Post by Kenzi Grey on Feb 18, 2017 18:06:08 GMT -5
GREY MATTER
The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey
12 February 2017
WELL! It has been an interesting couple of weeks guys, but as you can see…I am TOTES back and I have a few things that I need to address!
First things first! Some of you might have saw that I recently competed in a Rock Battle against F Society Wrestling’s own Sarah Lacklan at the L.A. Hard Rock Cafe last night. If you know about that, you probably also know that I kinda punched her in the face in the middle of it. To be fair…that really shouldn’t be something that people get mad at me about, since Griffin Hawkins totally said that I needed to tap into my anger!
Heavy Metal is too violent anyway, so WHATEVER!
I have no problem admitting that she beat me…because I got too emotional and she was inciting violence with her caterwauling! Still, a deal is a deal! I said that if she beat me, I would wear her merch to my next show, and that is what I am going to do!
I’m just hoping that her “merch” isn’t a vile of Chris Andrew’s blood…cuz…FUCKING GROSS!
But that brings me to the second thing I want to address, my very next show where I will be wearing said merch! LAW Night of Glory as Kate Steele and I take on The Dynasty in what has now been made a number one contender’s match for the Tag Team Titles…
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Sorry for the pause…but it’s certainly shorter than the one that Kate and I had to endure after The Boardwalk Angels put ahead of us for a title opportunity, Sunday after next…ON TOP OF being unable to defeat us. However, I won’t cry over spilled milk, instead…I’m going to spill a little blood instead!
The Dynasty had their chance to be number one contenders and they blew it! Now they are getting a second chance to go for a title when Kate and I…former title holders in LAW are only just now being added to the mix as an afterthought. Well…I don’t like being an afterthought, and after the impact Kate and I made at LAW 58, I don’t think that anyone watching saw us as an afterthought! And believe you me…after 26 February, neither will whomever is (UN)lucky enough to leave Washington D.C. with OUR glittering golden tag team titles!
That takes me to the final thing I wanted to talk about…and that’s my upcoming movie!
That’s right guys! We are one month away from the opening of my next big screen feature, ‘All That Glitters’ starring some of the most amazing young talent and directed by yours truly! I actually also have a really small role in the film as well…
…along with Sarah Lackland (Heavy Metal cheater) that I will totally remain professional with during shooting tomorrow, because that is what I am…A FUCKING PROFESSIONAL…
Anyway! Make sure that you get your tickets early folks! This movie is going to be EPIC!
Okay! That’s all for now, so until next time…
THE SET OF ALL THAT GLITTERS
Los Angeles, California
13 February 2017
The movie set for ‘All That Glitters’ was abuzz with activity as Kenzi directed the action at a furious pace. Everyone was tasked to their limit after the early morning start they had all gotten. Shooting had started at 3:30 am and now nerves were frayed and the tensions between some of the workers was starting to show…none more than between Kenzi and Sarah Lacklan, the one-time friends who had come to blows last Saturday night during what was supposed to be a friendly Rock Battle. To be fair, it had been Kenzi that turned the contest violent, but in typical fashion, she had failed to see her part in it. All eyes had been on the two from the moment they walked onto the set. Many had placed bets on whether Sarah would just walk out and punch Kenzi in her face…but they had been disappointed, as she had remained largely professional during the day, despite the black eye she had been forced to cover up for shooting. Of course, others who had bet against more physicality breaking out between them attributed that to the fact that Kenzi’s oversized bodyguard, Bobbi London and her girlfriend, Song were standing just off set watching the two like hawks.
As they moved from scene to scene and the day got longer and longer, the tensions between the two seemed to rise with each passing moment. Adding to the degree of difficulty was the fact that Kenzi was not only directing the action, but she was actually part of the scene that she was directing this time…as fate would have it, a fight scene between her character and Sarah’s. All around the set, people looked at one another, all of them sensing that something was going to go down this time. Kenzi set up the shot and moved to her mark, ready to play out the scene; “ACTION!”
