Post by Kimberly Williams on Nov 14, 2015 13:59:22 GMT -5
There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
(There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.
That is the Jedi Code in it’s entirely and I will be honest this match with Oni is something that I had my mind set on. Last year’s Queen of the Ring was my last appearance in the company. I fell quick in the very first round of the tournament losing to the likes of Nyako, and I thought my world was shattered. I left LAW in hopes to achieve something else.
I just didn’t know what that something else was but I studied and mastered the art of the Jedi ways. How to embrace things such as peace. How to understand knowledge, how to accept serenity, harmony, and how to rely on the force through everything else. That newfound ways about my life led me far in this wrestling company.
Not only was I able to come back to this company and defeat the likes of some very game competition who at one point defeated me in my time of being here but I was able to rewrite the wrong of my performance in last year’s Queen of the Ring as I not only did much better than I did in the year prior but I managed to win the entire thing and that’s something that brings a smile to my face.
I was more than happy to just journey my way towards Oni Kymiku and give her the match of her life. It just seems that in my time away from this company Oni has truly became that of the demon that she tried to tell everyone that she wasn’t anymore.
She’s worse than even the mightiest of all Sith Lords because there’s no remorse for Oni. She’s just a crazed filled obsessed woman who just wants to keep her grip and lock on the World Championship.
Honestly that much doesn’t bother me… At the end of the day when you compete in this business isn’t that what it’s all about? The drive to be the best, to be better than everyone else and chase after that World Championship?
That what it means to be in the main event and I wouldn’t expect anything different, but everyone should have saw the writing on the wall when it came to Oni. This change in her demeanour had been building since she was in the vacant World Championship tourney when she tried to take advantage of Kate Steele.
Now I am by no means the biggest fan of Steele as she was acting like a whiny little brat during those days but this change had been building up within Oni… Unless it really wasn’t a change. Maybe the person that she is today is the person that she always was, and it just kept on building itself up waiting for the mere moment to emerge from deep within her body.
So now we have this demon that has over taken her. A woman who mocks Fujiko by kicking her out of the ring after she beats her. The same demon who had put Nicky Silver on the shelf all of those years ago.
You want a fight Oni? You really wish to have a fight?
Whatever harm you wished to inflicted on me by all means I didn’t even care. I was ready for it. I know it comes with the territory of stepping in the ring with the likes of you, but what I wasn’t ready for was the low you would stoop to the moment you got little Hannah involved.
That was even too much for me, and it’s a scene that kept playing in my mind over and over again. You held that sweet little girl close to that title covered in barbed wire and I want to know why?
Why did you have to bring Hannah into this?
She represents sweet innocence and you tained that… How could you Oni?
How could you bring yourself to put her at risk? If this was about the damn death match that got vetoed anyway by all means you could have asked and I wouldn’t have been one to back down from the challenge but instead you had to get her involved.
I know the past couple of weeks you have been wondering what’s been going on with me as I have barely said anything in return in regards to this match. After all you would think that a woman so fired up would be more than willing to rip you apart but that’s the thing.
I broke the Jedi Code… I broke everything that I stand for…
I became passionate, and I instead of using knowledge and gaining an understanding of this entire situation. I became emotional and I accepted your demands, and that’s what destroys me on the inside more than anything else.
Perhaps I am not cut out for any of this… Perhaps this is my way to leave the order and focus on other things in life.
I became ignorant, I became emotional, I became passionate, and I let the chaos follow. I broke every damn part of the Jedi code and you could say it left me broken. All that is left is for you to finish the job and considering the way my life has been going.
With trying to deal with Hannah, and even my best friend Jasmine… I just can’t be that superhero that I envisioned myself at becoming…
Maybe I am not cut out for any of this….
Oct 4th
The Day That Changed My Life
Backstage I didn’t even know what to say as Hannah clutched onto her mother’s legs. I could only sigh in return as her father stared endless daggers into my eyes. It was as if he was going to read me the riot act and in all honesty I was ready to accept it all. After all in their eyes I did fail them and more importantly I failed Hannah.
