Post by Mackenzie Roberts on Feb 19, 2016 19:40:08 GMT -5
Mackenzie Roberts: I’m sick of sitting here week in and week out and saying how this is the biggest match of my career.
Mackenzie Roberts is sitting outside of her apartment in Los Angeles. It is a crisp morning as she is sipping on her coffee. She has a Nike sweatshirt on with the hood over her head. She smiles a little bit as she takes another sip of her coffee.
Mackenzie Roberts: I’ve always said that and I’m not sure why I do that. Maybe it is an idea in my head that I have to talk the match up to make sure that I go in there in the right frame of mind. Or it could be because I want to build it up so when I win the match I feel really good about myself. Then in turn if I lose it I can say down the road there will be another important match for me.
She nods her head and starts to tap her coffee cup with her fingernails as she holds it with both hands.
Mackenzie Roberts: At Rising Stars Crystal Hilton and I have a match where hopefully it is the last time that we face in that ring. I don’t have a problem with the competitor that is Crystal Hilton. Oh I know that isn't her last name but I refuse to call her anything else because I wasn't even invited to her wedding which you would think a good friend would have invited me. I’ve been in that ring with her a lot of times and we have traded wins and losses back and forth. I have no problem with that because that is what this business is you win some and lose some. Now sometimes I do not agree with what Crystal does but she does what she does and I do what I do.
As much as I think that she is a great competitor as a person I really do not care for her.
She shakes her head and looks into the horizon.
Mackenzie Roberts: When I first arrived here into LAW I was someone that thought that this company owed me something. I thought that I could walk in here and be handed the title and all of that. I thought that people should bow down to me and just let me walk all over them. I soon started to realize that I had to work my butt off to get what I wanted in this company. I took a lot of bumps and bruises along my way to finally winning the LAW Marquee Title and well I’m glad that I finally did. Now as I look at Crystal I can see that she has become what I used to be and that saddens me. Crystal seemed to me to be this person that knew that she had to work hard to become a champion. To become a talking point in this company but now after these last few months she has become someone that has thought that everything should be handed to her and it just pains me to see that. She has become someone that will lay blame on everyone else when she losses or something doesn’t go her way.
Taryn Willow has become the main whipping girl for her as well and it just makes me wonder why. Her and Taryn are supposed to be friends they are in a group together but yet when Taryn tries to say something Crystal bats her down and make her feel like less of a person or at least in my eyes that is what she does. Like I have said before I don’t have anything against Taryn because like every single other person in this company she is talented. She just has associated herself with someone that is going to drag her down.
She shrugs her shoulders and closes her eyes.
Mackenzie Roberts: Crystal has tried to make me feel like the bad person in all of this. If I beat her she cries and says that she isn’t good enough. If I take MY title back she cries and whines and says that I stole it from her first when we all saw that she took it first. She took something I earned because she felt like she deserved the title without fighting for it. When I took it back she said the title was hers and all of that. That is what Crystal has become she has become someone that takes what isn’t hers and when the person that has earned that title that right takes it back she cries and makes everyone see her as the victim.
I’m sick of her trying to be this victim because all she is, is well a bitch. She has finally gotten a shot at my title and I know for a fact that she will pull out everything that she has to beat me. Which I am fine with because she needs to bring the best that she has to beat me. She needs to bring that desire to win the title that she already thinks is hers. She needs to bring her best because guess what?
I’ve gotten good.
She finishes her coffee as she slowly reaches up and takes her hood down.
Mackenzie Roberts: The past few months I have become what I wanted to be. I wanted to become a champion and I wanted to become a better person. I started to become a better person when I met Mari. Before then as you all know I was a bitch and I won’t hide that fact. When I met Mari see changed me for the better and I know I have said that before but I have to keep saying it because well it is true. As I have become a better person I feel that I have become more talented in that ring. It is something that I hold dear now because I love the fact that I have been able to do whatever I have wanted to in that ring now and maybe that is why Crystal has become someone that hates me more than anything.
