wanted to stay there and die....but...of all people, my mother actually found me and dragged me back home...
I thought she wanted revenge for what I did, but she ended up backing my story and kept me out of jail...and my roommate still locked up...
I know I'm a piece of shit...but I was angry and hurt...and I loved Alex so much. I thought that was the end of things...but there was more to come...
(I will finish this a bit later)
*Kenzi sighed, uncomfortable with airing so much of her dirty laundry, but she felt that Orchid really needed to understand why she was this way*
I still loved Alex...even though she was being pulled deeper and deeper into a world of sexual deviancy with Jamilyn Cornett. I made up my mind, even though I wasn't with Alex anymore, I wasn't going to allow her to turn Alex into a whore. I went to see Jami...trying to confront her for Alex...but...things didn't work out that way...
*Kenzi flushed with embarrassment as she recalled this part of her story*
Maybe I was just vulnerable after what happened with Alex...or maybe Jami really did have some power over me...like she did over Alex, but I was drawn in and before I knew it she was reeling me into her web...telling me everything I wanted to hear...she was perfect...
*Kenzi narrowed her eyes with a bit of anger*
I found out later that was because she had talked to my mother...professing her love for me...and my idiot mother had told her everything about my Borderline Personality Disorder. She knew all my quirks and all my triggers...she had everything she needed to make me hers completely...or...to destroy me...completely. She chose the latter...
*Kenzi sniffed, wiping her face as she tried to sit up straight and appear to be strong*
She told me that she loved me and she only wanted to be with me. She was giving up her polyamorous life for me...and I was the one who completed her. I was so happy that I couldn't see that she was just playing me for a fool the entire time. One night, she was injured in a match and taken to a local hospital. I was worried sick and her family wouldn't allow me in to see her...so I waited outside...all night. I actually stayed in the rain and got phenomena...and ended up in the hospital myself...
My erratic behavior had everyone thinking I was going to be fired from LAW...including Jami. It was then that she took to social media and told everyone that she had being playing me from the start for what I had done to Alex...she didn't love me at all...
*Kenzi leaned back in the seat, trying not to cry as she gathered herself*
I should have been mad, I should have been in a rage...but I still loved her...even after all that...I felt that she really understood me. For a time...she even came back to be my friend...though she wanted more than I was willing to give...and in time, she started to see just how broken I really was. Her love...if that's what it really was, turned to hate for me. That is when I realized that I was no good for anyone. I couldn't keep a good person like Alex...and I couldn't even keep a whore like Jamilyn. What good was I to anyone at all?
*Kenzi shrugged and looked at Orchid*
I tried to move on O...I tried to be a person that was good enough for someone else...but all I did was mess it up. People I love eventually learn to hate me...it always happens...and I hurt them. I don't want that to happen to the people I care about...
*She swallowed and looked around before looking back at Orchid*
I don't want that to happen to Song...so, I push her away when she gets too close. I don't want to...but I have to. If I don't...things will end badly...there's no stopping it. I hope you understand...I'm trying to spare her...because I care about her...and I care about you.
Orchid: So you started a fight with Song last night when we had dinner to try to push her away? I have never seen Song this happy and I never known her to like women so Iām a bit unclear whatās going on. Kenzi if Song does care about you in that way believe you will never have to worry.
Orchid gets up as Kenzi looks at her
Kenzi: Hey were you going?
Orchid: There is something I have to do.
Orchid walks over to Song and starts to tell her what Kenzi told her. Orchid sees Song getting sad as she hears what Kenzi has been through. Before Orchid gets to the part of how Kenzi feels about Song Orchid asks Song.
Orchid: Do you like Kenzi?
Song: sheās okay I guess
Orchid: No song, I mean do you like-like Kenzi
Song starts to blush and can say anything. Orchid smiles and tell her how Kenzi feels and how Orchid thinks it could be more but Orchid got up to tell Song right away not letting Kenzi finish. Song now knows that she has just this one shot to talk to Kenzi before it is too late. Song runs over to were Kenzi is sitting.
Song: Kenzi, we need to talk. Orchid told me what you told her.
Kenzi leans forward and shoots Orchid a mean look. Song puts her hand in Kenziās cheek to get her to look at Song instead.
Song: Kenzi, I like you in a way I have never like a women, I have been thru a lot in my life. I want you to know I donāt want you to be scared of giving me a chance. I promise you that if you let me in, I will be here for you forever. Iā¦I
The camera pans out and goes to Orchid.