“You have some nerve… How could you let that demon get anywhere near our baby girl like that. We were fine with her seeing the backstage area, with her meeting some of her favorite wrestlers, but what were you thinking when you let her step into the ring with you? That was just a stupid decision on your part…”
He definitely let me have it and I could only nod my head in agreement as I offered a long drawn out sigh in return.
“I know and I am sorry… How was I supposed to know that Oni was going to do what she did out there?! How was I supposed to stop everything that happened? It went so fast and…”
The mother snapped back as she held her crying daughter close to her. She looked right into my eyes as she seemed disgusted having to respond back to me.
“You should have known better. That woman has been going crazy for the past couple of weeks and you just threw more fire into the fan by trying to use our daughter in some twisted way to get back to Oni. Did you not pay attention to what that woman has done in the confines of a wrestling company? She paralyzed a woman! I think that should be draw a caution light to keep her far away from my baby girl….”
I slowly nod my head in agreement as I take it all in. What business do I really have to argue back with the likes of them? After all every point that they have made are indeed valid. It was my fault, and I need to take full responsibility for all of it.
“Look I am sorry for everything. Is there something that I can do for you all. Show a way of saying sorry? Oni was taken away in handcuffs and I am pretty sure she is going to spend the night in a holding cell thinking over everything that she did tonight….”
That’s all I could muster to say in response. Yeah I know it sounded a bit weak but what else was I supposed to say to Hannah’s angry parents. Hannah’s parents however continued to stare daggers back into me as her father looked directly in my eyes.
“You think a holding cell is going to be enough? We plan to sue Oni for what she did to our daughter. We plan to sue you for letting it happen, and more importantly we plan to sue LAW for condoning the actions of two of their wrestlers to put our daughter at risk. That’s not how a business should be ran, and if I have my way. Oni being stripped of her championship will be the least of her worries…”
I could only nod my head in agreement as there was nothing I could say to defend myself. After all if I was in their shoes I would be feeling the same exact way as they do. However as the two just kept hammering into me something caused them to stop. It was the voice of the little girl that was hugging them tightly. It was in the form of Hannah who slowly turned her attention back to her parents before looking back at me.
“Please don’t be mad at Jenny… She did the best she could, and there’s no reason to do anything! I really love LAW and I don’t want them or Jenny to be mad at me…”
“Hannah” I called out as I looked back into the eyes of the little girl.
“I could never be mad at you, and don’t think that just because your parents are upset at me, and honestly they have every right to be upset that I would let that affect our relationship. You are my biggest fan Hannah and that means nothing but the world to me. As long as you keep believing in me I swear on everything that I will keep fighting for you as long as I am apart of this company…”
Hannah smiles more than ever as she looks back at her parents then back at me. “Mommy, daddy… What I would want more than anything else is for Jenny to beat Oni at her own game. I know Oni is a mean face jerk but Jenny’s the best! As long as Lady Dream believes in herself than nothing can stop her. She just needs to dream again and focus on kicking Oni’s butt and bring that title right back to where it belongs....”
I am taken back as the little girl breaks away from her parents and she finds her way over to me. She doesn’t hesitate as she squeezes the dear life out of me. She hugs me as tightly as she possibly can, before she slowly looks back at her parents.
“Please give her a chance!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE!!!!”
They nod their head as they look back at me.
“Fine… We won’t take any action but Jenny better do what you expect out of her because if she doesn’t… Well we may have to become fans of another promotion and have to talk to you about who you should root for as a favorite wrestler… We still won’t look past you letting our little girl in the ring to begin with…”
They gave me the look as Hannah kept her arms locked tightly around me. I just couldn’t let her… I couldn’t…. She put way too much into me for me to fail her now. Despite whether I wanted too or not as long as Hannah believed in me. How could I possibly fail?
It seems to me like our matches has shifted around in many different forms hasn’t it Oni? It has gone from a Death match, to a ladder match, and finally here we are with a Lumber Jill match. I think it’s the possible solution for this match between the both of us because it serves the same exact purpose as your deathmatch, and it’s this match that really isn’t dictated by what you want. It’s not dictated by what I want but at the end of the day it’s what all of the people want.
They want to see you and I fighting for the right to be the LAW World Champion and everything is on the line in this match. Pride, honor, and most importantly the gold that sits around your waist.
