Post by Gabriella Camacho on Nov 14, 2015 23:55:49 GMT -5
From Gabby’s blog:
I beat Miss Fox, albeit my heart wasn’t in it. But for the better part of two weeks, I have been just, coasting, but I wasn’t trying to. I was simply trying to avoid conflict, but it seems that some people, just live for it, and can’t leave me the fuck alone.
Todd, Kate, Oni, and Crystal. They just will not stop, will not leave me be. I don’t do anything, and yet, I get dragged into nonsense. It’s why I try to stay away from social media, to avoid Todd constantly attacking me and not letting me breathe he’s so obsessed. So much so now, that he’s challenging me to a match. Why, I don’t know. Maybe it’s because he figures it’s the only way he can actually get a win over me in anything. He obviously has no clue what the fuck he’s talking about when he insults me. It’s just dumb at this point. I would just love to beat his ass, and shut him up for good. But then again, countless times he has “waved the white flag” but then come back only days later, trying to troll me, trying to get on my good side, whatever he thinks he’s doing, but at the same time, he fails at that too.
His wife is no better. She just learned not to trash talk me directly, and uses her husband to fight her battles. It’s why not one person buys this bullshit of her being a changed person. But whatever.
And then there’s Oni. Jesus she’s still talking shit and still putting a foot in the grave time and time again. She ran her mouth, and now it’s unfair that she’s going to be in a lumberjill match, and now, everyone who she has tried to insult, injure and everything under the sun, is now a lumberjill. It’s making her nervous, now Jenny Williams has the edge, but at the same time, Oni better not roll to my side of the ring looking for anything but a punch in the fucking face, but that’s what she’s going to get. She can fucking bank on that.
But then, we come to the main attraction, Crystal Hilton. Bet it’s been a while since she heard anything like that. Main attraction, and Crystal Hilton in the same sentence. Probably since like… 2010 or some shit. But since the world has long since passed her by, and she still thinks she’s important, I suppose I should just humor her at this point. The simple fact that Crystal asked me for this “rubber match” is just a sign of desperation. Crystal does nothing but try to get in good with people more important than she is. She turns at the drop of a hat, trying to be something she’s not. One week, she’s a pompous, annoying movie star, and then next she’s a fucking jedi, or she’s trying to get married, or trying to cozy up to Taryn Willow, and the shit just goes on, and on, and on. It’s just a sad, sad thing. She just wants people to remember at one point she was good. She’s literally one fucking step from selling 8x10 photos on herself at some bingo hall for $5. I mean, when’s the last time anyone was excited for a Crystal Hilton match? 3, 5, 10 years ago? It would be one thing if she was to be respected by people, If she could actually stick to something, but she doesn’t. She’s lost interest in this match too, aside from trying to team with Todd and Kate to make some kind of stupid point. Which, like Todd and Crystal, she failed at.
She’s failed time and time again to even keep my interest. She’s talking about getting married, having a bachelorette party and all that, not focused on this match. Because she has the attention span on a puppy. She just loves the attention and to jump into shit that doesn’t concern her at all, just to be in the conversation. That’s all. She just wants people to tag her in things, and keep her name out there, when the fact is, no one cares about Crystal Hilton anymore, because of that kind of shit. I mean, I’m actually surprised Crystal remembered she actually beat me once. But then again, her wins are so far in between, that she obviously needed this. Otherwise, what would she have? Aside from getting married, which is a beautiful thing, what does Crystal have going for her? Nothing. Not a god damn thing.
And yet, she’s acting like she’s hot shit still. Why? Because it’s how Crystal is. Despite her being a complete and utter joke at this point, clinging on her any semblance of relevance she can find. It’s high time to just end this shit once and for all. But then again, like Todd and Kate, Crystal will just crawl back out from the woodwork, even after I beat the shit out of her. There’s really no way around it. But at least, for a little while Crystal Hilton will be nothing more than a name that I beat, AGAIN to prove that I am better than she is.
The honest truth is, I didn’t at first, care about this match, because it’s what Crystal wanted, and now Crystal has put her big girl panties on trying to act like she really plans on coming through and making this her big comeback party. Like she’s fucking Dianna Ross or some shit. No FUCK THAT. She’s going to get her ass beat, and that’s all there is to it. I’m going to beat her ass again, and move on. Because at this point, Oni, is a bigger problem to me, than Crystal Hilton. Crystal is a fly on my shirt. She’s the one puffing up her chest like she’s some kind of new thing. Like she’s a new car with a new engine and all that. But in the reality of the situation, she’s still the same shitty ford with a shitty new paintjob, trying to cover up the rust marks. She’s just going to fail again, and go through some other transformation to re-invent herself to be something she’s not.
