Post by Nyako on May 23, 2015 21:30:29 GMT -5
Personal Blog 05/23/15 – 7:17pm
Let me tell you a story of a delusional redhead. She goes by Kate Steele but also likes to be called Little Miss Ultraviolent. She her problem is she likes to remember history in a fantasy world. The world where she’s the only one worthy of anything and no one else compares to her. I bet in her mind she thinks she lost her titles because she wanted to and that she can take them back whenever she wants.
I’m going to start of this tale by giving the devil her due. She did defy the odds and become the LAW first World Champion. There is no denying that she beat people who were more likely bigger and stronger than her and came out on top in the end. For that she gets props. But that is also where the props end.
She this little Punk Princess loves to revise history to match her narrative. You know like saying people turned on her so that’s why she kicked them to the curve, or that I was handed the opportunity to fight for the Marquee title. The only thing she got right was the fact I did come up short in trying to get to the World title but I still turned things around and went for the second best title here and busted my ass to get it.
In her mind she probably thinks I begged my way to get a title shot, I threw a tantrum to face Comacho, that I acted like so many of these entitled chicks in LAW who feel they deserve to get things when they haven’t done shit for them. But the sad thing is she would be dead wrong.
Unlike her who bullied her way n to facing Comacho because she felt she deserved a title shot after losing the World Title, I had to go through her little English Muffin of a friend Jessica Drew to get my shot. Not you can claim well Jessica wasn’t at her best then so you know it doesn’t count but the truth of the matter is I beat her and proved that even if I may stumble at one doorway, I make sure to kick the next one in.
Hell I didn’t even expect to be in line for it. As far as I was concerned I blew my shot and was willing to work my way back up to the top for a shot at anything. But the powers that be granted me the chance to redeem myself and I took it.
But I know in the Redheaded Ultraviolent Punk Princess’ world none of that happened. She likes to believe I was given the shot and then had Comacho lay down for me just to lose the title. If she wants to continue to believe then then I guess ignorance is bliss.
But then this tale takes a more disturbing turn to the insane when she feels I am not the champ I claim to be. Funny thing is I’ve backed up my claims time and time again. I didn’t fall flat on my face my first title defense, and when I bet everyone and their mother thought I’d lose to the next great big star and world’s biggest egomaniac in Fujiko Mine I beat those odds too. It’s sad when the champ goes in to a match as the underdog but it makes it so much sweeter when they prove the doubters wrong. The bad thing though the doubters still remain. I guess no one will be happy until I put each and every one of the women in the LAW flat on their back and down for a t3 count for me to get any measure of respect.
But then Then Princess Steele figures everyone should bow down to her and kiss the ground she walks on cause she was the first to hold the World Title in the LAW. I really hate to break it to her though, the only reason she was is because she didn’t have me or my sister to deal with. She wants to talk about how tough she is, well ever since she lost the belt I’ve seen her continue to fall flat on her face. Sure she rises to the top time to time. But you know they say the same thing about shit too. Doesn’t mean it’s worth holding in high praise. Time and time again she falls when getting there yet I continue to prove people wrong and keep succeeding. I don’t see things changing on Sunday.
I don’t want people to get it twisted that Steele is the only one who thinks little of me cause it seems to be a running theme among most in LAW. They view my sister the same way. We are nothing but thugs who crumble when the going gets tough, yet despite how often we prove those views wrong they continue to keep growing stronger and stronger. Unlike Steele who’s had friends having her back despite she showing she can be trusted as much as a fox in a hen house, we seem to only have Yin watching ours who’s another person everyone seems to think little of.