Caramel burst through the door of the dressing room with fire in her eyes as she bore down on Ambrosia. “WHAT THE FUCK?! WHY IS HEIDI TAKING MY GODDAMN SPOT TONIGHT?! I ALWAYS CLOSE THE SHOW ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!”
The platinum blonde glanced up, wiping the fine white powder from her nostrils, annoyed at the interruption. She stood up, her glassy eyes flashing anger, “You’d better take the bass out of your voice when you talk to me!”
Caramel’s chest heaved as she stepped back, doing her best to calm herself. “It’s not right! I brought her in here Am! She shouldn’t be taking my spot!”
Ambrosia chuckled, “Everyone gets replaced around here…sooner or later.” She looked Caramel up and down, then gave a shrug, “If you ask me…your expiration date was up months ago.”
Rage built up in Caramel like a building tide and it broke all at once as she shoved Ambrosia back, “FUCK YOU COKE WHORE!”
Ambrosia stumbled back, a look of surprise momentarily crossing her face, then she balled up her fist and rushed at Caramel, pushing her back against the door, “Is that what you want to do?” Ambrosia put her hand around Caramel’s throat.
“GET OFF ME!” Caramel slapped her hand away and the two began to struggle. Hands struggled for purchase as they ripped and tore at one another…
“CUT!” Kenzi yelled right in the middle of the action. Sarah stopped, backing away as Kenzi glared at her. “What in the hell was that?”
Sarah looked at her as if she had just grown a second head, “What was what?”
Kenzi threw her hands up, “That wasn’t what the script said! That looked like a game of fucking grab ass! The script says that Ambrosia and Caramel have a sexy fight! What was sexy about that to you?”
Sarah rolled her eyes, “I read the script Kenzi…what in the hell is a sexy fight? Do I kick you in the box or what?”
Kenzi glared at her, “If you are not going to take this seriously, I…”
Sarah held up her hands, “FINE! FINE, LET’S DO IT AGAIN!”
Kenzi stares at her, then goes back to her mark as she gestures for the crew to reset…
“TAKE TWO…ACTION!”
The two women redo the scene and as they start to fight again, Kenzi stops the action halfway through. “STOP! FUCKING CUT!” She stares at Sarah, “Seriously Sarah! What in the fuck was that?!”
Sarah folded her arms, “That was a sexy fight…”
Kenzi’s eyes were narrowed in anger, “YOU PUNCHED MY TIT!”
Sarah looked around, “So, that’s not sexy? Really? No one here found that sexy?”
Kenzi raked her fingers through her hair, “Fine…FINE! If you can’t do the scene any better…we will get the stand-ins to do the goddamn scene!”
Sarah stepped to Kenzi, her eyes narrowed to slits, “I don’t need some filthy peasant standing in for me! I shoot my own scenes!”
Kenzi didn’t back down, getting right back in her face, “Apparently not since you can’t even comprehend the words on the damn script!”
Sarah stood back, nodding “Yeah? Okay! Let’s do it again…”
Kenzi arched her brow, “So you can screw up again?”
Sarah moved to her mark, visibly angry, “I said…do it again!”
Kenzi leaned down, just an inch from her face as she whispered, “…sure…”
Sarah balled up her fist, but maintained her composure, just barely. Everyone moved back to their marks as the scene was reset. Song took two steps onto the set ready to charge as she sees Sarah's fist ball up. She could tell that Sarah wasn’t acting and she might actually slug Kenzi.
Bobbi London pulled Song back. "Don't you worry mate, she won’t ‘it Kenz"
Song looks at Bobbi, narrowing her eyes, “She better not or they will have one less actress in their set"
“TAKE THREE, ACTION!”
The scene played out again, just as it had the previous two times, but both women seemed on edge this go around as the lines were delivered with a hint of malice. As fighting broke out, just as before there was a charge in the air and people on set wondered if the two were still acting at all. Kenzi delivered her ‘coke whore’ line and shoved Sarah back a bit more forcefully than before. Sarah hit the makeup table, knocking it over, but she stayed on her mark. She gave her line and charged back over, slamming Kenzi hard against the door. The two of them struggled against one another, this time with much more angst and vigor. In the midst of it all, before anyone could fully realize what was happening, Sarah planted an open mouth kiss on Kenzi and everyone on the set held their breath.