I can’t wait to see that too. It’s going to be so hilarious to see what kind of shit she comes up with after she changes it up again. There’s a big difference between re-invention, and just trying too hard to change your stripes. Crystal has yet to learn that difference. She wants to be like so many people, it’s sad. Mainly because being herself, just isn’t good enough anymore.
And she’ll find that out first hand at Night of Glory II.
She’s just not good enough to beat me anymore.
It was Veterans Day. For some reason, this day always kind of bugged me. Because it really was a day for everyone to simply get there “thank you” and move along. I wore military shirts all the time and yet, it never seems to cross people’s minds until this day hits, and then, when it’s over, they forget. And a lot of them don’t even really mean it. They say it to feel like they have done their good deed for the day. Like they did this obligatory thing that temporarily makes them feel like they played the role. I’m not saying that I expect every day that someone thanks me, or anything like that. But to me, saying it when you don’t mean it is just as bad.
Allie had this bright idea to actually go to Applebee’s and get their free meal for Veterans Day. I was so not wanting to do this, as I just, don’t agree with it. I always feel like I’m stealing on this day. It just feels like… weird. I don’t know. Allie was all kinds of excited, saying I “earned” this and I needed it. I never ever felt like that, and the food is… well it’s small. It’s like, here’s a free steak, and yet, it’s so tiny, and not even worth it. I said I always felt guilty, because part of me thinks, I don’t need a free meal, but at the same time, I want a meal, not a snack. So Allie had to talk me into it in the first place.
“We could just go to BK and call it good.” I complained.
“And ruin this day? You can eat for free!” She just wasn’t going to let this go. There wasn’t going to be any stopping her. She was never going to let us just get some food from a regular place.
“Ugh. Fine.” I finally gave in. We had to go to Applebee’s, we had to get that tiny steak.
We finally got our seat after a few minutes and sat down. I showed my military ID and we got our choice of food. I took the steak, and Allie ordered her food, and some beer for both of us. We took a second to take in everything, sitting in a little silence before Allie broke it.
“Thinking about your match?”
“Not really. Crystal is old news.”
“Why does she want another match after you beat her?”
“Because.” I sighed. “She wants to prove she’s not over the hill or whatever. It’s just silly at this point. Plus, like a year ago, she beat me. So, it’s this big rubber match.
“So, it’s 1-1… winner take all. I don’t see why you’re not hyped up about it.”
“Because it’s Crystal. I don’t really feel like it’s a big match for me, I feel like it’s a big match for her. All the pressure is on her. She’s the one who has to win, not me.”
Our drinks arrived and Allie sipped her beer and smirked at me.
“So what happens after that?”
I shrugged.
“I guess I have to deal with Oni, or Kate and Todd, since they just refuse to leave me alone. Oni is priority though, she actually has a championship.”
“Trying to be world champion? Holy shit Gabby, that is a big deal.”
“I guess. I’m just trying to be good again.”
Allie continued to drink on her beer in front of me. I finally drank some of mine.
“You know, you should slow down Allie, no one is going to take it away from you.”
“Yeah, yeah.” She said, waving me off. “I am fine.”
“I’ll bet.” I said, with a smirk as I took another drink.
“No, but seriously Gabby, why not just go for it. Put this Crystal chick down, and make a push for the world title. I mean, that’s what you want, right?
“Yeah. It is. To be world champion is a goal of mine. Just to be at the top. It would be great. But first is Crystal. But I haven’t forgotten about Oni. She’s on my list.”
“That’s the Gabby we all know and love.”
We shared a smile as the food arrived and we started to eat. Maybe Allie was right. I just needed to focus on just beating Crystal. It’s been nothing but a struggle, but that is mostly my fault. I have been taking it easy, and not focused on what I need to focus on. I was coasting. And I needed to stop doing that. Crystal was going to get my very best. Oni had set the table, but Crystal wanted to take her seat on it. But that shit wasn’t going to happen. No, Night of Glory was going to be my night. Not Crystal’s. Not going to waste this chance. I couldn’t. Not now. I had been on a roll, and having someone like Crystal stop it, would just be stupid.
No holding back now. It was time to finish this stupid mess with Crystal Hilton, and make my mark as a legitimate title contender. It was going to be the last thing I took from Crystal Hilton, and I was going to prove just how much I was than her. That was the goal, and now it was time to just finish what shouldn’t have even been a thing to start with.
