Post by Kate Steele on Nov 25, 2017 22:58:22 GMT -5
I have a confession to make.
I just want to go on record and say that I have the best possible friends ever. I know that is something that is hard for a person like me to admit because during my time as a professional wrestler I know I have burnt many bridges and people who were originally there for me in the beginning aren’t there in my life anymore.
When I first started out doing this I had a network of friends. Women such as Caroline Dallins who had taught me everything there is to know about the ring. Not only was she a mentor to me butt she was like a big sister to me. My very own sister Samara had always been there for me and lately we are barely connected, and one cannot forget Misty Whitmore.
Misty Whitmore and I grew up in this business together, we fought through the ins and outs of wrestling school together and we debut as a tag team only to come to the realization that we were better fit to be successful singles wrestlers.
The reason I referenced them is because despite everything we have been through and I know that when dealing with me there will definitely be a lot of ups and downs. They all went on to either join the fray of being Hall of Famers and yet here I am left in the dust.
Those three are outside of this company. If we judge what my friends have done in LAW looking at Mackenzie Roberts and Violet both have them have emerged to become Hall of Famers. Mackenzie defeated me for the Marquee Championship and went on to have the longest reign that this company has ever witnessed and you can’t forget how Violet pioneered the Marquee division by being the very first Marquee Champion.
Both of these women have established themselves as Hall of Famers and as much as I want to celebrate their accomplishments and be the friend I need to be for them.
For the very first time I can admit why isn’t that me?
There is some jealousy within me that I can’t really find myself happy because I have been longing for that acknowledgment. I have been fighting for attention and I wish my name was forever etched in history just like everyone else before me. Just like my closest friends.
I know it has been said over and over again.
That Kate Steele is jealous, that she is a spoiled brat, that she is self centered, and for the very first time I can humbly acknowledge that all of those claims are true.
I can admit that I have my shortcomings when I really shouldn’t but now that I have been able to admit them. Now is the time that I can start building on those flaws and making them into my strengths. It is my dream to one day become a Hall of Famer!
That is what is driving me right now and standing in my way is Roxy Cotton. Roxy for far too long I have sat on the backburner. I have been on the sidelines watching many others rise to the top of the company. New stars instantly waltz into this company and become overnight sensations while I have been left in the dust.
I am just about sick of that and I won’t allow you to keep up with this charade that you might be actually better than what you actually are. I have been in this company since day one. I was the very first woman to have signed her name on the dotted line and become a competitor here. I know to others that must mean I have had the ability to endure this long to push on and keep on fighting but in my own eyes it was never enough.
It hasn’t been enough when women who have beaten me in the likes of Nyako, Mackenzie, the Doc have found their ways into the Hall of Fame, and even women that I have beaten such as Nyako, Keira Fisher, and Violet are in the Hall.
What do I need to do in order to have that honor?!
Why can’t my name be recognized… As the cornerstone of this company considering I competed in two matches of the year I would expect to be a sure lock for that notion.
For all we know just like my friends have been telling me this is all in my head. When I actually retire I might be a first ballot nominee. I might just get into the very thing that I have been seeking but I don’t believe in that. Regardless of me accomplishing everything I have accomplished here I still feel like I have to keep proving myself and that’s part of the reason why I must beat you Roxy.
By beating you I will be the only person in the history of this company to have won three singles titles. It has never been done before, and I will be the very first triple crowner but more importantly than that. It lays the foundation for me to eventually become the very first Grand Slam Champion.
You are about to witness history in the making and you yourself Roxy will be history. You know how irritating it is to hear everybody whine that the #CoolKids run the place?
Even though I know Sam Tolson is one of the main culprits who would rather scream, whine, and cry over losing the belt and immediately asking for a rematch instead of elevating themselves to maybe fighting for something greater.
I rather be a woman and put that whole idea that the #Coolkids are the best by beating one of them. I already have two wins over your kind. It started with Sarah Lacklan who was the Marquee contender and it continued with Crowthrone who is the Breakout Contender.
Instead of bitching and moaning about the Cool Kids I beat you all in the ring where it counts so you must respect me and you will respect me.
By beating you and taking the Chaos Champion away from you. You won’t be important anymore. You will merely be acknowledged as the former champion and I will have done the unthinkable.
I think what makes it even more special is by beating you I will have showed everyone outside of this company that the #Coolkids don’t run shit. I do…
And I am not saying that as a woman who feels they are cocky, but as a woman who can back it up.
You can go back to claiming yourself to be the best LFL Wide Receiver ever. I mean that’s all you will have left right but then again how important is it to be the best player on a bad team?
That’s like you scoring a touchdown and you doing this long drawn out touchdown celebration and yet your team is down by four touchdowns and you only won 1 out of 8 games. How is that a joyous occasion by any means?!
You really don’t make any sense to me Roxy, and at Night of Glory I am going to put you out of your misery. I am going to leave you laying in a pile of your own blood and as much as you might think you are going to prove elsewise it’s just not going to happen.
I am the cornerstone of this company for a reason and at Night of Glory I will continue to showcase why I am the best of the best.