Sarah stepped back, staring at Kenzi, both with their chests heaving looking frazzled and disheveled. Sarah shook her head, her hand going to her mouth as she backed away, “…sorry…I’m sorry…” She ran off set, avoiding making eye contact with anyone as she headed to her trailer.
Song started making a beeline for Sarah’s trailer, ready to beat her down, but was quickly stopped by one of Kenzi’s co-stars Song’s her manager/partner in Sin City Wrestling Alana Allure "Now Song don't go do anything stupid. They are just acting!"
Song narrowed her eyes at Alana. "I know that, but that was not part of the script! I read what Kenzi wrote…there was NO kiss in that part!" Song said in an angered voice as she turned to look at Kenzi.
Kenzi stood there for a moment, rooted to the spot and unsure what to do. Finally she turned to the camera, “You got all that?” After a thumbs up, she nodded, “Cut…we’ll use that one I think…”
Song looked on in confusion at first, about to head back to Bobbi until she saw Kenzi plop down in her chair, running her hands down her face, wondering what to think of what had just happened. Having had enough, Song decided that she needed to get ‘her’ Kenzi back…at least for a few days. She had no intention of spending a Valentine’s Day with Kenzi being depressed. Song walked over and extended her hand and Kenzi looked up, surprise flashing in her eyes as she took her hand. Song cocked her head to the side, “Everything okay Kenzi?” Kenzi didn’t reply, just looked at Song. It was a rarity that she was ever speechless or at a loss. That was more than enough for Song. She pulled her up and embraced her into a tight hug. “Let’s go, let’s get out of here and start our Valentine’s Day early!”
Kenzi looked at Song with a half-smile, “That would be great, but…”
Song shook her head, “Kenzi, you need this lets go."
Kenzi frowned, “Song, you know I can’t…I have to finish this!”
Song continued to shake her head, “No Kenzi, not good enough" Song takes Kenzi and pulls her even closer as the two stand chest to chest. Song suddenly lifts Kenzi up and plants her over her shoulder. Kenzi protests, but Song ignores it, looking around the set as everyone, even Sarah who is back from her trailer, looked on.
"Look everyone, I'll be damned if Kenzi and I will be stuck here during Valentine’s Day, so I'm taking her and we are leaving!" Everyone looked around not sure what to do or say. Until this moment, Song had mainly stayed just off set, not saying a word.
Alana walked up to Song, "Wait! Where are you are two going?"
Song tapped Kenzi on the butt. "Nutty Buddy, it's your Valentine’s Day gift from me to you, pick a place to go and we will go?"
Kenzi looked around at everyone just starring at them. She desperately wanted to get back to finishing the movie, but the events of the day were still weighing heavily on her and she didn’t feel like facing Sarah or any of her other cast mates in the near future. She closed her eyes for a moment, then just yelled out, "Tahiti!"
Song smiled as she looked at Alana. "You heard her were going to Tahiti"
Kenzi tried to get down off Song’s shoulder, but her grip was too strong. "Wait…you really are taking me to Tahiti?"
Song and Alana nodded at each other with a smile. Alana spoke up, “Hey have fun and call me when you get there so I know you’re okay."
Song nodded as she started walking off the set. Everyone looked on not sure what to do. Song looked around one last time before walking out the door. "Well, why are you all standing around for, go home and enjoy the week off!" Song looked around until she spotted Sarah Lacklan. "You can clean up this mess then you can go home!"
Realizing what is happening before anyone else is forced to do anything other than go home they all scatter like roaches. Sarah stormed over. "But that's not fair!"
Song looked at Sarah with a straight face. "You spend the most time out of anyone around here in makeup! Then couple that with your terrible acting on top of it all!"
Kenzi reached down as far as she could and spanked Song on her butt. "Bad Song!"
Song smirks, "Fine, I guess you may not be terrible…" She narrowed her eyes at Sarah, “I was serious when I said you needed to stay here and clean up…” She clenched her teeth, and pointed at Sarah, “…especially after what you did! You’re lucky that is all you’re going to get!”