Orchid: Iām a trained fighter; I have other things to worry about. Like seeing Kenzi this happy and seeing Song this happy. It means the world to me when my friends are happy; Bobbi is a big bubble of happiness. You see Kentourage is a group on the same page at all times. Pink Ladies all have there own agenda but Kentourage is all about one thing, being the group in LAW that rather you like us or hate us you are LAW we are what the Pink Ladies want to become. The will fail at every attempt to put Kentourage away but that is a week from now. Until then I have bigger things on my mind.
Song turns around and the camera pans back to Kenzi and Song who are seen hugging each other and embracing one another in a way Orchid has never seen Song do. Orchid sheds a tear of joy as she then goes on to her laptop.
Orchid: Maybe master Lilly was right, maybe I should look at Kate Steel footages but I want to see the ate Steele that Song brags about, I need to look at both LAW and SCW matches
Kenzi grey takes to twitter
Chaos š Kenzi Grey āKenzi Grey_Grey Oct 10
@masterlillyscw maybe I should be an Elder! But I don't know about the whole getting recalled halfway across the world without any say.
This Tweet prompts Lin Ting Lu to call Kenzi Grey cell pone.
Master Lilly: Hello Kenzi, this is Lin Ting Lu
Kenzi Grey: Hello Lilly.
Master Lilly: There a few thing I need to tell you, please allow me a few minutes of your time.
Kenzi Grey: ā¦ Okay
Master Lilly: Kenzi I have just found out that you were not aware of a few things,
This is odd seeing how many of The Elders have taking a liking to you. I will tell you want Jon Dough and /or Orchid should have told you. When you allowed one of the Elders in Kentourage you became a student here, I will explain what I mean by that. Your post on twitter about joining Elders, well Kenzi you are but your not.
Your not an Elder but by having Orchid in your stable she now vouches on your behalf giving you access to what the Dojo has to offer. You do not have to ever come to the dojo but you are always invited with open arms. You have full access to the dojo as you seem fit, you may come and go as you please, Kenzi we donāt expect you to do anything you wouldnāt already do.
We want nothing in return from you but as long as Orchid is Kentourage, you are family so is any member of the stable. You donāt even have to pay for a ticket to get here we will cover that. All you have to do is let us know, we have three plans always in the states one in Miami, one in Chicago and one in Vegas now if Orchid were to leave the stable and you two are not working together this partnership will end but you will still be welcomed here at any time
If you have any questions please feel free to ask. Now that I have told you this there is one more thing I will be prepared to let you know when your shenanigans have gone to far I WILL let you know I know you will want to fight with me about it and I will laugh at your attempt to do so I only do it because the dojo has a image and you should know when you crossed it
I donāt know how you are doing it but the Elders all seem to like you, I donāt see it but Orchid and Jon think your Awesome Sauce" what ever that means and Monk and Eyesnane think your "Cool AS Shit" there words not mine that said Iām about to find out what the hell you did to Song.
Now since you over see Kentourage I will let you know what happens with Orchid. Now that I think about it maybe we should have you join in on this meeting seeing how
Orchid is in your stable
I will be in touch
Kenzi Grey: I should probably pack!
Master Lilly: Yes and you and ask Orchid why she failed to tell you this
Kenzi Grey: Orchid is a big girl and she wouldn't try to hurt me. I'm sure she has her reasons.
If I were to guess...I'd say that I'm the cause of this and she didn't want me to blame myself. Orchid is a kind soul like that...but I know that I'm not the kind of person she needs in her life or that you want in her life for that matter...
I'm rude and crude...I have zero discipline and most everyone hates me...
By all rights, O should want nothing to do with me, but she does and I love her for seeing past my faults and wanting to make me better
Master Lilly: yes I know and I almost had Master Wong hire Song for me to do a job... you wouldnāt understand but Song will
Kenzi Grey: I would never interfere in Dojo business...that's not my world but...
O and Song...they are my world right now...
If I have done something to get them into trouble...that is all my fault and I am very sorry. I never wanted that...
If I have to come there to explain it, I will
Master Lilly: The Kentourage and the Elders are all adults and will be treated as such for ones actions
Kenzi Grey: Looks like I need to learn the rules
Master Lilly: You lead Kentourage as you see fit. Itās what you do outside of the ring that worries me
Kenzi Grey: Would you mind giving me an example? Maybe I can explain...