You best bring it bitch because I am gunning for you…
Long Island, New York
Garden City, Parking Lot of Roosevelt Field Mall
It had been thirty minutes since the Pink Ladies had left the Mall’s parking lot. Mackenzie was in the driver’s seat as Violet had sat down next to her in the passenger’s seat. Kate sat in the back and couldn’t help but sob as she looked out of the window. She offered a very long sigh as she wiped the tears out of her eyes.
Kate: Where are you taking me?!
Mackenzie: Just sit back and enjoy the ride… After all you are the one that wants to win the Chaos Championship don’t you?!
Kate: Of course I want to win the title what kind of question is that?!
Kate says as she just shrugs her shoulders as she looks at the rearview mirror. Violet looks at the mirror so she can gaze back at Kate as she smiles back at her.
Violet: Well it’s a very sincere question… If you want to be a champion you are going to have to do things that you necessarily don’t want to do. Mackenzie had too and of course I had to. This is all about Chaos Katie! This is about being chaotic enough where you can step inside of the ring and do things that you necessarily don’t want to do.
Kate: Of course I can handle that! What would even make you think that I couldn’t?! As I told everyone before I have been a multiple time Hardcore Champion so why should this time be any different?! What makes this different?
Mackenzie: Your drive, and your lack of determination!
Violet: I don’t know if this is what you really want Katey… It’s easy to say you want a championship and from the way you were acting earlier you were hurt because we had achieved something that you just didn’t. Don’t get me wrong there’s nothing wrong with what we have accomplished. We both poured our entire all into this business but your biggest mistake is trying to compare yourself to others. Don’t be content with trying to match what others have. You need to position yourself to go well beyond that.
Mackenzie: Exactly and if I can be honest with you Kate if you ask me you won’t beat Roxy Cotton. I don’t care if you are a way better wrestler than she is. You won’t win because you are doing this for the wrong reason.
Kate: I am not doing this for the wrong reason! I just want to….
Kate doesn’t finish her sentence as her eyes move to that of the window. She pauses as she sobs again. Mackenzie looks into the mirror again as she speaks again.
Mackenzie: You just want to obtain what Vi and I have, and that’s a mistake. Don’t you ever try to compare yourself to us. Because you really won’t get anywhere.
Kate: So what am I supposed to do then? Just let everyone pass me by?!
Mackenzie shakes her head as she keeps on driving. The car finally comes to a stop and when it does Mackenzie looks out of the window as she looks back at Kate.
Mackenzie: We are finally here! Does this place look familiar?!
Kate takes a glance out of the window and she looks as if she has seen a ghost. She offers a very long sigh as she looks around before she looks back at Mackenzie and Vi.
Kate: Deer Park train station! Why did you both bring me here?!
Mackenzie and Vi however both get out of the car as they walk to the backdoor and open it for Kate. It isn’t long before Kate steps out of the vehicle and she looks at the train station with a long sigh on her face.
Mackenzie: I think you know why we brought you here Kate… isn’t this where it all began in the first place?!
Violet: This is where you told us that your wrestling career started Katey. Right there on those train tracks.
Kate: That was a long time ago and I rather not think about that day.
Mackenzie: You mean the day that you met your future husband?!
Kate: Don’t remind me!
Mackenzie however shakes her head as she looks deeply into Kate’s eyes.
Mackenzie: No Kate this is something that you need to hear! You are the one that told me that this was the very place where you decided to change your life around. Granted it was Teddy that helped motivate you to do so this is where that thought was birthed!
Mackenzie walks over towards the train tracks as she glares at them as she speaks out loud.
Mackenzie: I believe it was right here where you decided to just end it all. A young 17 year old girl who had given up on life because her sister was a bully, a girl who felt that despite the ways her parents spoiled her with everything she could have ever wanted that they didn’t love her.
Kate: You wouldn’t understand!
Violet: Understand what?! That your sister bullied you one night to the point that you came out here to commit suicide?! That you felt like giving up and couldn’t go on anymore?
Mackenzie: And if it wasn’t for Teddy being here to reach out to you, you might have been dead? Look as grim as that night have been there is one major thought that emerged out here on that night. It’s that you Kate Steel found a reason to kept on living. You pushed yourself to be respected. You developed the dream to not only chase after being a rock star but you would get Samara to respect you.
Violet: Which meant you persevered… You worked hard and you kept going to fight for that one single thing that being the love of your sister, and did wrestling get you that?!
Kate thinks about it as she shakes her head in agreement.
Kate: After two three years of being in the business it eventually did come to me when I had to face Samara one on one, and at that point I was actually strong enough where I was able to prove myself in the ring. I beat her, I retained my title but none of that compared to the joy I had of winning my sister back. That’s what really motivated me.
Mackenzie: Exactly! The point is Kate you need to acknowledge what’s really important here. Sure titles might be awesome, recognition comes and goes but at the end of the day what you were really after was winning the love of your sister. No matter what people said about you, no matter how much they threw your name into the mud or talked you down for being impulsive from jumping to one thing to another. You always stuck it out and fought for that love of your sister. So why should you change things now?