First food, then it was time to get to work.
I beat Miss Fox, albeit my heart wasn’t in it. But for the better part of two weeks, I have been just, coasting, but I wasn’t trying to. I was simply trying to avoid conflict, but it seems that some people, just live for it, and can’t leave me the fuck alone.
Todd, Kate, Oni, and Crystal. They just will not stop, will not leave me be. I don’t do anything, and yet, I get dragged into nonsense. It’s why I try to stay away from social media, to avoid Todd constantly attacking me and not letting me breathe he’s so obsessed. So much so now, that he’s challenging me to a match. Why, I don’t know. Maybe it’s because he figures it’s the only way he can actually get a win over me in anything. He obviously has no clue what the fuck he’s talking about when he insults me. It’s just dumb at this point. I would just love to beat his ass, and shut him up for good. But then again, countless times he has “waved the white flag” but then come back only days later, trying to troll me, trying to get on my good side, whatever he thinks he’s doing, but at the same time, he fails at that too.
His wife is no better. She just learned not to trash talk me directly, and uses her husband to fight her battles. It’s why not one person buys this bullshit of her being a changed person. But whatever.
And then there’s Oni. Jesus she’s still talking shit and still putting a foot in the grave time and time again. She ran her mouth, and now it’s unfair that she’s going to be in a lumberjill match, and now, everyone who she has tried to insult, injure and everything under the sun, is now a lumberjill. It’s making her nervous, now Jenny Williams has the edge, but at the same time, Oni better not roll to my side of the ring looking for anything but a punch in the fucking face, but that’s what she’s going to get. She can fucking bank on that.
But then, we come to the main attraction, Crystal Hilton. Bet it’s been a while since she heard anything like that. Main attraction, and Crystal Hilton in the same sentence. Probably since like… 2010 or some shit. But since the world has long since passed her by, and she still thinks she’s important, I suppose I should just humor her at this point. The simple fact that Crystal asked me for this “rubber match” is just a sign of desperation. Crystal does nothing but try to get in good with people more important than she is. She turns at the drop of a hat, trying to be something she’s not. One week, she’s a pompous, annoying movie star, and then next she’s a fucking jedi, or she’s trying to get married, or trying to cozy up to Taryn Willow, and the shit just goes on, and on, and on. It’s just a sad, sad thing. She just wants people to remember at one point she was good. She’s literally one fucking step from selling 8x10 photos on herself at some bingo hall for $5. I mean, when’s the last time anyone was excited for a Crystal Hilton match? 3, 5, 10 years ago? It would be one thing if she was to be respected by people, If she could actually stick to something, but she doesn’t. She’s lost interest in this match too, aside from trying to team with Todd and Kate to make some kind of stupid point. Which, like Todd and Crystal, she failed at.
She’s failed time and time again to even keep my interest. She’s talking about getting married, having a bachelorette party and all that, not focused on this match. Because she has the attention span on a puppy. She just loves the attention and to jump into shit that doesn’t concern her at all, just to be in the conversation. That’s all. She just wants people to tag her in things, and keep her name out there, when the fact is, no one cares about Crystal Hilton anymore, because of that kind of shit. I mean, I’m actually surprised Crystal remembered she actually beat me once. But then again, her wins are so far in between, that she obviously needed this. Otherwise, what would she have? Aside from getting married, which is a beautiful thing, what does Crystal have going for her? Nothing. Not a god damn thing.
And yet, she’s acting like she’s hot shit still. Why? Because it’s how Crystal is. Despite her being a complete and utter joke at this point, clinging on her any semblance of relevance she can find. It’s high time to just end this shit once and for all. But then again, like Todd and Kate, Crystal will just crawl back out from the woodwork, even after I beat the shit out of her. There’s really no way around it. But at least, for a little while Crystal Hilton will be nothing more than a name that I beat, AGAIN to prove that I am better than she is.
The honest truth is, I didn’t at first, care about this match, because it’s what Crystal wanted, and now Crystal has put her big girl panties on trying to act like she really plans on coming through and making this her big comeback party. Like she’s fucking Dianna Ross or some shit. No FUCK THAT. She’s going to get her ass beat, and that’s all there is to it. I’m going to beat her ass again, and move on. Because at this point, Oni, is a bigger problem to me, than Crystal Hilton. Crystal is a fly on my shirt. She’s the one puffing up her chest like she’s some kind of new thing. Like she’s a new car with a new engine and all that. But in the reality of the situation, she’s still the same shitty ford with a shitty new paintjob, trying to cover up the rust marks. She’s just going to fail again, and go through some other transformation to re-invent herself to be something she’s not.
