Post by Crystal Hilton on Feb 15, 2016 17:30:26 GMT -5
The Makings Of A Movie Star
Feeling: Pissed Off
Blog Entry #1
Hey there to all of my little starlets out there. I have received all of your letters of concern. All of your emails and I just want to say thank you for being so concerned about the wellbeing of yours truly. Truth be told I am feeling pissed off. Not at any of you but on that of how my wrestling career has been going as of lately. It just seems like I can’t win a match if my life depended on it. Everywhere I turn it just seems like I am dropping match after match and I don’t know what happened since that last Pay Per View against Camacho but it seems like something is changing within me.
Perhaps the writing is written all over the walls and I have been just too blind to pay attention to any of it, but maybe I am becoming the Kobe Bryant of all of LAW. That in my prime I was the best of the best. The cream of the crop, and I couldn’t be touched by anyone. I was in fact the best that the wrestling world had to offer and you could say I was the face for all of women’s wrestling, but lately it seems like I have fallen so far from grace.
People are lashing at me over and over again telling me that I am washed up and I don’t have it anymore. Every time I hear shit like this it just drives me to the brink of insanity because I am only 28 years old. How in the hell can someone get so washed up in a matter of months? But I guess that’s just the nature of the beast. Then you have people like Camacho and Serai who want to shit on every single thing I do. It’s like I can’t even move a single fucking inch without one of them telling me that it was luck or that I need to give it up.
Seriously what the fuck?
I can’t be that bad can I?
It really can’t be that possible?
But I guess the facts of what has been going on lately must further justify everything they have been saying about me. I haven’t won a match since Night of Glory 2 in November. That’s three months of going without a win. Three months on being on the losing end over and over again. The only thing that can make me feel better is stealing the Marquee title but even that doesn’t seem to be a thing anymore since Mackenzie has my number so what’s to come of this woman known to everyone as Crystal Millar?
My daughter Brittany has decided to become a wrestler and as I look over the confines of Twitter it just seems her overall popularity is growing and mine has become a thing of the best. Perhaps I am the Kobe Bryant of women’s wrestling. I have a name that is remembered but it’s not one that goes hand and hand with the present anymore.
Perhaps everyone is just waiting for me to announce my retirement so that I can have a Swan Song. Maybe just maybe I can have a Peyton Manning moment and ride off into the sunset on top. There seems to be a lot of things I can do from here but I want to talk about the thing that is on my mind. And it isn’t the likes of Jenny Tuck, Camacho, or Serai trying to diss me everyday on Twitter.
I don’t want to cover not being able to get over the Keira hump and I am at the point where I really am starting to hate that bitch… GO TO HELL KEIRA!!!!!!!!
But let’s talk about my so called friends Taryn Willow & Nicky Silver. After losing a few matches they just want to come down on me like I am not worthy of being the leader of EMF. Like maybe we should just go ahead and change the order of the guard, and it might be time for someone else to take the reigns.
SERIOUSLY?!
I made the both of you… Taryn if it wasn’t for me where would you be right now? Yeah you might have been Future Star of the year but you would have been without direction. Without a purpose. Nicky without me you are nothing. Remember it was ME who you returned to wrestling after being paralyzed to win tag team gold. It was you who gave you a chance to shine, and it was YOU who decided to drive the knife in my back.
But if that’s the way my friends want to act by all means go ahead.
I AM EVERY MAN’S FANTASY!
I AM THE WOMAN FILLING THE SEATS!
And whether you want to love me or hate me it doesn’t even matter. I am fine with doing bad all by myself and at Rising Stars through hell or high water I will infact become the Marquee Champion!
The show goes on…
Los Angeles, California
Rose Productions
Getting This Movie In Order
Crystal Millar was sitting down in an executive chair in her studio’s office. In front of her was none other than the eccentric afro wielding man in Teddy Steele. Teddy smiled as he looked deeply into the eyes of Crystal grinning widely at him.
“Crystal thank you so much for casting me to be apart of this movie. I assure you I won’t be a disappointment I am sure I can play the role of that overgrown meathead…”
Crystal smiled in return as she looked back at him.