Sarah glares back at Song, muttering under her breath, "…I will clean this place up and I will get you back for it…"
Song smiled at Sarah. "You're right one day, you might get me back, but it’s not going to be today, so have fun." Song walked off the set with Kenzi over her shoulder.
RESORT VILLA
Tahiti
16 February 2017
Song had treated Kenzi to a wonderful Valentine’s Day in Tahiti and the two had a blast together the first couple of days, but it didn’t take long for Kenzi to start turning her attention back to her movie. In typical fashion, Kenzi found it hard to sleep, with so much left to do. Between fighting with Sarah Lacklan over Twitter and rewriting three quarters of her new movie script, Kenzi seemed to be on the verge of total collapse, but a steady influx of caffeine had kept her going. 64 pages of rewrites to the original had been made after Kenzi had found herself ‘inspired’ to do so…
…to be fair, having your tonsils hot-waxed during a fight scene does tend to be, somewhat…inspiring…if nothing else...
She knew that the stars of her film would not be happy with having to learn even more new dialog, but that was a hazard of working in this industry.
Across the room, Song sat up in the bed after reaching over and finding that Kenzi was not there. She knew that Kenzi had been up for several days and it worried her that she would make herself sick. Song got up, but not before noticing a stack of papers on the bed beside her where Kenzi had apparently wrestled with one of her first major script changes. Song arched her brow as she read Kenzi’s new character name aloud; “Caramel…?”
Kenzi stiffened and stopped typing as she turned and looked at Song with a haunted look on her face. “What?”
…talk about being straigh up BUSTED! You’d think that an actress would have played that off better...
Song couldn’t help to notice that all of the color had drained from Kenzi’s face. She frowned as she sat the paper aside and asked, “Are you okay Nutty Buddy?”
Kenzi blinked a few times, then ran her hands down her face as she took a deep breath. “Sorry…I…I didn’t realize I had left those papers over there.”
Song looked down at the paper again, “Caramel, huh? I thought it started out as Cinnamon.” She looked at Kenzi, “Why did you change it?”
Kenzi swallowed, then gave a nonchalant shrug, “I just thought that Caramel fit more…that’s all.”
…LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE...
Song nodded, still looking at the paper, “And this change here…your real name is Justina Marcia Caine?”
Kenzi nodded, “Yeah…just a little play on the name. You know…like Caine and Able.”
Song dropped the paper on the bed, “That’s funny, I thought the play on the name was the fact that her initials add up to JMC. Is that a coincidence as well?”
…someone give that pretty young girl a prize...
Kenzi stared at Song, attempting to formulate a plausible lie, but there was none. She turned in her chair, leaning back as she put her hands over her face. “Song…it’s just a name…both just stupid fucking names! Just let it go, okay?”
Song arched her eyebrow, “What’s to let go? You’re the one getting all worked up. All I did was ask a question. I mean, I find it interesting that my girlfriend is patterning her character after the woman she told me tore her guts out last year.” She smiled, batting her eyelashes.
Kenzi sighed, slamming her MacBook closed, “Song…it’s just a little inspiration…that’s all! I’m deciding to take the film in a different direction, that’s all.”
She cocked her head to the side, “This ‘inspiration’ of yours doesn’t have anything to do with Sarah kissing you on Monday, does it?”
…YUP...
“NO!” Kenzi responded, getting to her feet. “Look, Sarah kinda adlibbed that part a bit…”
…more like add lipped...
Kenzi relented a bit, “Okay! Maybe that got me thinking…maybe this movie can be a lot more than cute little drama…maybe it can be something that really goes into a dark place and looks at things honestly.”
Song folded her arms, “Things? Things like what happened to you with JMC last year?” She grabbed up a stack of papers and waved them in front of Kenzi’s face. “I brought you here to relax, not to write about your ex-girlfriend!”
Kenzi flinched as if Song had slapped her face. Her face flushed visibly as she glared at Song. “SHE WASN’T MY GIRLFRIEND!” Kenzi grabbed her MacBook and walked to the door, “I’m going for a walk! I’ll be back…LATER!” Kenzi slammed the door, not waiting for a reply from Song.