For you there’s a lot in stake in this match isn’t it because if for some reason if you could manage to get past me you would have done something that only Kate Steele had done when she was the LAW World Champion, and that’s make it past the first title defense. No other World Champion has managed to do that before.
Not the Doc, not Evie, Not Fujiko… Hell even YOU of all people couldn’t do it during your first run as champion so what makes you think you are going to turn around and do it now all of a sudden?
I will be honest I do have my doubts in fighting you. Part of me wanted to see Crystal Hilton in my place. After all I love my little sister in law. She taught me everything there is to know about this business and she had her heart set on redeeming herself. On making the jump back into the main event and perhaps holding what you have around your waist but that clearly just wasn’t meant to be. No what we are getting instead is you and I facing off for the title and I plan to give you every single bit of a fight.
You are a disgrace to the World Championship and I will be the hero that everyone wants me to be. How dare you disfigure and destroy the prestige of the championship by wrapping it in barbed wire? That is just disrespectful to the champions before you, and it’s disrespectful to everyone who walks through those doors wanting a crack at that championship.
It’s supposed to be held with dignity and honor. Not thrown around like it’s a trophy of some sort. Not thrown around in face of everyone else.
I was very afraid of this fight. I am not going to lie but a little girl has nothing but the utmost faith in me that I am going to come to Night of Glory and beat the living hell out of you. It goes against everything I believe in to take things so personal. To let things such as hatred, and passion consume me but for the sake of one single night. You won’t be stepping in the ring with the loveable Jedi. The friendly gamer girl who likes to have fun with the fans.
Oh no you are going to be stepping in the ring with Lady Dream. A woman who knows what it takes to get to the top. A woman who has been at the top before. Wrestling is in my blood Oni and I don’t think you understand that.
My brother and I are both wrestlers. Both of us had ascended to the top of the world on numerous occasions but it doesn’t stop there. It even ascends past Todd and I over to my cousins, and over there in ALCW you got to see Melody starting to get involved in the whole wrestling thing.
You want to know why we love wrestling so much? Because for the Williams family it was what we were bred to do. I know at first glance I might seem eccentric and happy go lucky but truth be told I wasn’t always like that.
I don’t know your background and honestly I really couldn’t care about it but I was birthed into a criminal syndicate. My father was one of the biggest drug lords in all of New York City. He controlled Manhattan. When I was growing up things seeing and hearing things such as gunfire was all just common place for me. There wasn’t a day that went by that I went to sleep without fearing that somebody would try to break into my house to take out my father, my brother, and I.
It was just all part of what we had to deal with growing up, and although my brother and I have tried desperately to make Willcorp into a strong positive note. Moving it far away from the vision that my father had for it. It doesn’t change the things I have seen in my lifetime. You putting your hands on that little girl was not only an attack on that little girl and her family.
But it’s as if you were attacking one of my very own and that’s something that I damn sure won’t tolerate. Not by anyone you included. You might be the baddest chick on the block but come Night of Glory that won’t help you because the numbers game is going to overwhelm you.
Surrounding the ring will be all different types of women, and although I know there are a few who said they would be there to help you out. I know there are a lot more who absolutely dislike you for the way you are treating this business.
The A Listers
The Pink Ladies
Anyone you ever offended are taking a stand to make sure that this is one fight you can’t run away from. And it’s one I won’t let you get away from so easily.
It’s just going to be you and I in the middle of that ring, and I swear on everything that at every cost you will not be walking out as the LAW Champion.
Night of Glory will be my night… I didn’t go through an entire tournament just to drop the ball now. My dreams will indeed become a reality but for you I wouldn’t look at me as being Lady Dream. I will start counting my days because when I get in the ring with you. I will be your living nightmare come to life.
And I will be the one you would have least expected to take the belt away. I am confident, I am focused, and the time for hiding is over with. The only thing on my mind right now is you, and I promise I will do whatever it takes to bring you down a peg or two.
I want you to meet a friend, it’s called humility, and it’s a friend you are going to get to know very well. Hannah sweetie I want you right there at ringside because this match at Night of Glory is for.
It’s time to bring the World Championship around the waist of a woman of the people. A woman people can get behind.
Lady Dream dreams again, and Oni’s dream of being on top comes to an end.