Of course, maybe I can't. LOL
Master Lilly: Fair enough, I will however later, as I just got word that Orchid and Song have safely landed in Masters Wongās airstrip,
I will have my talk with them before we go any further
Kenzi Grey: Will you be sending a plane for me?
Sorry about the hair...I lost a bet
Master Lilly: There is one already in Vegas; Blasted Monk will be on that plane to take off in a few hours
Kenzi Grey: Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to present my case. I'm sorry if I cause you or them any embarrassment...it was never my intention to do so. I hope you realize that.
Master Lilly: I will realize that when you realize that they are at blame for there own actions
Kenzi Grey: I will see you soon Lilly.
Master Lilly: before I ask Song I need to ask you so I can save her the embarrassment, did song really dye your Hair?
Down There!!
Kenzi Grey: Lilly...I lost a bet...fair and square.
There is no honor in not following through when you lose.
I would never dishonor Song by not going through with paying up on a stupid bet that I made. I shouldn't have said it, because I thought she wouldn't take me up on the bet...but I was wrong. Song is just the better person.
I hope to learn from her...if I'm allowed too...
I can change my hair...if that helps.
Master Lilly: I see, well then...
One Camera
20 minutes goes by
We see Orchid and Song walking into Lin Ting Luās office. Song and Orchid decided they would be cute and are seen Kentourage T-shirts, both have there hair in ponytails and are wearing blue jean shorts. Lin Ting Lu is seen wearing a black dress. All three bow to each other, the three take a seat on chair face each other closely and Lin Tin Lu will be checking there body language to make sure she gets the truth out of them.
Master Lilly: Orchid, would you like too explain what is going on?
Orchid: Kentourage vs. Pink Ladies in about 10 days from now.
Lin Ting Lu is not assumed
Master Lilly: So, youā¦
Lin Ting Lu gets up and walks over to her table. she pushes a button that is attached to the table. She then makes her way to her sit. The door opens up and Songās cousin Ninja opens the door. He signals for Song to leave the room. Orchid and Song look at each other as Song knows that she is really in trouble. Song having no choice leaves the room with Ninja. The two walk down the hall way and Song starts to panic as she sees a small 3 by 7 closet. Song starts pleading with her cousin but Ninja is doing what he was told to do by master Lilly. Ninja shoves Song inside the closet and locks the door. There is no way out of this closet from the inside it is pitch black Song with her back against the wall slides to the floor and bends her kens . She plants her head between her knees with her arms wrapped around her ankles.
Song: Iām so sorry... Iām so sorry Iām so sorry.
Meanwhile back at Lin Ting Lu office
Orchid is pleading with Li Ting Lu
Orchid: Please donāt punish Song it all my fault.
Master Lilly: You had one job to do, you failed me Orchid. You let Song run a muck all over the place, from her behavior in public, her disrespecting the dojo, to even then gloating about on my own twitter page. You sat there and did nothing. I watched it all happen waiting to see when you were going to call me and admit you lost control, you chose to do nothing.
Orchid: I did do something Master, I really did.
Master Lilly: Oh and what was that?
Orchid: I forced Kenzi and Song to be friends. I wouldnāt take no for an answer.
Master Lilly: Did you cause Song to break up with Chin Lee as well?
Orchid: no master, Kenzi took Song and Chin to the airport so that Chin can catch his plane.
Master Lilly: Thatās right because Song was still sore over her falling from the roof, which I know is not to be true, but I will get Song to explain.
Orchid: Chin had got a phone call and Kenzi took his phone because she has never seen a phone like that, well when she took it she saw the picture on his caller ID. It was a picture of Chin and a woman who he was holding and kissing.
Lin Ting Lu is still upset but can now see how Song may had let herself get out of hand
Master Lilly: Go on.
Orchid: Kenzi gave Song the phone. Song saw it with her own eyes.
Master Lilly: and then what?
Orchid: Song told him it is over, he no longer existed to her and then she kicked him in his you know were. Kenzi took his phone and thru it against the wall breaking his phone in two pieces. They then run out the airport and took off before they can be caught.
Master Lilly: So song braking up with Chin was the start of this whole mess.
Orchid: You then had me go to Vegas to meet with Jon Dough and Blasted Monk. Song would had been alone had Kenzi dropped her off at the hotel. Kenzi asked Song to go out with her so that neither would be alone for the night. Kenzi saw how bad Song was, Kenzi can relate.
Master, Kenzi did that on her own. I think Kenzi may have realized that they have things in common. I got back to LA that night and I seen what you saw on twitter.
Master Lilly: At that point you should have called.