I can’t wait to see that too. It’s going to be so hilarious to see what kind of shit she comes up with after she changes it up again. There’s a big difference between re-invention, and just trying too hard to change your stripes. Crystal has yet to learn that difference. She wants to be like so many people, it’s sad. Mainly because being herself, just isn’t good enough anymore.
And she’ll find that out first hand at Night of Glory II.
She’s just not good enough to beat me anymore.
It was Veterans Day. For some reason, this day always kind of bugged me. Because it really was a day for everyone to simply get there “thank you” and move along. I wore military shirts all the time and yet, it never seems to cross people’s minds until this day hits, and then, when it’s over, they forget. And a lot of them don’t even really mean it. They say it to feel like they have done their good deed for the day. Like they did this obligatory thing that temporarily makes them feel like they played the role. I’m not saying that I expect every day that someone thanks me, or anything like that. But to me, saying it when you don’t mean it is just as bad.
Allie had this bright idea to actually go to Applebee’s and get their free meal for Veterans Day. I was so not wanting to do this, as I just, don’t agree with it. I always feel like I’m stealing on this day. It just feels like… weird. I don’t know. Allie was all kinds of excited, saying I “earned” this and I needed it. I never ever felt like that, and the food is… well it’s small. It’s like, here’s a free steak, and yet, it’s so tiny, and not even worth it. I said I always felt guilty, because part of me thinks, I don’t need a free meal, but at the same time, I want a meal, not a snack. So Allie had to talk me into it in the first place.
“We could just go to BK and call it good.” I complained.
“And ruin this day? You can eat for free!” She just wasn’t going to let this go. There wasn’t going to be any stopping her. She was never going to let us just get some food from a regular place.
“Ugh. Fine.” I finally gave in. We had to go to Applebee’s, we had to get that tiny steak.
We finally got our seat after a few minutes and sat down. I showed my military ID and we got our choice of food. I took the steak, and Allie ordered her food, and some beer for both of us. We took a second to take in everything, sitting in a little silence before Allie broke it.
“Thinking about your match?”
“Not really. Crystal is old news.”
“Why does she want another match after you beat her?”
“Because.” I sighed. “She wants to prove she’s not over the hill or whatever. It’s just silly at this point. Plus, like a year ago, she beat me. So, it’s this big rubber match.
“So, it’s 1-1… winner take all. I don’t see why you’re not hyped up about it.”
“Because it’s Crystal. I don’t really feel like it’s a big match for me, I feel like it’s a big match for her. All the pressure is on her. She’s the one who has to win, not me.”
Our drinks arrived and Allie sipped her beer and smirked at me.
“So what happens after that?”
I shrugged.
“I guess I have to deal with Oni, or Kate and Todd, since they just refuse to leave me alone. Oni is priority though, she actually has a championship.”
“Trying to be world champion? Holy shit Gabby, that is a big deal.”
“I guess. I’m just trying to be good again.”
Allie continued to drink on her beer in front of me. I finally drank some of mine.
“You know, you should slow down Allie, no one is going to take it away from you.”
“Yeah, yeah.” She said, waving me off. “I am fine.”
“I’ll bet.” I said, with a smirk as I took another drink.
“No, but seriously Gabby, why not just go for it. Put this Crystal chick down, and make a push for the world title. I mean, that’s what you want, right?
“Yeah. It is. To be world champion is a goal of mine. Just to be at the top. It would be great. But first is Crystal. But I haven’t forgotten about Oni. She’s on my list.”
“That’s the Gabby we all know and love.”
We shared a smile as the food arrived and we started to eat. Maybe Allie was right. I just needed to focus on just beating Crystal. It’s been nothing but a struggle, but that is mostly my fault. I have been taking it easy, and not focused on what I need to focus on. I was coasting. And I needed to stop doing that. Crystal was going to get my very best. Oni had set the table, but Crystal wanted to take her seat on it. But that shit wasn’t going to happen. No, Night of Glory was going to be my night. Not Crystal’s. Not going to waste this chance. I couldn’t. Not now. I had been on a roll, and having someone like Crystal stop it, would just be stupid.
No holding back now. It was time to finish this stupid mess with Crystal Hilton, and make my mark as a legitimate title contender. It was going to be the last thing I took from Crystal Hilton, and I was going to prove just how much I was than her. That was the goal, and now it was time to just finish what shouldn’t have even been a thing to start with.
First food, then it was time to get to work.