Night, night, and sweet dreams courtesy of yours truly… Jennifer Williams…
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
(There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.
That is the Jedi Code in it’s entirely and I will be honest this match with Oni is something that I had my mind set on. Last year’s Queen of the Ring was my last appearance in the company. I fell quick in the very first round of the tournament losing to the likes of Nyako, and I thought my world was shattered. I left LAW in hopes to achieve something else.
I just didn’t know what that something else was but I studied and mastered the art of the Jedi ways. How to embrace things such as peace. How to understand knowledge, how to accept serenity, harmony, and how to rely on the force through everything else. That newfound ways about my life led me far in this wrestling company.
Not only was I able to come back to this company and defeat the likes of some very game competition who at one point defeated me in my time of being here but I was able to rewrite the wrong of my performance in last year’s Queen of the Ring as I not only did much better than I did in the year prior but I managed to win the entire thing and that’s something that brings a smile to my face.
I was more than happy to just journey my way towards Oni Kymiku and give her the match of her life. It just seems that in my time away from this company Oni has truly became that of the demon that she tried to tell everyone that she wasn’t anymore.
She’s worse than even the mightiest of all Sith Lords because there’s no remorse for Oni. She’s just a crazed filled obsessed woman who just wants to keep her grip and lock on the World Championship.
Honestly that much doesn’t bother me… At the end of the day when you compete in this business isn’t that what it’s all about? The drive to be the best, to be better than everyone else and chase after that World Championship?
That what it means to be in the main event and I wouldn’t expect anything different, but everyone should have saw the writing on the wall when it came to Oni. This change in her demeanour had been building since she was in the vacant World Championship tourney when she tried to take advantage of Kate Steele.
Now I am by no means the biggest fan of Steele as she was acting like a whiny little brat during those days but this change had been building up within Oni… Unless it really wasn’t a change. Maybe the person that she is today is the person that she always was, and it just kept on building itself up waiting for the mere moment to emerge from deep within her body.
So now we have this demon that has over taken her. A woman who mocks Fujiko by kicking her out of the ring after she beats her. The same demon who had put Nicky Silver on the shelf all of those years ago.
You want a fight Oni? You really wish to have a fight?
Whatever harm you wished to inflicted on me by all means I didn’t even care. I was ready for it. I know it comes with the territory of stepping in the ring with the likes of you, but what I wasn’t ready for was the low you would stoop to the moment you got little Hannah involved.
That was even too much for me, and it’s a scene that kept playing in my mind over and over again. You held that sweet little girl close to that title covered in barbed wire and I want to know why?
Why did you have to bring Hannah into this?
She represents sweet innocence and you tained that… How could you Oni?
How could you bring yourself to put her at risk? If this was about the damn death match that got vetoed anyway by all means you could have asked and I wouldn’t have been one to back down from the challenge but instead you had to get her involved.
I know the past couple of weeks you have been wondering what’s been going on with me as I have barely said anything in return in regards to this match. After all you would think that a woman so fired up would be more than willing to rip you apart but that’s the thing.
I broke the Jedi Code… I broke everything that I stand for…
I became passionate, and I instead of using knowledge and gaining an understanding of this entire situation. I became emotional and I accepted your demands, and that’s what destroys me on the inside more than anything else.
Perhaps I am not cut out for any of this… Perhaps this is my way to leave the order and focus on other things in life.
I became ignorant, I became emotional, I became passionate, and I let the chaos follow. I broke every damn part of the Jedi code and you could say it left me broken. All that is left is for you to finish the job and considering the way my life has been going.
With trying to deal with Hannah, and even my best friend Jasmine… I just can’t be that superhero that I envisioned myself at becoming…
Maybe I am not cut out for any of this….
Oct 4th
The Day That Changed My Life
Backstage I didn’t even know what to say as Hannah clutched onto her mother’s legs. I could only sigh in return as her father stared endless daggers into my eyes. It was as if he was going to read me the riot act and in all honesty I was ready to accept it all. After all in their eyes I did fail them and more importantly I failed Hannah.
“You have some nerve… How could you let that demon get anywhere near our baby girl like that. We were fine with her seeing the backstage area, with her meeting some of her favorite wrestlers, but what were you thinking when you let her step into the ring with you? That was just a stupid decision on your part…”
He definitely let me have it and I could only nod my head in agreement as I offered a long drawn out sigh in return.
