Post by Mackenzie Roberts on Nov 19, 2015 17:39:14 GMT -5
Marianne Drew: KenzieKenz don’t you think it’s time to let up a little bit?
Mackenzie Roberts was in the ring at the gym. She drug Marianne to the gym again but also she wanted to come so it really wasn’t dragging but Mackenzie thought it was. As Mari spoke to her she had hit the ropes a couple times sweat pouring over her whole body. She had gone to the gym every day the past few weeks. She needed to be ready she needed to be on the top of her game. She stopped hitting the ropes and looked at Marianne. The look on her face was a little bit of an annoyed look as she hung on the ropes with her back against them.
Mackenzie Roberts: Mari, you know I need this.
Mari nodded her head and slowly got on the apron of the ring and slowly entered between the second and first ropes.
Marianne Drew: I know you do Kenz but doing all of this in ring work isn’t that healthy for you.
Mackenzie Roberts: Not that healthy!
The roar of Mackenzies voice backs Marianne down a little bit. A look of somewhat fear and shock come across her face. Mackenzie quickly realizes what she said and stopped.
Mackenzie Roberts: I’m sorry Mari. You just know how I get when a huge match is right around the corner. I need this, I need to work, I need to become better. I need to win.
Marianne Drew: Why do you need this so badly?
Marianne started to walk towards Mackenzie who is now slouched in the corner taking deep breaths and grabbing a water that was on the apron.
Mackenzie Roberts: Mari, you know how long I have been here in LAW. It is time for me to show people how good I am. I know you might not get it as you weren’t in competition long. This stuff fuel me Mari, getting in that ring and hearing the fans roar or boo help me. I was so close at beating Kate Steel for that title but I wasn’t strong enough to make her tap out in time when Skye Sparks came and messed everything up. If I was a little bit stronger and little bit faster I would have been able to win and I’d have that title by now. It’s frustrating Mari that is all, I just want to work harder and be better.
Marianne Drew: I understand all of that Kenz but you know what? I will always be proud of you no matter what you do. You don’t need a title to be my favorite wrestler. You don’t need a title to make me smile when I look at you. All you need to do is be your best. That is all I ask for and all I want.
A smile crossed the face of Mari as he looked at her fiancé. Mackenzie nodded her head as she slowly started to get up from her crouched position.
Mackenzie Roberts: That means a lot Mari it really does.
She walked up to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
Mackenzie Roberts: But for me that isn’t enough. I mean I know you will be proud of me no matter what and all of that but I want to be proud of myself. To do that I need to win this match I need to have that title around my waist. I’ve worked so hard for this and if I fall short yet again I don’t know what I’ll do. It hurts and I know I’ve said that before but I want to be someone that LAW talks about. That is why I have been working so hard lately, I want to be proud of myself like I said and to do that I need to win anything less than that it’ll be a failure.
Marianne Drew: No, it won’t be a failure. Maybe to you it will be. But for me it won’t be. I just can’t wait for to get in that ring and wrestle. Just be careful okay? I just don’t want you to burn out.
Mackenzie Roberts: I won’t.
She kissed her fiancé as she tested the ropes and started to hit them again. Marianne smiles as she steps out of the way and out of the ring. She turned around and walked backwards watching her do what she loved. She nodded her head and walked outside and waited. She knew it would be awhile for Mackenzie to get out of the ring but he knew it would be worth it even if Mackenzie didn’t think it would be. She would always be proud of her no matter what even if Mackenzie didn’t realize it.
Mackenzie Roberts: What do I need to do to be better?
Mackenzie Roberts sat outside on some rocks. She had hiked a little trail that was behind her apartment. She thought maybe getting some fresh air would help her refocus and everything. Also this was part of her shutting people out as she always did when a big match was about to happen. Even Mari, and she hated that but it was something that she always did and would probably always do.
Mackenzie Roberts: Maybe this is vain but I might as well say it. When I got here in LAW I thought by now I would already have titles. I would be one of the bet wrestlers here, but that hasn’t happened I haven’t been able to win a title and maybe I’m one of the best in this company but I haven’t been able to prove it. History hasn’t been kind to me in LAW. Everyone knows what has happened when I have a big match. I fail. There is no two ways about it and I know I have at here and said the same thing time after time. This will be the time when I cash in, this will be the time when I break the glass ceiling and show everyone that the potential that I had is now reality.
When Kate Steele and I faced in that ring for her Marquee Title a few weeks ago I was on the verge of winning. Everyone saw that and everyone knows that as the truth. But someone had to come in and change the ways of that match because she wanted to be the one that took the title from her. Skye Sparks at that moment became someone that I wanted to destroy. I had that chance when I faced her and I beat her and then I was put into this match although I probably should have been in it in the first place but whatever I will take it. But because of what Skye Sparks did I have to go through her as well to get what should already be mine. But again I will take it because I can crash through that ceiling in a few days.
She smiled a little bit as she clasped her hands together and kept on speaking.