“Don’t worry about it… The stupider you act the better. Just remember you have to act like a black man that has no sense. I need you to really get into the mindset of being in that role. Maleek back then really didn’t change much. Pretty much the lowliest of all pigs. He was known for telling girls that he would tear that ass up among other things.. Plus he had a thing for trying to show off his muscles like he had something to work with it…”
Teddy smiles wider than ever as he nods his head more passionately.
“Suns out GUNS out... “
Teddy tries to flex his muscles as he begins to kiss his biceps. Crystal can’t help but laugh in return as she looks deeply into his eyes.
“Nigga please… Now let’s do get all crazy. Just because you are playing Maleek doesn’t mean you actually have a body like him. Just work on that attitude, and we can go from there… Sound good right?”
Teddy nods his head as he shakes his head passionately.
“Sounds like a plan but come on Crystal we been cool for a while now. You sure you can’t get my wife involved in this movie. Kate always wanted to be in a movie…”
“Look the only part I could have seen her playing was Chastity or Serena, and that asshole Maleek casted Taryn as Chastity before I even had a chance to give a say. Let’s just stick to having you in the movie. Kate would be absolutely awful. Is there any other questions about this movie?”
Teddy smiles again.
“Well I do have one… This thing with Maleek and you. You stabbed Nicky in the back am I correct. Like you took her boyfriend and made him your own…”
“Teddy alcohol made me do a lot of crazy shit back in the day… I am not necessarily proud that I stabbed a friend in the back and…”
“No I am not questioning about your character… Well just your character in this movie… Is there any chance there’s going to be a sex scene between me and….”
“NIGGA get your ass out of my office. My daughter isn’t DOING any sex scenes. No… That shit ain’t happening. Not now, and not ever. This is about the Nicky Silver not mine. These kind of movies are for hasbeens who don’t mean shit anymore so we need to live their stories out in a movie…”
Teddy smiles but not before the actual Nicky begins to burst through the door. She doesn’t even bother knocking as she storms her way over to where Crystal and Teddy are standing.
“So if that’s the case when is the movie about you coming out Crystal? I would love to see what obnoxious piece of crap they get to cast as you…”
Crystal smiles back at Nicky before she looks at Teddy.
“Teddy sweetie… Mind giving me and Nicky some privacy… I didn’t expect a fat jealous Bitch to just burst into my office…”
“No problem… What up SUPER CHUNK… When you gonna holla?”
Teddy grins walking away as he turns his attention back over to Crystal smiling whispering how he did. Crystal just ignores him as he takes his leave, and closes the door behind him. Crystal stares daggers into Nicky.
“Last time I checked when doors were closed it’s common courtesy to knock on the door before entering…”
“And last time I CHECKED I thought friends weren’t supposed to stab one another in the back. Why did you just sell my life story to CTN. I told you I trusted YOU with something sacred such as my story, and you give it away…”
Crystal smiles evilly.
“Now, now… At the end of the day it’s all about getting paid is it not? It’s all about receiving the big payout and I am simply doing what’s necessary to ensure that. I know you have your issues with Kenzi being in this movie but she’s going to sell out the box offices. She’s gonna bring the revenue in and as much as I loathe Maleek. That man knows how to work publicity. So just be a good little Bitch. Back the fuck up and let yours truly go to work…”
“It’s just like you to stab someone in the back Crystal! I thought you were my best friend!”
Crystal rolls her eyes as she looks back at Nicky.
“Excuse me? I know you didn’t think that considering Zelda and I are pretty tight… Plus me and Ana are very close… You were never that high on my depth chart to be honest… “
“Right… So once again Crystal stabs me again. She takes my boyfriend, and sells my life away…”
“Nicky shut up… You are the one who TURNED on me after we won the LAW Tag Titles, and of course you and Taryn want to jump on me like I am not worthy of being the leader of a stable I created… You know what get out of my office. When it comes to this movie I own it! I own you! And your rights were signed away the moment you put your name on that dotted line and gave me control… Get out of my office unless you want me to call security…”
Nicky just waves it off as she begins to storm out of the office.