She thinks it gives her carte blanche to do whatever and too whomever she wants without suffering repercussions. She cries foul though when the tables are turned on her but the sad thing about that too is she has most of the people in the LAW buying into her line of injustice BS. She was the one who attacked someone we said we’d watch out for in Miyoko unprovoked but then yells at us for sticking her nose in her business. She tries to interfere in my sister’s title match against Roberts for the world title but gets stone walled in her efforts. So she and her posse of Pink *itches attack my sister backstage the next show and target her already injured leg, but again cries foul when Oni and I try beat the living hell out of her later than night when she rears he ugly head in the locker room to rub salt in the wound. All through this she paints us as the thugs yet she’s been the instigator in each instance. Sure she and Drew beat us in the street fight and for once without any help from the rest of the goon squad, not for a lack of trying though. But she thinks that makes her better to me? You know why I feel Drew is more deserve of the Marquee title Shot than Steele is? It’s because she was the one to pick up the win for her team not Steele. But she lucked out or got unlucky when she won the 4way match to face me for the title.
But don’t you worry guys, this story has a happy ending when I put an end to the redheaded demon and put all of LAW out of its misery when I end the terror that is Kate Steele. Then her revisionist history she seems to hold so dear to will come crashing down around her and she will realize she’s not the hero of this book, but the villain, and just like all villains, she will get hers in the end. She’s not as great as she thinks she is or was or ever will be. She is the toad that will never be kissed; she is the troll that will continue to live under the bridge; she will be the witch that is being buried alive and forgotten.
There is no happy ending here for you Steele. The clock stuck 12 a long time ago; you just need to realize it.
May 16, 2015
Late Night Meal with Syn
Seattle, Washington
Late Night Meal with Syn
Seattle, Washington
Syn sits across from at the table in silence but I know she has a lot she wants to talk to me about. I will admit for the most part she had given me plenty of space since we left for Seattle midweek but the reprieve would last forever as I could see the first cracks in the dam.
“As much as I’ve enjoyed the peace and quiet as of late, I also know all good things must come to an end.” I remark as a cut into my chicken.
She watches me, trying to a get a read on what kind of mood I am in and how to approach me, but to be honest I was kind of numb to everything over the last half of this week. With the appearance of my little brother and my sister going crazy, I had no idea how I felt.
“So this business between you Oni and your brother Senji if I’m not mistaken...”
I nod my head in acknowledgement she’s right.
“Is this something that we need to be concerned about?” She asked cautiously, not wanting to irate me.
I shrugged my shoulders as I played the scene in my apartment again. “As much as I wanted to take Kymiku’s word on what she said about Senji, he never refused any of the accusations and even owned up to them. Did that make him a good person for admitting his shortcomings, no but it also gave him a chance to plead his case in my book. Kymiku though was dead set on me not having any contact with him what so ever.
“Right now I’m more concerned with my match with Kate tomorrow. The family drama can be dealt with afterward.” I say. She can tell I’m lying but for a second looks like she’s just going to let it go but she pushes on the subject instead.
“I can still have Lucas call the match if you aren’t up for it…” She starts but I cut her off quickly.
“Not a chance in hell. I’ve been looking to get my hands on Steele for a while now. Ever since I choked her out backstage months ago, I’ve wanted to end the job I started then. This is my chance to shut her up for good.”
She cocks a brow at me sensing that there is a measure of truth in what I’m saying but also knows there is more to it than that. “I just figured…”
“It’s better if I keep my mind on this. This I have control over. What’s going on between Kymiku, Senji and I is just too complicated to deal with right now. I’m getting pulled in so many direction I’m not even sure which way is up. That along with other complications…” I trail off as I seem to peak her interest.
The last part slipped out by mistake, or at least that’s what I told myself, more than likely I wanted to tell someone what was going on but didn’t have to guts to. Still I wasn’t comfortable with spilling it now, maybe after the match maybe.
“Anyway, at least with Kate I know what I’m doing and who I’m doing it to. Kick the hell out of Kate Steele’s scrawny little ass and shut her big ass mouth permanently.”
“You know I’m the last person to tell you what to do…”
I snort at her remark, not able to keep a straight face and wondering how all she could do is roll her eyes in frustration.
