Post by Nicky Silver on Nov 10, 2016 4:47:16 GMT -5
I had never imagined in a million years that I would find myself in the fight of my life against the opponent I was now up against; multiple myeloma – cancer.
A few weeks ago, I was making plans to return to the ring and take on Kenzi Grey and Amy Jo Smyth in a tag team match with my best friend, Christina Millar; now I am sitting around and wondering what comes next.
The LAW medical staff found it while I was getting cleared for my return. I complained of a nagging pain in my back, and after a few tests, this is now my new reality. I can’t lie, after they told me I just curled up into a ball and cried for days and days. I didn’t want to talk to anyone and I didn’t want to do anything. When wrestling is your life and you can’t do it anymore, that sucks; when you think your life might be over, that REALLY SUCKS!
In a way, I suppose I can thank Kenzi Grey for pulling me out of the funk I was in; not that it was anything remotely positive! She invited me to LAW #54 to make a HUGE production out of ‘helping’ me! It was all complete bullcrap of course! Kenzi cares about one person; HERSELF! After she brought out all of these ‘sick’ kids to get me to listen to her, she made me her honorary Chaos Title holder for the night. I truly wanted to drop her right then and there in the ring, but not with the kids around. I had the rest of the night to seethe over her little stupid stunt. Then, at the end of the night when she SOMEHOW managed to escape that match and remain Chaos Champion, I got to give it back to her; along with a Quick Silver for her constantly screwing with me!
I can’t lie, I loved putting her lights out! Dropping her was like therapy for me. It reminded me that I still had an obligation to fight, and not just for myself. I have fans and friends that want me fight back like I did last Sunday; so now I am fighting.
I never thought that I would be in a fight like this, but I also never thought that I would be getting help from Amy Jo Smyth; a woman that I have had quite a few nasty words with in the past. As it turns out, this cancer research stuff is right up her alley, so now she’s calling in a few favors and looking into my situation.
I don’t know how this is going to turn out; but at least I’m not going down without a fight!
A few weeks ago, I was making plans to return to the ring and take on Kenzi Grey and Amy Jo Smyth in a tag team match with my best friend, Christina Millar; now I am sitting around and wondering what comes next.
The LAW medical staff found it while I was getting cleared for my return. I complained of a nagging pain in my back, and after a few tests, this is now my new reality. I can’t lie, after they told me I just curled up into a ball and cried for days and days. I didn’t want to talk to anyone and I didn’t want to do anything. When wrestling is your life and you can’t do it anymore, that sucks; when you think your life might be over, that REALLY SUCKS!
In a way, I suppose I can thank Kenzi Grey for pulling me out of the funk I was in; not that it was anything remotely positive! She invited me to LAW #54 to make a HUGE production out of ‘helping’ me! It was all complete bullcrap of course! Kenzi cares about one person; HERSELF! After she brought out all of these ‘sick’ kids to get me to listen to her, she made me her honorary Chaos Title holder for the night. I truly wanted to drop her right then and there in the ring, but not with the kids around. I had the rest of the night to seethe over her little stupid stunt. Then, at the end of the night when she SOMEHOW managed to escape that match and remain Chaos Champion, I got to give it back to her; along with a Quick Silver for her constantly screwing with me!
I can’t lie, I loved putting her lights out! Dropping her was like therapy for me. It reminded me that I still had an obligation to fight, and not just for myself. I have fans and friends that want me fight back like I did last Sunday; so now I am fighting.
I never thought that I would be in a fight like this, but I also never thought that I would be getting help from Amy Jo Smyth; a woman that I have had quite a few nasty words with in the past. As it turns out, this cancer research stuff is right up her alley, so now she’s calling in a few favors and looking into my situation.
I don’t know how this is going to turn out; but at least I’m not going down without a fight!