Orchid: No master I could not. I was alone that night, that gave me time to watch matches of the Pink Ladies, sure I been in the ring with Sam Tolson already, but not Mackenzie Roberts as the L.A.W Marquee Champion, she has been the champ since I been in LAW. She is on fire. So yes Master I did nothing but my homework on Mrs. Roberts while letting Song have fun for once. Yes Master, Song was out of line but I felt it in her tweets, she was having fun something I have not seen from Song since we were little.
Master Lilly: I see, well your bad judgment call has now put me in a bad spot. Orchid you will sit in your room for the rest of the day as I figure out what to do with you. No training no practice.
Orchid: Can I at least watch more LAW footage of Mrs. Roberts and Sam Tolson?
Master Lilly: What about Kate Steele?
Orchid: Who?
Master Lilly: Iām in no mood for humor
Orchid: I donāt need to be bothered with that one. Itās Sam and Mrs. Roberts I need to worry about.
Master Lilly: You will go to your room and watch Kate Steele matches.
Orchid: I would rather just sit in the room and wait for my punishment.
36 hours later
We see Lin Ting Lu waking to orchidās room she stops and puts her ear in front of the trap closest door she can hear Song.
Song: Iām so sorry... Iām so sorry Iām so sorry.
Lin Ting Lu walks on to Orchid room. Camera moves over to Orchidās room. We see Orchid watching Mackenzie Roberts matches, while eating a bowl of rice. Lin Ting Lu opens the door.
Orchid: Hello master Lilly. Can song please come out now, she shouldnāt be in there master, you know it freaks her out. You know how she can get, its not fair for you to force her to flip out and go crazy, Its painful to seeā¦ master how could you, you know how it hurts me to see Song that way, why are you doing this to us Master, why would you do this to Song just to get back at me, I will take any other punishment please let Song OUTTT!!!
Master Lilly: You are never to raise your voice at me. I will keep Song there as long as I want. Now come with me.
Orchid goes with Lin Ting Lu and puts her head down. Orchid now fears that she will be forced to stand in front of the trap door. Orchid knows how Song gets when trapped in the closest. Master Lilly turns the corner and Orchid stays put.
Master Lilly: Letās go orchid.
Orchid: I donāt want to sit there and watch Song suffer.
Master Lilly: If you want me to let song out then come with me
Orchid starts walking with Lin Ting Lu, they approach the trap door and Orchid is seen tearing up as she knows that Song has been in there for 36 hours straight. Orchid leans in and can hear Song.
Song: Iām so sorry... Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so sorryā¦
Orchid turns to look at Lin Ting Lu, she says nothing to Orchid, Orchid and no longer and it and start hitting the door to try to break thru. As she strike the door with her fist
Orchid: Master let Song outā¦ Let Song outā¦ Let
Orchid drops to her knees.
Song: Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so sorryā¦
Orchid puts her hands on the door
Orchid: Song Iām so sorry
Lin ting Lu open the door, this is the first bit of light that Song has seen in 36 hours.
Master Lilly: You may leave the room Song.
Song gets up and we see her face red as she has been crying the whole time. Orchid goes to hug Song. Song does not embrace her back. Orchid starts crying as she lets Song go. Song wipes her eyes and walks across the hall and walks in to a bathroom. Orchid turns to look at Lin Ting Lu.
Orchid: How could you do this to Song?
Lin Ting Lu says nothing. Song finally comes out the bathroom.
Master Lilly: You two come with me, were going to the airstrip to pick up Blasted Monk. Song can use the fresh air.
20 minutes later
Scene opens up with Master, Lilly Song and Orchid all waiting at Master Wong's private airstrip. They wait as the plane is landing. Master Lilly is excited to see her son Blasted Monk. However what Orchid and Song donāt know is that Kenzi Grey is also on the plane. Lin Ting Lu is testing out how Song and Orchid will react when they see Kenzi Grey.
The Plane has come to a complete stop and the doors open up. We See Blasted Monk trying to walk down the stairs but gets pushed to the side as Kenzi comes out running down the stairs.
Kenzi: Sorry Monk, youāre moving to damn slow!
Lin Ting Lu looks on as Orchid and Song realize that Kenzi was on the plane.
Orchid and Song: Kenzi!!!