“You really have changed for the worst Crystal… You really have… Hopefully you can see it before you drive everyone away….”
Nicky finally takes her leave, leaving Crystal alone in her office.
You know it never ceases to amaze me how many people actually think that your’s truly is washed up. Seriously now wherever I turn people want to come at me with the same shit and that’s all anyone tends to have on me, or they feel the need that all I do is live in the past.
I am the glue that keeps all of LAW together and I don’t understand why nobody can’t see that, but enough about me because in a few weeks I actually have a match at Rising Stars. I have a match with the likes of Mackenzie Roberts and I can’t wait to actually get my hands on her.
How’s it going Mackenzie how do you enjoy finally being a champion at last in this company? IT only took you what like 5 tries to get to this point? As a wrestler you seem to have the ability and I guess I should give credit where credit is due. You went out there to that ring, and you defeated your best friend in a two out of three falls match to finally bring the Marquee Championship around your waist, and it was such a great night for you.
After the match you had everyone on Twitter steadily kissing your ass. Friend and foe alike. People like Kenzi, Oni, Jenn Drew were just waiting to tell you how great you were in that match and that you finally conquered the very thing that you are after but in reality it must suck knowing that you worked so hard just to get the second title in this company only for the likes of your best friend Kate to stand before the whole world and tell everyone she has been named the number one contender for the World Championship.
Hell I know it absolutely sucks knowing that I just beat on Camacho at the last Pay Per View and she’s going on to challenge for the World Championship while I get named as the number one contender for the Marquee Championship. That in itself is a bunch of bullshit but it is what it is. I don’t know where you get this motion that you are better than me.
Can’t you see that you are outnumbered and you have no chance of walking out of Rising Stars as a champion? It took you finally growing a backbone to strike me behind my back, and make me tap out on top of the ramp just for you to actually get the title weeks after you actually won it.
It took you stooping down to my level just to get anything out of you, and when the only thing that you have to say when it comes to me is that you will win, and you will indeed beat me. Yes… You may have gotten some cheap roll up victory over me in the last few weeks, and you were involved in a match in which Keira then by that means yes you will win.
But while you are out there flapping your gums let’s just speak the honest truth and you beat me in a one on one match like two years ago. During the Christmas of 2014 right after I was feeling the effects of Nicky turning on me and since that time I defeated you in a submission match. I made you tap out for all of the world to see, and thus made you my Bitch.
People are quick to say that the strength of EMF may be in Jeopardy but if you have been paying attention to the facts as long as Zelda and I are a tightly knitted duo EMF will never be in Jeopardy. I have a husband watching me from the outside of the ring.
I have a problem solver in Undine who will be doing anything in her power to make sure that I come out ahead. That’s three reasons why you don’t stand any sort of chance at beating me.
You can ask Kate to back you up. You can even ask Wendy but at the end of the day you will still be outnumbered. When push comes to shove nothing will stop me from claiming that Marquee Championship as my own. It’s been a title I been after since I lost the chance to win it at the very first PPV it was defended at, and I am not going to have some generic Bitch just tell me she’s going to win.
When I already have made her Bitch ass tap out for all the world to see.
After I beat you everyone can shut up about whether I still have it or not. Nobody will be able to question anything about me ever again because I WILL BE A CHAMPION….
YOU HEAR ME A CHAMPION!!!! And you will be nothing!
So how is it going to feel to go home to Marianne Mackenzie empty handed?
Is she going to have to come on Twitter and try to boost your confidence again? Or are you going to throw a tantrum at your little friends because you are miffed that you lost in your first defense?
Whatever the case it doesn’t matter… This is my road to redemption. My road to being relevancy and after I am done with you Mackenzie you will be nothing more than an afterthought.
You might have been the best person to ever step part in the Pink Pussy mafia but my group is on the rise and this year I have been the most targeted woman on the entire roster. Just imagine what is going to happen when I actually become the champion at your expense?
It’s only going to do wonders for me…
LIGHTS
CAMERA
ACTION
It looks like it’s showtime hun are you ready to see how this movie is going to play out?