…because Song had already schooled me, I didn’t need any more truth thrown in my face...
Kenzi walked the beach for a while before she found herself stopped and again working on her script, but in the back of her mind, she heard Song’s words nagging at her. This movie was getting bigger and more important to her by the minute. It had been like a sort of therapy for her. Though she hadn’t thought of Jamilyn and what she had done to her in months, The Boardwalk Angels had come to LAW specifically to remind her of those dark times. Farrah and Zoey had said that they owed Kenzi for what she had done…and they were going to make her pay…
…it’s painfully obvious that Farrah and Zoey are two stupid cunts who will believe anything they are told, which is kinda makes me wonder what it was they were actually told since neither one of them can point to anything I ever did to JMC...
Made up vendettas aside, Kenzi still had plenty to come to terms with as it concerned her past…and this seemed like the best medicine. She would draw on her experiences and put them in the movie…something akin to the same inspirational method acting that Sarah had used on Monday. Kenzi would do the same…she’s relive whatever she needed to in order to make this movie more authentic. No one had to know from where the inspiration had come…that was her business! She was going to a dark place for this project…a very dark place indeed…
DING!
Kenzi looked at her phone as she got a text from Song…
…that means to get your ass back…or else...
Kenzi replied as she gathered her stuff…
A reply came immediately…
…I shouldn’t have gotten mad, but I did, why was she going so hard on me over Twitter…AGAIN...
Kenzi fired back, more than a little angry…
She stared at the screen in stunned silence as a bevy of emotions rushed to the surface. She had asked Song repeatedly not to blast her on Twitter, and yet…here she was again…letting her know just how shitty she was publically…along with the rest of the world.
…DAMN! This seems familiar, like when Alex Yin dumped me…OVER TWITTER; and don’t forget, when JMC told the world how she had just pretended to care about me, just to humiliate me in front of the entire world…for what I had done to Alex…almost marrying her I guess...hindsight being 20/20, I should have fucking killed myself for even thinking about doing that...
Kenzi never minded a little scolding, but this was full on getting bitched out over social media, and she didn’t care for it one bit. She was enraged as she fired back…
Kenzi walked back to the Villa, nearly blind with anger. She walked into their villa and tossed down her MacBook, wiping her eyes as she started looking for her suitcase to start packing. It would have been easy for her to just cave in to the emotional blackmail and unfounded guilt trip that was being tossed in her lap, but it really didn't seem fair to her…especially with her past.
Song stared at her, "So you really want to pack and go home huh?"
Kenzi stoped and turned to Song, wiping her eyes. "Why do you always do that? Why do you love to try to make me the bad guy every single time?" Kenzi shook her head, tossing her clothes haphazardly into her suitcase. "I admit, I have been consumed with this movie, but I left it to come here with you!" Kenzi could feel the bile rising in her throat as she was nearly white hot with anger, "No one makes me do anything I don't want to do! But you insist on beating me up for shit I never said and things I never did! I don't have to get humiliated in paradise, I can do that just as easy in LA!”
Song wasn’t quite ready to let things go so easily, "Really? You didn’t come here to work! You then post tweets in a way that shows you’re working but you say you’re not! You go and ALMOST offer a role to Stephanie McDiddle so she can make out with others. You control who is in this movie and I can’t be in it. You have Sarah make out with you, even though it was not part of the movie! Not once have you said anything to her about it or me. It’s supposed to be okay? You now want to make the movie more sexual. Why?” Song paces back and forth, waiting for Kenzi to respond, when she doesn’t, she continues to press her, “Why is it that you get to do this and make out with who you want? Yes it’s a movie but now you’re making it worse on purpose for no reason, while you’re supposed to be with me on vacation. Spin this how you want but if you were to think just for a second about my feelings then we would not be having this talk!”
Kenzi grabs her suitcase and flings it across the room as she screams, "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY OR DO SONG?! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!!" Kenzi sits down on the bed, wiping her face. "STOP ACCUSING ME OF EVERYTHING!!! Yeah...I'm a shit person, you think I don't know that? I try my best to be liked, and it always turns out shitty...ALWAYS!! I thought that this, spending more time with you, was going to be something good...but it’s not...now I see I was right to move out. We can't spend 4 days together in peace...and it's all my fault, even when I never said anything at all!"