“I know and I am sorry… How was I supposed to know that Oni was going to do what she did out there?! How was I supposed to stop everything that happened? It went so fast and…”
The mother snapped back as she held her crying daughter close to her. She looked right into my eyes as she seemed disgusted having to respond back to me.
“You should have known better. That woman has been going crazy for the past couple of weeks and you just threw more fire into the fan by trying to use our daughter in some twisted way to get back to Oni. Did you not pay attention to what that woman has done in the confines of a wrestling company? She paralyzed a woman! I think that should be draw a caution light to keep her far away from my baby girl….”
I slowly nod my head in agreement as I take it all in. What business do I really have to argue back with the likes of them? After all every point that they have made are indeed valid. It was my fault, and I need to take full responsibility for all of it.
“Look I am sorry for everything. Is there something that I can do for you all. Show a way of saying sorry? Oni was taken away in handcuffs and I am pretty sure she is going to spend the night in a holding cell thinking over everything that she did tonight….”
That’s all I could muster to say in response. Yeah I know it sounded a bit weak but what else was I supposed to say to Hannah’s angry parents. Hannah’s parents however continued to stare daggers back into me as her father looked directly in my eyes.
“You think a holding cell is going to be enough? We plan to sue Oni for what she did to our daughter. We plan to sue you for letting it happen, and more importantly we plan to sue LAW for condoning the actions of two of their wrestlers to put our daughter at risk. That’s not how a business should be ran, and if I have my way. Oni being stripped of her championship will be the least of her worries…”
I could only nod my head in agreement as there was nothing I could say to defend myself. After all if I was in their shoes I would be feeling the same exact way as they do. However as the two just kept hammering into me something caused them to stop. It was the voice of the little girl that was hugging them tightly. It was in the form of Hannah who slowly turned her attention back to her parents before looking back at me.
“Please don’t be mad at Jenny… She did the best she could, and there’s no reason to do anything! I really love LAW and I don’t want them or Jenny to be mad at me…”
“Hannah” I called out as I looked back into the eyes of the little girl.
“I could never be mad at you, and don’t think that just because your parents are upset at me, and honestly they have every right to be upset that I would let that affect our relationship. You are my biggest fan Hannah and that means nothing but the world to me. As long as you keep believing in me I swear on everything that I will keep fighting for you as long as I am apart of this company…”
Hannah smiles more than ever as she looks back at her parents then back at me. “Mommy, daddy… What I would want more than anything else is for Jenny to beat Oni at her own game. I know Oni is a mean face jerk but Jenny’s the best! As long as Lady Dream believes in herself than nothing can stop her. She just needs to dream again and focus on kicking Oni’s butt and bring that title right back to where it belongs....”
I am taken back as the little girl breaks away from her parents and she finds her way over to me. She doesn’t hesitate as she squeezes the dear life out of me. She hugs me as tightly as she possibly can, before she slowly looks back at her parents.
“Please give her a chance!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE!!!!”
They nod their head as they look back at me.
“Fine… We won’t take any action but Jenny better do what you expect out of her because if she doesn’t… Well we may have to become fans of another promotion and have to talk to you about who you should root for as a favorite wrestler… We still won’t look past you letting our little girl in the ring to begin with…”
They gave me the look as Hannah kept her arms locked tightly around me. I just couldn’t let her… I couldn’t…. She put way too much into me for me to fail her now. Despite whether I wanted too or not as long as Hannah believed in me. How could I possibly fail?
It seems to me like our matches has shifted around in many different forms hasn’t it Oni? It has gone from a Death match, to a ladder match, and finally here we are with a Lumber Jill match. I think it’s the possible solution for this match between the both of us because it serves the same exact purpose as your deathmatch, and it’s this match that really isn’t dictated by what you want. It’s not dictated by what I want but at the end of the day it’s what all of the people want.
They want to see you and I fighting for the right to be the LAW World Champion and everything is on the line in this match. Pride, honor, and most importantly the gold that sits around your waist.
For you there’s a lot in stake in this match isn’t it because if for some reason if you could manage to get past me you would have done something that only Kate Steele had done when she was the LAW World Champion, and that’s make it past the first title defense. No other World Champion has managed to do that before.