Spoiler alert I will give you how it ends…
The SILVER SCREEN QUEEN reigning over all…
Welcome to my Queendom. It’s time to take the throne for myself, and destroy a false monarch. The Queen Bitch becomes a memory while my star continues to be on the rise. See you out there…
I am the glue that keeps all of LAW together and I don’t understand why nobody can’t see that, but enough about me because in a few weeks I actually have a match at Rising Stars. I have a match with the likes of Mackenzie Roberts and I can’t wait to actually get my hands on her.
How’s it going Mackenzie how do you enjoy finally being a champion at last in this company? IT only took you what like 5 tries to get to this point? As a wrestler you seem to have the ability and I guess I should give credit where credit is due. You went out there to that ring, and you defeated your best friend in a two out of three falls match to finally bring the Marquee Championship around your waist, and it was such a great night for you.
After the match you had everyone on Twitter steadily kissing your ass. Friend and foe alike. People like Kenzi, Oni, Jenn Drew were just waiting to tell you how great you were in that match and that you finally conquered the very thing that you are after but in reality it must suck knowing that you worked so hard just to get the second title in this company only for the likes of your best friend Kate to stand before the whole world and tell everyone she has been named the number one contender for the World Championship.
Hell I know it absolutely sucks knowing that I just beat on Camacho at the last Pay Per View and she’s going on to challenge for the World Championship while I get named as the number one contender for the Marquee Championship. That in itself is a bunch of bullshit but it is what it is. I don’t know where you get this motion that you are better than me.
Can’t you see that you are outnumbered and you have no chance of walking out of Rising Stars as a champion? It took you finally growing a backbone to strike me behind my back, and make me tap out on top of the ramp just for you to actually get the title weeks after you actually won it.
It took you stooping down to my level just to get anything out of you, and when the only thing that you have to say when it comes to me is that you will win, and you will indeed beat me. Yes… You may have gotten some cheap roll up victory over me in the last few weeks, and you were involved in a match in which Keira then by that means yes you will win.
But while you are out there flapping your gums let’s just speak the honest truth and you beat me in a one on one match like two years ago. During the Christmas of 2014 right after I was feeling the effects of Nicky turning on me and since that time I defeated you in a submission match. I made you tap out for all of the world to see, and thus made you my Bitch.
People are quick to say that the strength of EMF may be in Jeopardy but if you have been paying attention to the facts as long as Zelda and I are a tightly knitted duo EMF will never be in Jeopardy. I have a husband watching me from the outside of the ring.
I have a problem solver in Undine who will be doing anything in her power to make sure that I come out ahead. That’s three reasons why you don’t stand any sort of chance at beating me.
You can ask Kate to back you up. You can even ask Wendy but at the end of the day you will still be outnumbered. When push comes to shove nothing will stop me from claiming that Marquee Championship as my own. It’s been a title I been after since I lost the chance to win it at the very first PPV it was defended at, and I am not going to have some generic Bitch just tell me she’s going to win.
When I already have made her Bitch ass tap out for all the world to see.
After I beat you everyone can shut up about whether I still have it or not. Nobody will be able to question anything about me ever again because I WILL BE A CHAMPION….
YOU HEAR ME A CHAMPION!!!! And you will be nothing!
So how is it going to feel to go home to Marianne Mackenzie empty handed?
Is she going to have to come on Twitter and try to boost your confidence again? Or are you going to throw a tantrum at your little friends because you are miffed that you lost in your first defense?
Whatever the case it doesn’t matter… This is my road to redemption. My road to being relevancy and after I am done with you Mackenzie you will be nothing more than an afterthought.
You might have been the best person to ever step part in the Pink Pussy mafia but my group is on the rise and this year I have been the most targeted woman on the entire roster. Just imagine what is going to happen when I actually become the champion at your expense?
It’s only going to do wonders for me…
LIGHTS
CAMERA
ACTION
It looks like it’s showtime hun are you ready to see how this movie is going to play out?
Spoiler alert I will give you how it ends…
The SILVER SCREEN QUEEN reigning over all…
Welcome to my Queendom. It’s time to take the throne for myself, and destroy a false monarch. The Queen Bitch becomes a memory while my star continues to be on the rise. See you out there…