Violet: Granted you and your sister are on okay terms now but your views shouldn’t change. You should still be motivating yourself to fight for the right of being acceptance. Don’t fight because you feel the need to be a champion or a Hall of Famer. All of those will come with the territory of you focusing on your true goal of simply just fighting for respect. The moment you change your values for something else you aren’t going to accomplish anything.
Mackenzie: I love you Kate… Honestly you are the most important thing to me right now. You helped motivate me do the things that I eventually went on to do. When I first came into the business I was just like all of these other cookie cutter girls. I was vile and vain. I insisted on being the Queen Bitch because I thought I ruled the place yet being that never got me anything. So what did I do? One day I decided I was going to fight to get respect…
Kate just listens as she nods her head in agreement.
Mackenzie: I started to win some matches, I finally built a name for myself. I found you as a friend and it was that friendship that helped carry me to eventually gaining a shot at the Marquee Belt. Fighting you was perhaps my toughest challenge ever in the company because the very thing I wanted was held by the woman I respected. Yet I never backed down and I gave you my all because I knew that’s what you would want me to do. I did get past you and after that I was able to take down challenge after challenge. You might think you did something wrong but don’t feel that way. My accomplishment is shared with you. I know you could have asked for a rematch clause but you didn’t because you wanted me to enjoy my run.
Violet: And I can remember how you were always there for me. How you accepted me into the Pink Ladies, and how you took time out of your busy life to be there for me when I was dying with cancer in the hospital. I won’t ever forget that Katey and that’s the reason why you are Lavender’s Godmother. Because you are an amazing friend. I know one of your biggest fears is that you will eventually stab us in the back so you can get what you want.
Mackenzie: But that’s not you Kate… That has never been you. Your biggest issue is that you spend too much time bouncing from one thing to another. You went from AOV to the Red Hots, to the Pink Ladies all the way to the Kentourage and for what exactly? To be accepted?! Kate you are better than that… Now is not the time to get mopey over what you think might get you into a Hall but instead you need to focus on simply doing what got you respect in the first place… Fighting… You fought your heart out to be LAW Champion, you threw yourself at Camacho despite getting your ass kicked over and over again to prove yourself, and that’s the woman that we need to see.
Violet: That’s the woman that needs to come out and as long as you simply be yourself everything else will fall into place, but if you try too hard to force something you will end up with nothing.
Mackenzie: At the end of the day Kate there’s only one thing that you can depend on, and it’s not accomplishments, it’s not some Hall of Fame, people will at some point fail you. But you need to believe in yourself and your own ability. If you always believe in yourself you will never be disappointed despite the outcome. So just do what you need to do for yourself, don’t be focused on anyone else.
Kate thinks about it for a moment as she looks around before looking at her friends.
Kate: Thank you for everything… I needed to hear that… For the past three years I have been doing everything for others and it was here where I realized I couldn’t make everyone happy. I needed to fight for what I believed in. Nothing would come without hard work.
Kate looks around with a grin.
Kate: I know I haven’t been the most stable but everything I have done has made me who I am today, I will be damned if I push myself to going back to that weak girl… If I check in and out of psych wards, and my emotions get the best of me to the point where I feel suicide is the only option…
Violet: And it should never be like that Katey… We love you just don’t compare yourself to others.
Kate: Okay… Thank you both for everything.
Mackenzie: Good… Now you better go out there and win that damn title… You better go on to beat my streak while you are at it… Unless you don’t think you can do it….
Kate looks back at Mackenzie and gives her look.
Kate: Girl please… You know I have the ability to do so!
Mackenzie: Then show me something! Don’t disappoint me… If you really don’t think you have the ability to….
Kate: You are on Mackenzie! But on a serious note thank you both… I don’t know where I would be if I didn’t have friends like the both of you…
Violet: Not in Hall of Fame…
Kate: …
Violet: What it’s a joke Katey!
Mackenzie: Anyway now that our friend has her head on her shoulders why don’t we get some grub… Where to Kate? You used to live in New York surely you know some good places on… Strong Island?!
Violet: Strong Island? What is that nonsense…
Kate: …Oh I do… Seafood it is… I know this one spot by a Marina….
With that the other girls just smile in return and it’s on that image that we fade out on.
Roxy Cotton you do realize it won’t be that long until the both of us are staring face to face with one another. This is your chance to really put yourself out there on the map. Prove that you are among the greatest in the ring of LAW. Prove that you are deserving of being a champion and more importantly than that. This is your moment?
Yet what have you been doing with your time leading up to this match?! You still have your eyes focused on Sam Tolson. You have been riding every single one of her tweets, you have been obsessed with just burying her into the ground and you need to come to the realization that you won’t be facing her by tomorrow.
You are going to be in the ring with me and I am going to destroy you inside of that cage. You really fucked up Roxy by not giving me the proper respect. Up until this show I have done everything I possibly could to have gotten your attention. Sure you struck first and I know others wouldn’t understand what happened when I bashed you with the door. It’s very simple I did what I did to make you see the error of your ways.
You are the one that’s prone to sticking gum in people’s hair to being totally obnoxious and a downright airhead. You really are a blonde bimbo and I wanted you to know that I wasn’t going to be a pushover. There are some who hated my method as I had to stoop to your level but to be honest I wanted you to acknowledge me and yet I still don’t feel like it has registered yet.