Not the Doc, not Evie, Not Fujiko… Hell even YOU of all people couldn’t do it during your first run as champion so what makes you think you are going to turn around and do it now all of a sudden?
I will be honest I do have my doubts in fighting you. Part of me wanted to see Crystal Hilton in my place. After all I love my little sister in law. She taught me everything there is to know about this business and she had her heart set on redeeming herself. On making the jump back into the main event and perhaps holding what you have around your waist but that clearly just wasn’t meant to be. No what we are getting instead is you and I facing off for the title and I plan to give you every single bit of a fight.
You are a disgrace to the World Championship and I will be the hero that everyone wants me to be. How dare you disfigure and destroy the prestige of the championship by wrapping it in barbed wire? That is just disrespectful to the champions before you, and it’s disrespectful to everyone who walks through those doors wanting a crack at that championship.
It’s supposed to be held with dignity and honor. Not thrown around like it’s a trophy of some sort. Not thrown around in face of everyone else.
I was very afraid of this fight. I am not going to lie but a little girl has nothing but the utmost faith in me that I am going to come to Night of Glory and beat the living hell out of you. It goes against everything I believe in to take things so personal. To let things such as hatred, and passion consume me but for the sake of one single night. You won’t be stepping in the ring with the loveable Jedi. The friendly gamer girl who likes to have fun with the fans.
Oh no you are going to be stepping in the ring with Lady Dream. A woman who knows what it takes to get to the top. A woman who has been at the top before. Wrestling is in my blood Oni and I don’t think you understand that.
My brother and I are both wrestlers. Both of us had ascended to the top of the world on numerous occasions but it doesn’t stop there. It even ascends past Todd and I over to my cousins, and over there in ALCW you got to see Melody starting to get involved in the whole wrestling thing.
You want to know why we love wrestling so much? Because for the Williams family it was what we were bred to do. I know at first glance I might seem eccentric and happy go lucky but truth be told I wasn’t always like that.
I don’t know your background and honestly I really couldn’t care about it but I was birthed into a criminal syndicate. My father was one of the biggest drug lords in all of New York City. He controlled Manhattan. When I was growing up things seeing and hearing things such as gunfire was all just common place for me. There wasn’t a day that went by that I went to sleep without fearing that somebody would try to break into my house to take out my father, my brother, and I.
It was just all part of what we had to deal with growing up, and although my brother and I have tried desperately to make Willcorp into a strong positive note. Moving it far away from the vision that my father had for it. It doesn’t change the things I have seen in my lifetime. You putting your hands on that little girl was not only an attack on that little girl and her family.
But it’s as if you were attacking one of my very own and that’s something that I damn sure won’t tolerate. Not by anyone you included. You might be the baddest chick on the block but come Night of Glory that won’t help you because the numbers game is going to overwhelm you.
Surrounding the ring will be all different types of women, and although I know there are a few who said they would be there to help you out. I know there are a lot more who absolutely dislike you for the way you are treating this business.
The A Listers
The Pink Ladies
Anyone you ever offended are taking a stand to make sure that this is one fight you can’t run away from. And it’s one I won’t let you get away from so easily.
It’s just going to be you and I in the middle of that ring, and I swear on everything that at every cost you will not be walking out as the LAW Champion.
Night of Glory will be my night… I didn’t go through an entire tournament just to drop the ball now. My dreams will indeed become a reality but for you I wouldn’t look at me as being Lady Dream. I will start counting my days because when I get in the ring with you. I will be your living nightmare come to life.
And I will be the one you would have least expected to take the belt away. I am confident, I am focused, and the time for hiding is over with. The only thing on my mind right now is you, and I promise I will do whatever it takes to bring you down a peg or two.
I want you to meet a friend, it’s called humility, and it’s a friend you are going to get to know very well. Hannah sweetie I want you right there at ringside because this match at Night of Glory is for.
It’s time to bring the World Championship around the waist of a woman of the people. A woman people can get behind.
Lady Dream dreams again, and Oni’s dream of being on top comes to an end.
Night, night, and sweet dreams courtesy of yours truly… Jennifer Williams…