I guess that is where I am lost with Crystal. I don’t know why she doesn’t like me because I never was mean to her. Of course I called her a fake friend but that was because she just started to change. She could have been nicer to me and we could have been fine but she wanted to become this person that through me under the bus. He wanted to become this person that made me look bad and that tried to get ahead of me. But all of the sudden I started to get better and I started to pass her by so was does she do? She tries to knock me down and tries to make me feel bad for passing her by. That doesn’t work for me, I know what I have become and I’m not letting her take me down now. I’m going to beat her in this match because I want to make her lose to me and I want to make her look at me and see that I’m the future of this company. Maybe that is why she hates me because I have become better than her and she can’t take it. She wants to be a champion and she’ll do anything to get it even if it means going through me.
When she started coming at me I could see that she thought she was better than me. But as soon as I started to fight back and knock her down she could see that I wasn’t going to back down from her. So she turned into trying to play these mind games and make me try to outthink myself. But when I started to fight back and play those games myself by taking my title back she could see that I meant business and that I wasn’t going to let someone like her take me down. She needs to realize this, that I will not back down from her and I will walk down to that ring with my LAW Marquee Title around my waist and I will put it on the line against her and I will beat her and I will make her go back to that drawing board and make her find someone else to pick on. I’m not someone to write off now the title proves it.
She slowly gets up and starts to walk around outside as the sun starts to get even higher in the sky.
Mackenzie Roberts: This match will not be easy mostly because Crystal wants to prove that she still has it. She wants to prove that she hasn’t been passed by. She wants to prove that she can win a title by taking me down. Then if she beats me I will never hear the end of it. She will always talk about how she is better than me, and that she can beat me whenever she wants. But if I beat her maybe it will make her finally start to realize that I’m good, that no matter what she threw at me I came out of it with a smile on my face and a win next to my name.
I just won this title and I’m not going to give it up so easily. I’ve worked my butt off to get here and to lose the title this quickly would hurt me. I don’t want that I want to be the best Marquee Champion there ever has been and it starts when I face Crystal at Rising Stars and I make her realize that she messed with the wrong person. I’ve grown so confident in the past few months. Personally and professionally. I’m starting to like the person I have become more and more and I cannot let Crystal make me rethink myself. I have to beat he I have to stay strong not just for myself but for Mari and the people that are backing me. I will do what I want to do and that is beat Crystal and I will keep my title high above my head. She is going to have to kill me to get this title, I will do whatever it takes to retain this title. If I have to hurt her I will, and of course if she losses she will blame someone else. She will never blame herself for the mistakes that she has made oh well I guess I just have to be the person that she blames for this loss. I’m sick of her and I need to end her. If it means by hurting her then so be it.
She winks and blows a kiss to the camera. She goes over and grabs her mug and brings it into the house as the scene fades.
“I’m happy with myself. As you have seen I have started to take on some modeling gigs. Most of it was Maris idea because she thought that I could pull it off. At first I didn’t think I could but the more I did it the more I started to like it. It wasn’t only for Mari that I did it, I also did it because I felt that it would make me feel better in my own skin and it has. I’ve felt a lot prettier by doing it and I will continue on doing it but it will not take away from what I am doing in the wrestling ring.
Wrestling has become something that I have a lot of passion for. It isn’t because I have gotten better and better it is because I’m starting to realize that it is fun. I mean it has always been fun and all of that but now I feel good doing it, I feel good going into that ring and fighting and making myself by winning matches and making people see how good I am. I will continue on doing it no matter how good my modeling thing does.
Soon I have to step in that ring again and fight someone I thought was my friend and I need to beat her. I need to beat her because I need to shut her up. She thinks that I am nothing I need to show her that I am everything. I need to show everyone that I won this title and I deserve it. I will win and I will become a great champion in this company.”