Tomorrow we are going to be fighting at a sold out Nassau Coliseum. We are going to be standing toe to toe with one another at the biggest show of the year. A show that I have never lost at and what makes you think you are going to just stop me from having a career defining moment?
What are you going to do that three others couldn’t do before you?
Because from the looks of it you have been more focused on worrying about Sam Tolson, or bleaching your hair, or stuff that has very little impact on the outcome of this match. None of those things even matter and once that bell rings you will be in the ring with Lil Miss Ultraviolence.
For me bleeding is just part of the process if I walk out with a crimson face and I make you feel every single ounce of pain, then I have successfully done my job. But I doubt you get that. I doubt you understand what you have to lose.
Your pride is the one at stake in this and the more you keep talking shit or talking down my girlfriend is the more that you just keep pissing me off. Mackenzie is my girlfriend and right now she is everything to me but the real mistake is you thinking I need to protect her because the reality is she can hold her own. I know we will be locked inside the confines of a cage what might be happening outside of the ring could prove to be a distraction to me.
But we both had agreed that she wants me to focus on solely on you and the championship Roxy. We both know that when push comes to shove we can hold our own and we get like that so we can both be focused on what needs to happen.
You aren’t fit to be a wrestler because the only thing you value is being superficial. As long as you have nice shoes, nice hair, that’s all that really matters and that’s not that important. I rather focus on being the very best on the inside of the ring. I rather focus on fucking your shit up and if you weren’t listening I plan to make you listen.
The reality is I am hungry for this win and for this opportunity Roxy. More than you could possibly ever fathom. I have been wrestling in LAW since day fucking one. Nobody becomes anybody unless they go through me. That includes Nyako, Oni, Amy Jo Smyth, Mackenzie Roberts, and etc…
As a matter of fact every Hall of Famer in this bloody company has been involved in a big Marquee main event match with me.
They all have come to respect me and you will do the same as well. That is if wrestling is really what you want to accomplish. I will admit you beaten Sam Tolson…
Congratulations! Congrats on choking out a woman who has burnt herself out on competing in multiple companies and trying to figure herself on who she is.
I don’t have that problem. Sure I might compete in a lot of places but LAW is my home turf. It’s a company I helped established and your antics are bringing a mockery to the Chaos Division. Your biggest problem is you still can’t get your head out of your own ass. You rather keep on smelling your own shit and living off your one Tolson win.
Who gives a damn when you just lost to Nova…
Who gives a damn when your stock as champion is already falling and because of you being so worried about what Mackenzie is doing and bitching about it over and over again, you have just agreed to be locked in a cage with the likes of me.
Is that what you really want Roxy? Are you absolutely sure that’s the best course of action here?!
IT has been a very long time since I have held any gold in LAW. The last time I held gold was back in January of 2016 to be exact and that seems to be a very long time ago. I have been hungry for an opportunity like this and I am not going to let it pass me by.
So now the stars are lining up perfectly. I couldn’t have asked for a better scenario then to wrestle you on Long Island, the place where I spent many days traveling on a train back and forth from the city to visit my future husband in Teddy Warren. I know I am British by birth but I moved to New York City from England when I was 12 years old. New York has always been a second home to me and there’s certainly no place like home.
I have always embraced the culture of being a New Yorker and more importantly because of my ex husband a true Long Islander. I cheer for the Jets, and the Mets even though the popular opinion would be to roo9t for the more star studded franchises of New York but then again I always envision myself as a fighter just like those franchises.
I like fighting for what I believe in. I like giving my all until the very last breath, and when wins come they are the greatest accomplishment, and with the losses they are lessons to be learned from. The reality is no matter what do I will always keep on fighting and that’s what really has made the legend that is Kate Steele.
Whether you love me or hate me. Whether I am the best friend you admire, or the bitch you think will stab you in the back if there’s one thing that people can say about me. It’s that when I step until the ring whether as a good person or bad they know I don’t hold any punches. I give it my very all and will accept the outcome regardless of what might happen.
I don’t think you could do the same Roxy. It’s okay for you to jump me and go on a tirade how I am stupid, how you put me in a hospital, and how you are the greatest thing ever, and yet I took it. I took it and I sat on it and struck back giving you a taste of your own medicine.
The very moment I do it’s not okay. You are kicking and screaming like a Bitch and I think you are in dire need of a reality check.
If you are thinking this is going to be a walk in the park you better think twice.
I am going for the kill… It’s either a headshot or nothing at all and I just hope you are ready for what’s about to happen Roxy.
I hope you can back up the constant shit that you talk about because if you don’t history will indeed be made. Not only will I remain undefeated at our company’s show but I will be the first ever Triple Crowner, and accomplish the thing I said I was going to do back in year one.
I eventually always accomplish the things I set out to do. This is my company, my ring, and on Sunday I will prove you just don’t belong.
So get ready because I am just about ready to sing that sweet Siren Song which only means one thing. It won’t be long before you find yourself SHIPWRECKED!!!!