Orchid and Song run towards the plane excited to see Kenzi. All three women give each other a group hug. Orchid quickly lets go and takes a step back as she looks at Song who is holding Kenzi tightly. Orchid's mouth drops to the floor. Orchid canāt believe what she is seeing. Orchid turns to look at Lin Ting Lu. However she is seen embracing her son. Orchid looks back at Kenzi and Song who are still seen hugging. Orchid looks at Lin Ting Lu as she and Monk look on.
Kenzi tries to let go, but Song feels this and holds her tighter for a few more seconds before letting her go.
Song: I'm sorry Kenzi, I just missed you.
Orchid hears this but she is not stupid, Orchid now realizes that something has changed between Song and Kenzi. Orchid goes from shock to happy, the last time she saw Song this happy was when Song dated a guy named Jinbo 7 years ago.
That relationship had only lasted 8 months before Song caught him cheating on her. Song was so hurt that the next man to come to her life was Chin Lee; it took Chin one whole year before Song caved in and started to date him. Song lasted 5 years with a man who never loved her. Song dated him and fell in love with Chin as time went on but she never really seemed happy.
Now Orchid has seen a side of happiness that has been missing from Song for over 13 years. But Song is not into women which now makes Orchid wonder what exactly did she just witness. The last time Song and Orchid talked about Kenzi, Song made it clear that she plans on killing her. Song has been miserable the past two days, Orchid now wonders if that is because Kenzi was 7300 miles away? Orchid just assumed Song was upset because she knew she was in trouble.
Orchid thinks to herself
Orchid: What was Song sorry about?
Three hours later we see Kenzi in Lin Ting Luās office
Kenzi looks on as Lin Ting Lu stares at Kenzi waiting for Kenzi to start.
Kenzi: Lilly, Iām sorry if I got Song and Orchid in trouble.
Lin Ting Lu cuts her off.
Master Lilly: You have nothing to do with why Orchid is here, I had you come here because of Song. I had you come here to see how Song and Orchid will react when they saw you. Orchid reacted as I expected but Songā¦
Well lets just say that I seen a different Song when she locked on to you. I will forget this whole weekend that has pasted if you can answer me this, over the weekend how was Song? She just broke up with Chin so I expected her to be a mess but she was with you so only you can tell me how Song was.
Kenzi grey: Lilly, Song was a mess for a while...a very long while. I didn't know if she was going to pull out of it, but we opened up to one another and she did. Of course, things happened and hilarity ensued, but that's just life, isn't it?
I care for Song very much. Not because she is Orchid's best friend, but because she is MINEā¦ My friend
The next day
Kenzi's day at the dojo
I sit up in my bed inside the Dojo, rubbing my eyes as I sit up and stretch. Though Iām awake, I feel more tired than when I went to sleep last night. I try to lie to myself about the reason, but I wrap my arms around myself as the realization washes over me like a tidal wave; knowing that Song was there, under the same roof had nearly driven me out of my mind. The same thoughts kept on swirling around inside my restless mind for the entire nightā¦
Where was Song?
What was Song doing?
Was she thinking about me?
I drag my fingers through my hair as I curse under my breath, āā¦stupid assā¦ā It was one kissā¦just ONE! It was meant to be a jokeā¦she was supposed to get mad and unload on me. Insteadā¦she leaned in and kissed me right back. The spark I felt had been electric and immediate. I shoved her back, pretending to be offended, but the truth of the matter ran much deeper than thatā¦
ā¦I didnāt want to be hurt when she pushed me away first and mocked me for enjoying her lips against mineā¦
I had spent months running from that feelingā¦running from myself. I knew all too well what would happen if I pursued Song in that wayā¦even if she relented and told me she felt the same; ultimately it would end badly. She would grow to hate me for the way I loved her. The only question would be, would she merely feel smothered the way Alex Yin had felt or would she grow to hate me the way Jamilyn Cornett had?