Mackenzie Roberts: One thing about Kate Steele that I respect is that after the match her and I had she vouched for me. She wrote and spoke about how I should be in this match as well. She realized that when I stepped in that ring that I was nothing to mess with. She saw me at my best and could see that her title was about to be gone. She could have been like a lot of people in this business when they realize that things might not be going their way they weasel their way out of things. But for Kate she saw that I mean business and she wanted to give me another shot. She saw the passion in my eyes and she wanted me to be able to keep going for my goal. That is why it kind of hurts that I might have to pin her to win the title.
Now I know Kate when the big matches happen she steps up her game. Why else would she have been the first LAW Champion. That shows when she has a big match she steps up and puts everything aside and becomes a different person. I know what she is going to bring to that ring she will bring her A game she will prove why she is the Marquee Champion. She will not lose that title without a fight, and I would be naïve if I sat here and said that she would hand the title to me or Skye. When he lobbied for me when she sat there and said I deserved the title and everything that lit a fire underneath me, it made me see that if I kept working hard sooner or later everything would come together. She knew she had the radish and she said that when she lobbied for me, although she had said she had never tapped out and never will or something like that. But that is something that I might change when we step into that ring together again I might make her or Skye tap, either way it’ll be fun. Another thing that she caught me on was how my attitude has changed.
She might be right my attitude outside of the ring might have changed. But deep down I’m still the same person and Kate needs to realize that. Maybe, I don’t make fun of people like I once did, maybe I have calmed down a little but to be honest when I get in that ring I still am the same person that I have always been. I will claw I will scratch and heck I might even bite to get what I want. Kate needs to look at me and see that when I get in that ring I’m someone that you don’t mess with. She was on her stomach having her back stretched out as I dug deeper and deeper making her scream in pain when I faced her last time. Maybe he was being nice when she mentioned my name about being in this match but that could also be the biggest mistake she has ever made in her career. Time will tell but don’t be shocked if it is.
She moves her head back and forth cracking her neck as she looked back at the camera and smiled.
Mackenzie Roberts: Now as for Skye Sparks. Skye like I have said before made a huge mistake when she cost me the chance to win that Marquee Title. It is her fault that I’m in this match, it is her fault that I am able to punch her in the face again. Last time we faced Skye talked about how I didn’t deserve the shot. That when she attacked me it made me mad and I wanted to do everything in my life to beat the living hell out of her and how she was happy because she was in my head. But I have to ask her how did that work when we fought and I beat her? I guess getting in my head like she thought she did didn’t work.
Now I can admit that she might have been in my head a little bit. When someone like that is in my head though it makes me work harder like you have seen. It makes me stop at nothing to beat them and make them realize that messing with me was the biggest mistake that they could ever make. Skye, might have gotten this title shot first but it just isn’t her in this match. I’m here as well and I will stop at nothing to make sure that she doesn’t win the title. If I lost and Kate kept the title I might be a little mad but I wouldn’t care that much. But if someone like Skye won the title I would never forgive myself. I know I’ve said that I won’t forgive myself if I don’t win either way but it would be harder if Skye won.
Skye can sit there and talk about how I haven’t been able to accomplish anything here in LAW and that is fine. She can talk about how when the big matches happen I can’t win and I just become a shell of myself. But can’t the same thing be said about her?
Skye is going to try and get in the heads of both Kate and I. She threw away both friendships she had with us but she is happy about it. Thinking that by pissing us off is the best thing that she could do, staking her claim that she should have the title by attacking us and making us look bad or whatever. All she has done is fueled me to make sure that as long as I am in LAW she can never touch a title. She has made it my goal to shut her up and I cannot wait to step in that ring again and beat her again. But she is my head and is better than me. Alright cute.
She smiles as she gets up from the rock and looks at the trail.
Mackenzie Roberts: This is my chance to become someone to become a champion and I will not let it slip through my hands. Not this time. I’ve worked hard for this and I just cannot allow it to happen. Skye, and Kate better be ready I know I am. I’m climbing to the top.
She turns around and winks and blows a kiss to the camera as she continues her walk.
“Well here is my shot everyone.
I know don’t laugh and don’t say you are just going to blow it anyway Mackenzie Roberts. I get the doubts I really do. I just want to make them go away I want to make everyone proud of me. I want Mari to watch me walk into the house with a title on my shoulder. I want to be able to hold the title high above my head after I win the match and have the fans cheer or boo or whatever they want to do to me.
I just want a shot at glory and I know I have it but this time I want to capitalize on it. I want to be the winner and to do that I have to be at the top of my game and that is why I have been working hard.
I suppose that is why I am writing this now. To say sorry. To everyone that I have kind of closed myself off of from. Mari, my dad, and my other friends (not that I have many, I kind of blew that up when I was a bitch, although I still am but I’m getting better!) Anyways, people need to hear or see that I have apologized or at least tried to, but after this match I hope it’s different, not because I have a title but because I will be out there more and I will try and get to know people more not just close them off. Either way this is yet another shot for me but this time I’m taking it. I’m breaking that glass ceiling I can feel it!!!
~Mackenzie”