See you soon bitch it won’t be much longer I promise…
I just want to go on record and say that I have the best possible friends ever. I know that is something that is hard for a person like me to admit because during my time as a professional wrestler I know I have burnt many bridges and people who were originally there for me in the beginning aren’t there in my life anymore.
When I first started out doing this I had a network of friends. Women such as Caroline Dallins who had taught me everything there is to know about the ring. Not only was she a mentor to me butt she was like a big sister to me. My very own sister Samara had always been there for me and lately we are barely connected, and one cannot forget Misty Whitmore.
Misty Whitmore and I grew up in this business together, we fought through the ins and outs of wrestling school together and we debut as a tag team only to come to the realization that we were better fit to be successful singles wrestlers.
The reason I referenced them is because despite everything we have been through and I know that when dealing with me there will definitely be a lot of ups and downs. They all went on to either join the fray of being Hall of Famers and yet here I am left in the dust.
Those three are outside of this company. If we judge what my friends have done in LAW looking at Mackenzie Roberts and Violet both have them have emerged to become Hall of Famers. Mackenzie defeated me for the Marquee Championship and went on to have the longest reign that this company has ever witnessed and you can’t forget how Violet pioneered the Marquee division by being the very first Marquee Champion.
Both of these women have established themselves as Hall of Famers and as much as I want to celebrate their accomplishments and be the friend I need to be for them.
For the very first time I can admit why isn’t that me?
There is some jealousy within me that I can’t really find myself happy because I have been longing for that acknowledgment. I have been fighting for attention and I wish my name was forever etched in history just like everyone else before me. Just like my closest friends.
I know it has been said over and over again.
That Kate Steele is jealous, that she is a spoiled brat, that she is self centered, and for the very first time I can humbly acknowledge that all of those claims are true.
I can admit that I have my shortcomings when I really shouldn’t but now that I have been able to admit them. Now is the time that I can start building on those flaws and making them into my strengths. It is my dream to one day become a Hall of Famer!
That is what is driving me right now and standing in my way is Roxy Cotton. Roxy for far too long I have sat on the backburner. I have been on the sidelines watching many others rise to the top of the company. New stars instantly waltz into this company and become overnight sensations while I have been left in the dust.
I am just about sick of that and I won’t allow you to keep up with this charade that you might be actually better than what you actually are. I have been in this company since day one. I was the very first woman to have signed her name on the dotted line and become a competitor here. I know to others that must mean I have had the ability to endure this long to push on and keep on fighting but in my own eyes it was never enough.
It hasn’t been enough when women who have beaten me in the likes of Nyako, Mackenzie, the Doc have found their ways into the Hall of Fame, and even women that I have beaten such as Nyako, Keira Fisher, and Violet are in the Hall.
What do I need to do in order to have that honor?!
Why can’t my name be recognized… As the cornerstone of this company considering I competed in two matches of the year I would expect to be a sure lock for that notion.
For all we know just like my friends have been telling me this is all in my head. When I actually retire I might be a first ballot nominee. I might just get into the very thing that I have been seeking but I don’t believe in that. Regardless of me accomplishing everything I have accomplished here I still feel like I have to keep proving myself and that’s part of the reason why I must beat you Roxy.
By beating you I will be the only person in the history of this company to have won three singles titles. It has never been done before, and I will be the very first triple crowner but more importantly than that. It lays the foundation for me to eventually become the very first Grand Slam Champion.
You are about to witness history in the making and you yourself Roxy will be history. You know how irritating it is to hear everybody whine that the #CoolKids run the place?
Even though I know Sam Tolson is one of the main culprits who would rather scream, whine, and cry over losing the belt and immediately asking for a rematch instead of elevating themselves to maybe fighting for something greater.
I rather be a woman and put that whole idea that the #Coolkids are the best by beating one of them. I already have two wins over your kind. It started with Sarah Lacklan who was the Marquee contender and it continued with Crowthrone who is the Breakout Contender.
Instead of bitching and moaning about the Cool Kids I beat you all in the ring where it counts so you must respect me and you will respect me.
By beating you and taking the Chaos Champion away from you. You won’t be important anymore. You will merely be acknowledged as the former champion and I will have done the unthinkable.
I think what makes it even more special is by beating you I will have showed everyone outside of this company that the #Coolkids don’t run shit. I do…
And I am not saying that as a woman who feels they are cocky, but as a woman who can back it up.
You can go back to claiming yourself to be the best LFL Wide Receiver ever. I mean that’s all you will have left right but then again how important is it to be the best player on a bad team?
That’s like you scoring a touchdown and you doing this long drawn out touchdown celebration and yet your team is down by four touchdowns and you only won 1 out of 8 games. How is that a joyous occasion by any means?!
You really don’t make any sense to me Roxy, and at Night of Glory I am going to put you out of your misery. I am going to leave you laying in a pile of your own blood and as much as you might think you are going to prove elsewise it’s just not going to happen.
I am the cornerstone of this company for a reason and at Night of Glory I will continue to showcase why I am the best of the best.