ā¦neither of those options held sat particularly well with meā¦
I had no desire to be in love or to be lovedā¦but like an idiot, I had gone and fallen for a woman who I thought hated my gutsā¦and what was more, no matter how hard I tried to move away from her, I always ended up right back in her orbitā¦circling around and drawing in closer and closer with every pass. A collision was enviableā¦
ā¦I just wondered which of us would be destroyed when it happenedā¦
I climbed out of bed and went about my morning ritual, but it was only after I was nearly halfway done that I realized I was putting in way too much effort in trying to look good for the moment that Song laid eyes on me. I shook my head as I stared into the mirror, āā¦youāre one stupid bitch, you know that, right?ā I wet a washcloth and started to wipe the makeup away angrily. After I finished, I ran my fingers through my hair and shook my head, leaving it looking a hot mess. I leaned into the mirror, staring at my freckled skin and messy hair, āā¦heyā¦do you wanna kissā¦?ā
I close my eyes and I see that moment again at Honor Wrestling. The two of us were laughing together and having a great time. We joked about kissing a nerdy fan to make his dayā¦and then the change came in Song. I had reminded her of her of what she had lost in Chin Lee. The night was supposed to be about us, not feeling bad over some cheating asshole. The pained look on her lovely porcelain face hurt me so badly that I became angry with myself for not being more careful. I tried to make a jokeā¦and when she didnāt laugh, I tried to make her angryā¦anything but sad. I grabbed the back of her head and pulled her into a soft kiss. It was only supposed to be a light peck on the lipsā¦just enough to piss her off, but as soon as my lips met hers and I tasted the sweetness thereā¦I knew I had really screwed up. I forced myself to break awayā¦but not before parting them ever so slightly. As I stood away, she glared at me with her almond shaped eyes. I expected them to narrow as she cursed me or even leveled a punch my way. Instead, she leaned back and kissed me twice as ferociously as I had kissed herā¦
ā¦it felt like something inside me exploded and burned white hot, filling me with a roaring fire that felt like summer sun beating down on meā¦
I tasted her againā¦much more deeply this time, and Iā¦
ā¦I pushed her away as I felt the wheels come off as I was inches from careening over the edge of a cliff that was sure to be the end of meā¦
I opened my eyes and my hands rushed to my cheeks, they were flushed such a deep red that it looked as though I had been slapped across the face. I turned my head to the ceiling and let out a harsh sigh. This was going to be hellā¦I already knew itā¦
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I walked outside and the morning air hit me full in the face, filling my lungs with its crispness and purity. It felt so good to be out of the hustle and bustle of the city and to feel the ripeness of natureā¦real and wholesome. I loved being here, but I also knew that I couldnāt stay here forever. In time, I would feel the old familiar pull of downtown LAā¦it was enviable. Until then, I would merely enjoy this.
I headed across the courtyard in the boltless earth-colored gi that they had provided to me. I blended in perfectly with the other students milling about, except for my lack of skill and disciplineā¦
ā¦and my nappy hair that blew around my head and in my face in wild tangles, making me look like a foolā¦
Clearing my hair from my face I noticed Song all alone, moving her body in slow rhythmic motions. She stood as easily on one leg as I stood on two. Her right foot was posted in her left thigh and her arms swung out at from her sides and over her head with a grace that mesmerized meā¦until I realized that she was staring right at me with shit-eating grin on her face. I glared at her as I angrily grabbed my wildly blowing hair and wrapped it in a tight knot at the top of my head. I smirked at her as I bowed to her, crossing my arms and flipping her off as I didā¦
ā¦even as I did that, all I could think about was seeing how the morning breeze that had wreaked such havoc on my hair had blown hers behind her like lovely ebony scarf. Even her own colored gi which was supposed to render her formless underneath, clung to her taunt body, giving more than a fleeting idea of just how well-proportioned she really wasā¦
āā¦bitchā¦ā I swore again under my breath, angry with myself for noticing as much as I did.
āKenzi, come over!ā I looked up as Song waved me over, still hold her pose with a rigid grace that I would never have.
I should have flipped her off and walked away, but before I knew it I was trotting over to her like a loyal puppy with its drooling tongue hanging out of its mouth. I pulled up short, plastering an annoyed look on my face for her, though it was more for show. āWhat do you want? You, gonna talk shit about my hair and you donāt want Lilly to hear?ā
She kept her eyes on me as she moved down, then planted her other foot into the ground, then slowly raised the other, planting it against her thigh as she continued her movement. āYour hair is fine Mackenzie Grey. I want you to do forms with me.ā
I raised my eyebrow as I folded my arms defiantly across my chest, āDonāt call me Mackenzie!ā
Song was unfazed as she continued to move, her arms, hands, and even fingers in a dance that was all their own. āI want you to do forms with meā¦Kenzi Grey.ā
I appreciated that Song stopped calling me by my given name. Jamilyn Cornett had taken to calling me thatā¦which was sweet when she professed to love me, but now it just pissed me off. āI canāt doā¦thatā¦ā I gestured towards her legs, āā¦Iād look ridiculous!ā
Song remained placid as she moved from form to form, āYou wonāt look ridiculous Kenzi, I wonāt let you. It would embarrass me in front of the studentsā¦ā She paused, looking at me evenly, āā¦I donāt want to be embarrassed Kenzi Greyā¦ā She stared at me for a moment more, then winked as she planted both her feet back on the ground. She walked over to me and positioned my feet, then she slipped around behind me. āOkay, your power comes from your centerā¦from your core, here.ā She reached around and put her hand on my midsection.
