Post by Kenzi Grey on Aug 25, 2016 17:07:52 GMT -5
OOC: The personal thoughts of Kenzi Grey from her personal diary (this is only her inner musings and is completely off-camera):
I really wanted to save all my anger for Alexis Blake and our CTN interview today…but things never work out like they are supposed to. So…I saw Melissa having what I thought was a friendly back and forth with a friend of hers (Joey Reyes)…doing some lighthearted joking around. I think Joey made a joke about Mel needing to have sex with some guy and ‘just getting it over with.’ So, I chimed in and said that I didn’t approve of that suggestion from Joey. Of course, I figured that it was a joke. When Joey seemed to get a little sore that people were taking things seriously, I tried to smooth it over with her and joke around. I told Joey that I secretly agreed with her…the next thing I know Mel was jumping down my throat!
For the record, I get it…she doesn’t want anyone starting rumors about her stepping out on Katie, but I have to say…she made one hell of a leap to think that I would really co-sign on something like that. I still kick myself for starting shit between them, so there is no way that I would intentionally do that now. I feel upset that she even thinks that I would! Maybe I’m an asshole, but after Mel came back and apologized later, I decided that I really wasn’t in the mood and I ignored it. This was one of the few times that I felt I was right and I just wanted to milk it a bit.
I know I played the victim with Katie…and I should have when she asked me what was wrong, but I just wanted someone to see for a change that I didn’t do SHIT! I have tried my best to keep the good thing that I have going with Mel and Katie…but there is something going on between us and I can’t put my finger on it. I feel like they still like me…but…there is something else at work. What am I missing? I really don’t know…
P.S. Had a GREAT time calling Alexis Blake a man today on eXposed! I don’t know if it bothers her, but it cracks me up! SHE’S A MAN! LOL God, I can't wait to kill her...
I really wanted to save all my anger for Alexis Blake and our CTN interview today…but things never work out like they are supposed to. So…I saw Melissa having what I thought was a friendly back and forth with a friend of hers (Joey Reyes)…doing some lighthearted joking around. I think Joey made a joke about Mel needing to have sex with some guy and ‘just getting it over with.’ So, I chimed in and said that I didn’t approve of that suggestion from Joey. Of course, I figured that it was a joke. When Joey seemed to get a little sore that people were taking things seriously, I tried to smooth it over with her and joke around. I told Joey that I secretly agreed with her…the next thing I know Mel was jumping down my throat!
For the record, I get it…she doesn’t want anyone starting rumors about her stepping out on Katie, but I have to say…she made one hell of a leap to think that I would really co-sign on something like that. I still kick myself for starting shit between them, so there is no way that I would intentionally do that now. I feel upset that she even thinks that I would! Maybe I’m an asshole, but after Mel came back and apologized later, I decided that I really wasn’t in the mood and I ignored it. This was one of the few times that I felt I was right and I just wanted to milk it a bit.
I know I played the victim with Katie…and I should have when she asked me what was wrong, but I just wanted someone to see for a change that I didn’t do SHIT! I have tried my best to keep the good thing that I have going with Mel and Katie…but there is something going on between us and I can’t put my finger on it. I feel like they still like me…but…there is something else at work. What am I missing? I really don’t know…
P.S. Had a GREAT time calling Alexis Blake a man today on eXposed! I don’t know if it bothers her, but it cracks me up! SHE’S A MAN! LOL God, I can't wait to kill her...