You best bring it bitch because I am gunning for you…
Long Island, New York
Garden City, Parking Lot of Roosevelt Field Mall
It had been thirty minutes since the Pink Ladies had left the Mall’s parking lot. Mackenzie was in the driver’s seat as Violet had sat down next to her in the passenger’s seat. Kate sat in the back and couldn’t help but sob as she looked out of the window. She offered a very long sigh as she wiped the tears out of her eyes.
Kate: Where are you taking me?!
Mackenzie: Just sit back and enjoy the ride… After all you are the one that wants to win the Chaos Championship don’t you?!
Kate: Of course I want to win the title what kind of question is that?!
Kate says as she just shrugs her shoulders as she looks at the rearview mirror. Violet looks at the mirror so she can gaze back at Kate as she smiles back at her.
Violet: Well it’s a very sincere question… If you want to be a champion you are going to have to do things that you necessarily don’t want to do. Mackenzie had too and of course I had to. This is all about Chaos Katie! This is about being chaotic enough where you can step inside of the ring and do things that you necessarily don’t want to do.
Kate: Of course I can handle that! What would even make you think that I couldn’t?! As I told everyone before I have been a multiple time Hardcore Champion so why should this time be any different?! What makes this different?
Mackenzie: Your drive, and your lack of determination!
Violet: I don’t know if this is what you really want Katey… It’s easy to say you want a championship and from the way you were acting earlier you were hurt because we had achieved something that you just didn’t. Don’t get me wrong there’s nothing wrong with what we have accomplished. We both poured our entire all into this business but your biggest mistake is trying to compare yourself to others. Don’t be content with trying to match what others have. You need to position yourself to go well beyond that.
Mackenzie: Exactly and if I can be honest with you Kate if you ask me you won’t beat Roxy Cotton. I don’t care if you are a way better wrestler than she is. You won’t win because you are doing this for the wrong reason.
Kate: I am not doing this for the wrong reason! I just want to….
Kate doesn’t finish her sentence as her eyes move to that of the window. She pauses as she sobs again. Mackenzie looks into the mirror again as she speaks again.
Mackenzie: You just want to obtain what Vi and I have, and that’s a mistake. Don’t you ever try to compare yourself to us. Because you really won’t get anywhere.
Kate: So what am I supposed to do then? Just let everyone pass me by?!
Mackenzie shakes her head as she keeps on driving. The car finally comes to a stop and when it does Mackenzie looks out of the window as she looks back at Kate.
Mackenzie: We are finally here! Does this place look familiar?!
Kate takes a glance out of the window and she looks as if she has seen a ghost. She offers a very long sigh as she looks around before she looks back at Mackenzie and Vi.
Kate: Deer Park train station! Why did you both bring me here?!
Mackenzie and Vi however both get out of the car as they walk to the backdoor and open it for Kate. It isn’t long before Kate steps out of the vehicle and she looks at the train station with a long sigh on her face.
Mackenzie: I think you know why we brought you here Kate… isn’t this where it all began in the first place?!
Violet: This is where you told us that your wrestling career started Katey. Right there on those train tracks.
Kate: That was a long time ago and I rather not think about that day.
Mackenzie: You mean the day that you met your future husband?!
Kate: Don’t remind me!
Mackenzie however shakes her head as she looks deeply into Kate’s eyes.
Mackenzie: No Kate this is something that you need to hear! You are the one that told me that this was the very place where you decided to change your life around. Granted it was Teddy that helped motivate you to do so this is where that thought was birthed!
Mackenzie walks over towards the train tracks as she glares at them as she speaks out loud.
Mackenzie: I believe it was right here where you decided to just end it all. A young 17 year old girl who had given up on life because her sister was a bully, a girl who felt that despite the ways her parents spoiled her with everything she could have ever wanted that they didn’t love her.
Kate: You wouldn’t understand!
Violet: Understand what?! That your sister bullied you one night to the point that you came out here to commit suicide?! That you felt like giving up and couldn’t go on anymore?
Mackenzie: And if it wasn’t for Teddy being here to reach out to you, you might have been dead? Look as grim as that night have been there is one major thought that emerged out here on that night. It’s that you Kate Steel found a reason to kept on living. You pushed yourself to be respected. You developed the dream to not only chase after being a rock star but you would get Samara to respect you.
Violet: Which meant you persevered… You worked hard and you kept going to fight for that one single thing that being the love of your sister, and did wrestling get you that?!
Kate thinks about it as she shakes her head in agreement.
Kate: After two three years of being in the business it eventually did come to me when I had to face Samara one on one, and at that point I was actually strong enough where I was able to prove myself in the ring. I beat her, I retained my title but none of that compared to the joy I had of winning my sister back. That’s what really motivated me.
Mackenzie: Exactly! The point is Kate you need to acknowledge what’s really important here. Sure titles might be awesome, recognition comes and goes but at the end of the day what you were really after was winning the love of your sister. No matter what people said about you, no matter how much they threw your name into the mud or talked you down for being impulsive from jumping to one thing to another. You always stuck it out and fought for that love of your sister. So why should you change things now?