Her touch electrified me and I sighed, in response before I caught myself. āSorry, Iā¦ā
āShhhhhā¦donāt talk. Just listenā¦listen and feel.ā She slid her hands up and took my arms and began to move them to the first form position. āMove here and hold yourself firmā¦tighten your core and exhale slowly as you clear your mindā¦okay?ā
I tried to do as she said, but all I could think about were her hands on me. I could feel myself break into a cold sweat as I could see myself turning around and taking kissing her againā¦Dojo and students be damnedā¦.but that is what had gotten us into this mess in the first place, hadnāt it? I exhaled as she asked and tightened my core as best I couldā¦doing what I could to follow her instructions.
Orchid looks on as she can not believe what she sees.
Orchid: I canāt believe it. I knew they are the same but I didnāt think they would get this close. To see them this happy brings nothing but joy. But now I need to get to the bottom of this.
The Next day plane ride back to L.A.
*Kenzi sits down beside Orchid and sighs without looking at her.*
I know you want to know my history...why I am the way I am...so...here it is...
When I was younger, I wasn't a good child...I had a lot of issues. I acted out a lot because my mother wasn't there. It was the first time my BPD really showed up...
I never could maintain normal relationships with others, even family. I always felt that they were going to leave me, like my mother did...like my Grandmother would threaten to...kind of like you sometimes do...
When I was older, my mother came back into my life and for a while, I thought things were going to be different She seemed like she really wanted to make up the first 17 years...but I found out later that it was just for her show. She didn't give a damn about me.
*Kenzi sniffs and wipes at her eyes*
I'm not proud of what I did...but I was angry with her...so...I did something...I'm not proud of...
My roommate was driving a car...and we had planned to scare her...but when she, Hannah, drove pass her...I grabbed the wheel and the car hit her and left her in a coma...
I was wrong...I should have gone to jail...but I didn't say anything at all. I went on about my life...and I took up with a friend of mine...someone my mother had never approved of...Alex Yin...
I had never been with anyone, and Alex was so kind and sweet. I felt like seeing really made me a better person. I was so happy with her...everything was perfect...until Bobbi told me she had caught Alex kissing Hannah....
*Kenzi puts her head down and sniffs a few times.*
Alex told me everything and it hurt me so badly that I didn't want to continue...I wanted her to go...but she asked me to marry her...and I stupidly said yes after we had time to...make up with one another...
I had been fine, until that time. Alex had always treated me well and showed me lots of attention, but after her 'thing' with Hannah...I became paranoid. Along with that, Jenny Tuck became the new GM and she was trying to have my put in jail for what happened to my mother....
I started getting more and more crazy and out of control as I tried to hold things together with Alex. When I got word that Alex had actually sent Hannah to live with her parents and they were still talking...I when off the deep end...
I emailed Hannah, pretending to be Alex and told her that I planned to take the fall for Kenzi running down her mother. That got Hannah to come back and confess to hitting my mom to keep Alex out of jail...
With Hannah gone...I thought everything was going to be okay and I even started planning our wedding to take place on one of our shows.
Apparently Alex found out what I did and she left me at the altar on the show...then she dumped me over Twitter...the ultimate fuck you!
I was crushed and I ran off to Japan...where we were going to have our honeymoon. I wasn't ever going to come back...I wanted to stay there and die....but...of all people, my mother actually found me and dragged me back home...
I thought she wanted revenge for what I did, but she ended up backing my story and kept me out of jail...and my roommate still locked up...
I know I'm a piece of shit...but I was angry and hurt...and I loved Alex so much. I thought that was the end of things...but there was more to come...
(I will finish this a bit later)
*Kenzi sighed, uncomfortable with airing so much of her dirty laundry, but she felt that Orchid really needed to understand why she was this way*
I still loved Alex...even though she was being pulled deeper and deeper into a world of sexual deviancy with Jamilyn Cornett. I made up my mind, even though I wasn't with Alex anymore, I wasn't going to allow her to turn Alex into a whore. I went to see Jami...trying to confront her for Alex...but...things didn't work out that way...