“Since when? You’ve been doing that since I’ve came into LAW. Hell, you are the main person that usually tells me put everything else behind me and concentrate on my match. You’ve done that so often I hear those words in my sleep. Now you’re telling that maybe I should back away from it this time?”
“I’m looking out for your best interest. I hear what you’re saying and believe me, I do think you are focused on this match tomorrow but I don’t want anything to you know distract you during the match. What if you’re brother came to watch you fight? Would you be able to concentrate with him there?”
The thought truly hadn’t crossed my mind. I’ve been thinking about everything else on the subject, but it never occurred to me that Senji would come to see me in battle. Part of me wanted to impress him, to show him what his big sister has been up to, but part of me was also scared I may fall in his eyes if I came up short. Would I want him to witness that?
“It doesn’t matter.” I said shaking the thought out of my head. I took a drink of my water trying to buy sometime. “Whether he’s there or not the game plan is the same.” I sad once again, this time trying to convince myself that it was true but failing in doing the job.
Syn sighed as she saw my mind racing. “I didn’t mean to put you in this position my dear. But part of being ready is being able to anticipate everything that might have an effect on you. I’ve seen you training your ass off for Steele. I’ve even seen you prep for the chance that Steel and here group may try to turn the odds in her favor. But this new wrinkle...”
Now it was time for me to sigh as I wiped my mouth and my appetite disappeared. I left half my dinner on my plate and had no interest in the rest. “This is a colossal clusterfuck Syn.” Suddenly my walls started to crash down on me. “FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD! ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD!” I blurted out.
Most of the patrons in the restaurant turned their attention in our direction to see what the commotion was about. A waiter came by to see if everything was alright as Syn waved him off, telling him she had everything under control.
The tears started streaming from my face as I let out a small wail of grief. “For years I thought he was dead. I blamed myself for it happening. I thought If I had been there for him, he would still be alive. I thought I failed him.” I wiped at my face but the tears kept coming. “You do not know how many nights I have laid in bed with nightmares of what happened to him. Whatever the worst thing you can imagine happening I beat I dreamt it time and time again.”
Syn scooted around the table to try to comfort me and it did help a little but it wasn’t enough as I continued to let everything poor out.
“Oni could have told me the truth. She could have been straight with me from the start. But from day 1 she strung me along. Well I finally thought I cornered her with telling me what happened she lied to me and said he was dead. Even now when she came back into my life here in LAW she looked me dead in the eye and told me again he was dead. Didn’t even flinch or give any indication she was lying. I believed her too. Here I thought she was trying to turn over a new leaf and trying to be the sisters we never were and still she was playing games with me still. I’ve stood by her side, I spoke up for her, I believed her when everyone else said she was lying cause she had me fooled in thinking she was a different person.”
“I don’t think it was an act my dear I think…”
I pulled away from Syn, and looked at her with anger in my blood shot eyes. “Don’t you dare try to defend her!” I snap, “From the start you told me I needed to watch my back around her and yet I fell for it all. And it’s not like she’s been honest with me that whole time either, I’ve had to pull the truth out of her time and time again and I don’t even know if that stuff was the truth.”
I wiped my face and shook my head. “You know what. No I’m not letting her poison me towards my bother. She’s always been jealous of the relationship we’ve had and tried her damnedest to just end it. It ends now. I don’t give a damn if she wants me to see him or not, I’m a grown woman and will do what I want. He’s been trying to find me for the longest and she’s kept me and him apart for too long. As far as I’m concerned she’s less of a sibling than she says Senji is. At least he told me about what he’s done. She’s done nothing but…”
I excuse myself from the table. Syn tries to leave with me but I stop her and tell her I need to be left alone. I can see the worry in her face as it seems this is not what she expects from the evening but it is what she got.
I’ve grown tired of trying to appease everyone and be everything everybody wants. tried being the sister to a person I thought loved me but has deceived me from jump. I’ve had to fight for respect from those that I should care less about giving it to me. It was about time I did things my way and starting tomorrow everyone in the LAW would see what that was.