Violet: Granted you and your sister are on okay terms now but your views shouldn’t change. You should still be motivating yourself to fight for the right of being acceptance. Don’t fight because you feel the need to be a champion or a Hall of Famer. All of those will come with the territory of you focusing on your true goal of simply just fighting for respect. The moment you change your values for something else you aren’t going to accomplish anything.
Mackenzie: I love you Kate… Honestly you are the most important thing to me right now. You helped motivate me do the things that I eventually went on to do. When I first came into the business I was just like all of these other cookie cutter girls. I was vile and vain. I insisted on being the Queen Bitch because I thought I ruled the place yet being that never got me anything. So what did I do? One day I decided I was going to fight to get respect…
Kate just listens as she nods her head in agreement.
Mackenzie: I started to win some matches, I finally built a name for myself. I found you as a friend and it was that friendship that helped carry me to eventually gaining a shot at the Marquee Belt. Fighting you was perhaps my toughest challenge ever in the company because the very thing I wanted was held by the woman I respected. Yet I never backed down and I gave you my all because I knew that’s what you would want me to do. I did get past you and after that I was able to take down challenge after challenge. You might think you did something wrong but don’t feel that way. My accomplishment is shared with you. I know you could have asked for a rematch clause but you didn’t because you wanted me to enjoy my run.
Violet: And I can remember how you were always there for me. How you accepted me into the Pink Ladies, and how you took time out of your busy life to be there for me when I was dying with cancer in the hospital. I won’t ever forget that Katey and that’s the reason why you are Lavender’s Godmother. Because you are an amazing friend. I know one of your biggest fears is that you will eventually stab us in the back so you can get what you want.
Mackenzie: But that’s not you Kate… That has never been you. Your biggest issue is that you spend too much time bouncing from one thing to another. You went from AOV to the Red Hots, to the Pink Ladies all the way to the Kentourage and for what exactly? To be accepted?! Kate you are better than that… Now is not the time to get mopey over what you think might get you into a Hall but instead you need to focus on simply doing what got you respect in the first place… Fighting… You fought your heart out to be LAW Champion, you threw yourself at Camacho despite getting your ass kicked over and over again to prove yourself, and that’s the woman that we need to see.
Violet: That’s the woman that needs to come out and as long as you simply be yourself everything else will fall into place, but if you try too hard to force something you will end up with nothing.
Mackenzie: At the end of the day Kate there’s only one thing that you can depend on, and it’s not accomplishments, it’s not some Hall of Fame, people will at some point fail you. But you need to believe in yourself and your own ability. If you always believe in yourself you will never be disappointed despite the outcome. So just do what you need to do for yourself, don’t be focused on anyone else.
Kate thinks about it for a moment as she looks around before looking at her friends.
Kate: Thank you for everything… I needed to hear that… For the past three years I have been doing everything for others and it was here where I realized I couldn’t make everyone happy. I needed to fight for what I believed in. Nothing would come without hard work.
Kate looks around with a grin.
Kate: I know I haven’t been the most stable but everything I have done has made me who I am today, I will be damned if I push myself to going back to that weak girl… If I check in and out of psych wards, and my emotions get the best of me to the point where I feel suicide is the only option…
Violet: And it should never be like that Katey… We love you just don’t compare yourself to others.
Kate: Okay… Thank you both for everything.
Mackenzie: Good… Now you better go out there and win that damn title… You better go on to beat my streak while you are at it… Unless you don’t think you can do it….
Kate looks back at Mackenzie and gives her look.
Kate: Girl please… You know I have the ability to do so!
Mackenzie: Then show me something! Don’t disappoint me… If you really don’t think you have the ability to….
Kate: You are on Mackenzie! But on a serious note thank you both… I don’t know where I would be if I didn’t have friends like the both of you…
Violet: Not in Hall of Fame…
Kate: …
Violet: What it’s a joke Katey!
Mackenzie: Anyway now that our friend has her head on her shoulders why don’t we get some grub… Where to Kate? You used to live in New York surely you know some good places on… Strong Island?!
Violet: Strong Island? What is that nonsense…
Kate: …Oh I do… Seafood it is… I know this one spot by a Marina….
With that the other girls just smile in return and it’s on that image that we fade out on.
Roxy Cotton you do realize it won’t be that long until the both of us are staring face to face with one another. This is your chance to really put yourself out there on the map. Prove that you are among the greatest in the ring of LAW. Prove that you are deserving of being a champion and more importantly than that. This is your moment?
Yet what have you been doing with your time leading up to this match?! You still have your eyes focused on Sam Tolson. You have been riding every single one of her tweets, you have been obsessed with just burying her into the ground and you need to come to the realization that you won’t be facing her by tomorrow.
You are going to be in the ring with me and I am going to destroy you inside of that cage. You really fucked up Roxy by not giving me the proper respect. Up until this show I have done everything I possibly could to have gotten your attention. Sure you struck first and I know others wouldn’t understand what happened when I bashed you with the door. It’s very simple I did what I did to make you see the error of your ways.
You are the one that’s prone to sticking gum in people’s hair to being totally obnoxious and a downright airhead. You really are a blonde bimbo and I wanted you to know that I wasn’t going to be a pushover. There are some who hated my method as I had to stoop to your level but to be honest I wanted you to acknowledge me and yet I still don’t feel like it has registered yet.