*Kenzi flushed with embarrassment as she recalled this part of her story*
Maybe I was just vulnerable after what happened with Alex...or maybe Jami really did have some power over me...like she did over Alex, but I was drawn in and before I knew it she was reeling me into her web...telling me everything I wanted to hear...she was perfect...
*Kenzi narrowed her eyes with a bit of anger*
I found out later that was because she had talked to my mother...professing her love for me...and my idiot mother had told her everything about my Borderline Personality Disorder. She knew all my quirks and all my triggers...she had everything she needed to make me hers completely...or...to destroy me...completely. She chose the latter...
*Kenzi sniffed, wiping her face as she tried to sit up straight and appear to be strong*
She told me that she loved me and she only wanted to be with me. She was giving up her polyamorous life for me...and I was the one who completed her. I was so happy that I couldn't see that she was just playing me for a fool the entire time. One night, she was injured in a match and taken to a local hospital. I was worried sick and her family wouldn't allow me in to see her...so I waited outside...all night. I actually stayed in the rain and got phenomena...and ended up in the hospital myself...
My erratic behavior had everyone thinking I was going to be fired from LAW...including Jami. It was then that she took to social media and told everyone that she had being playing me from the start for what I had done to Alex...she didn't love me at all...
*Kenzi leaned back in the seat, trying not to cry as she gathered herself*
I should have been mad, I should have been in a rage...but I still loved her...even after all that...I felt that she really understood me. For a time...she even came back to be my friend...though she wanted more than I was willing to give...and in time, she started to see just how broken I really was. Her love...if that's what it really was, turned to hate for me. That is when I realized that I was no good for anyone. I couldn't keep a good person like Alex...and I couldn't even keep a whore like Jamilyn. What good was I to anyone at all?
*Kenzi shrugged and looked at Orchid*
I tried to move on O...I tried to be a person that was good enough for someone else...but all I did was mess it up. People I love eventually learn to hate me...it always happens...and I hurt them. I don't want that to happen to the people I care about...
*She swallowed and looked around before looking back at Orchid*
I don't want that to happen to Song...so, I push her away when she gets too close. I don't want to...but I have to. If I don't...things will end badly...there's no stopping it. I hope you understand...I'm trying to spare her...because I care about her...and I care about you.
Orchid: So you started a fight with Song last night when we had dinner to try to push her away? I have never seen Song this happy and I never known her to like women so Iām a bit unclear whatās going on. Kenzi if Song does care about you in that way believe you will never have to worry.
Orchid gets up as Kenzi looks at her
Kenzi: Hey were you going?
Orchid: There is something I have to do.
Orchid walks over to Song and starts to tell her what Kenzi told her. Orchid sees Song getting sad as she hears what Kenzi has been through. Before Orchid gets to the part of how Kenzi feels about Song Orchid asks Song.
Orchid: Do you like Kenzi?
Song: sheās okay I guess
Orchid: No song, I mean do you like-like Kenzi
Song starts to blush and can say anything. Orchid smiles and tell her how Kenzi feels and how Orchid thinks it could be more but Orchid got up to tell Song right away not letting Kenzi finish. Song now knows that she has just this one shot to talk to Kenzi before it is too late. Song runs over to were Kenzi is sitting.
Song: Kenzi, we need to talk. Orchid told me what you told her.
Kenzi leans forward and shoots Orchid a mean look. Song puts her hand in Kenziās cheek to get her to look at Song instead.
Song: Kenzi, I like you in a way I have never like a women, I have been thru a lot in my life. I want you to know I donāt want you to be scared of giving me a chance. I promise you that if you let me in, I will be here for you forever. Iā¦I
The camera pans out and goes to Orchid.
Orchid: Iām a trained fighter; I have other things to worry about. Like seeing Kenzi this happy and seeing Song this happy. It means the world to me when my friends are happy; Bobbi is a big bubble of happiness. You see Kentourage is a group on the same page at all times. Pink Ladies all have there own agenda but Kentourage is all about one thing, being the group in LAW that rather you like us or hate us you are LAW we are what the Pink Ladies want to become. The will fail at every attempt to put Kentourage away but that is a week from now. Until then I have bigger things on my mind.
Song turns around and the camera pans back to Kenzi and Song who are seen hugging each other and embracing one another in a way Orchid has never seen Song do. Orchid sheds a tear of joy as she then goes on to her laptop.
Orchid: Maybe master Lilly was right, maybe I should look at Kate Steel footages but I want to see the ate Steele that Song brags about, I need to look at both LAW and SCW matches