Tomorrow we are going to be fighting at a sold out Nassau Coliseum. We are going to be standing toe to toe with one another at the biggest show of the year. A show that I have never lost at and what makes you think you are going to just stop me from having a career defining moment?
What are you going to do that three others couldn’t do before you?
Because from the looks of it you have been more focused on worrying about Sam Tolson, or bleaching your hair, or stuff that has very little impact on the outcome of this match. None of those things even matter and once that bell rings you will be in the ring with Lil Miss Ultraviolence.
For me bleeding is just part of the process if I walk out with a crimson face and I make you feel every single ounce of pain, then I have successfully done my job. But I doubt you get that. I doubt you understand what you have to lose.
Your pride is the one at stake in this and the more you keep talking shit or talking down my girlfriend is the more that you just keep pissing me off. Mackenzie is my girlfriend and right now she is everything to me but the real mistake is you thinking I need to protect her because the reality is she can hold her own. I know we will be locked inside the confines of a cage what might be happening outside of the ring could prove to be a distraction to me.
But we both had agreed that she wants me to focus on solely on you and the championship Roxy. We both know that when push comes to shove we can hold our own and we get like that so we can both be focused on what needs to happen.
You aren’t fit to be a wrestler because the only thing you value is being superficial. As long as you have nice shoes, nice hair, that’s all that really matters and that’s not that important. I rather focus on being the very best on the inside of the ring. I rather focus on fucking your shit up and if you weren’t listening I plan to make you listen.
The reality is I am hungry for this win and for this opportunity Roxy. More than you could possibly ever fathom. I have been wrestling in LAW since day fucking one. Nobody becomes anybody unless they go through me. That includes Nyako, Oni, Amy Jo Smyth, Mackenzie Roberts, and etc…
As a matter of fact every Hall of Famer in this bloody company has been involved in a big Marquee main event match with me.
They all have come to respect me and you will do the same as well. That is if wrestling is really what you want to accomplish. I will admit you beaten Sam Tolson…
Congratulations! Congrats on choking out a woman who has burnt herself out on competing in multiple companies and trying to figure herself on who she is.
I don’t have that problem. Sure I might compete in a lot of places but LAW is my home turf. It’s a company I helped established and your antics are bringing a mockery to the Chaos Division. Your biggest problem is you still can’t get your head out of your own ass. You rather keep on smelling your own shit and living off your one Tolson win.
Who gives a damn when you just lost to Nova…
Who gives a damn when your stock as champion is already falling and because of you being so worried about what Mackenzie is doing and bitching about it over and over again, you have just agreed to be locked in a cage with the likes of me.
Is that what you really want Roxy? Are you absolutely sure that’s the best course of action here?!
IT has been a very long time since I have held any gold in LAW. The last time I held gold was back in January of 2016 to be exact and that seems to be a very long time ago. I have been hungry for an opportunity like this and I am not going to let it pass me by.
So now the stars are lining up perfectly. I couldn’t have asked for a better scenario then to wrestle you on Long Island, the place where I spent many days traveling on a train back and forth from the city to visit my future husband in Teddy Warren. I know I am British by birth but I moved to New York City from England when I was 12 years old. New York has always been a second home to me and there’s certainly no place like home.
I have always embraced the culture of being a New Yorker and more importantly because of my ex husband a true Long Islander. I cheer for the Jets, and the Mets even though the popular opinion would be to roo9t for the more star studded franchises of New York but then again I always envision myself as a fighter just like those franchises.
I like fighting for what I believe in. I like giving my all until the very last breath, and when wins come they are the greatest accomplishment, and with the losses they are lessons to be learned from. The reality is no matter what do I will always keep on fighting and that’s what really has made the legend that is Kate Steele.
Whether you love me or hate me. Whether I am the best friend you admire, or the bitch you think will stab you in the back if there’s one thing that people can say about me. It’s that when I step until the ring whether as a good person or bad they know I don’t hold any punches. I give it my very all and will accept the outcome regardless of what might happen.
I don’t think you could do the same Roxy. It’s okay for you to jump me and go on a tirade how I am stupid, how you put me in a hospital, and how you are the greatest thing ever, and yet I took it. I took it and I sat on it and struck back giving you a taste of your own medicine.
The very moment I do it’s not okay. You are kicking and screaming like a Bitch and I think you are in dire need of a reality check.
If you are thinking this is going to be a walk in the park you better think twice.
I am going for the kill… It’s either a headshot or nothing at all and I just hope you are ready for what’s about to happen Roxy.
I hope you can back up the constant shit that you talk about because if you don’t history will indeed be made. Not only will I remain undefeated at our company’s show but I will be the first ever Triple Crowner, and accomplish the thing I said I was going to do back in year one.
I eventually always accomplish the things I set out to do. This is my company, my ring, and on Sunday I will prove you just don’t belong.
So get ready because I am just about ready to sing that sweet Siren Song which only means one thing. It won’t be long before you find yourself SHIPWRECKED!!!!
See you soon bitch it won’t be much longer I promise…