Song deadpanned, “Are we going to talk or you just going to talk while I listen and then when your done talking I have no say cus your done with the convo?”
…this is probably what would happen, if I had my choice...
"You did plenty of talking over Twitter with Missy and Sam...I heard you...everyone heard you!" Kenzi rolled her eyes and pound her fists in exasperation, “We go from tweeting to me wanting to fuck everyone in my movie? Is that what this is? Is that what I am?" Kenzi stood up, straightening herself. "I'm going out for a walk...I'll be back in a few hours. We can leave when I get back."
Song’s face was like stone as she said what she said next, and it hit Kenzi right in the chest. “We leave and were done as a couple so I hope you stay right here so we can talk…”
…and that was it…shots fucking fired, I had told Song repeatedly that everyone always left me, so I didn’t ever want anyone holding that over my head! She promised me that she would never do that…SHE FUCKING PROMISED ME SHE WOULDN’T EVER DO THAT...
Most of what she said afterwards was a blur to Kenzi, “I'll be damned if you get to talk and I get to say nothing those days are over Kenzi! Now it’s time to be adults and talk regardless if you want to hear it or not, you spinning shit in a way to make me wrong is also over. So you leave this hut before I’m done speaking to you, or leave me all together…do you understand what I am saying to you?”
…honestly, I’m pretty sure that all I heard was ‘leave and we are done’ the rest was like white noise…not the shitty movie with Batman, but real live white noise…
Kenzi stopped at the door, turning around to look at Song. "You're not wrong...that's the point. I see it now. The harder I try to not be me...the more me I become." She shrugs, "I know you are the best thing to ever happen to me...but I can't even manage to keep you happy longer than 4 days by myself. You deserve better than that...you deserve better than this...whatever THIS even is!" Kenzi opens the door and walks out, knowing that she is making another mistake, but this one is much less damaging than the one she'd make if she stayed.
Songs runs out and stops Kenzi. “This is what I am talking about. You get to do all the talking and then you just leave. How is that love? You are not willing to listen just want to talk and walk out!" Song points at the hut. “You really should get back in so we can talk."
…I probably should have gone back, but she had already spoke the words I was dread to hear…she could and would leave me...just like Alex had…just like JMC had…just like Tina had…and just like Parker had; if she could conceive of doing that to me, it was only a matter of time before I pushed too hard and she really left; it all kind of hit me at once…I was the problem, I was the one they always left, and they might not have all been good, but none of them could stand being with me for very long…
Kenzi hugged Song, holding her tightly as tears streamed down her cheeks. "I love you so much...and I can't stop hurting you. I know I am going to hurt you even worse if I keep this up...I don't want that. I couldn't live with myself..." Kenzi kissed Song's forehead and forced herself to back away, wiping her eyes. "You're the best thing to ever happen to me..." She turned and walked away, holding back any more tears that dare threatened to fall.
Hey LAW fans, it's me...your girl Kenzi Grey...former Chaos Champion and current all-around pain in the ass! Yes...I said that I was a pain in the ass! You see, for the longest time I was so bent out of shape and upset over the fact that you people had seen me as the bad guy...hell...not just A bad guy, but THE BAD GUY! You guys voted me to be the 2016 Heel of the Year...
...out of everyone, you hated me the most; now that is some HATE for your ass right there...
Anyway, as much as that bothered me, I was determined to turn it around and to change your minds. I was committed to becoming what I always saw myself as...and what I hoped you guys would see me as by year's end...
...2017 Wrestler of the Year...
Hey! You guys picked Mackenzie Roberts last year...and I totes get it! Mack was on a tear with that Marquee Title and no one could take it from her...
...HOWEVER...
If memory serves...after Rising Stars last year, Mackenzie lost to Keira Fisher...the woman I BEAT at Rising Stars...who went on to get a title opportunity...
...if you are keeping score, that means the Wrestler of the Year was a stepping stone for the woman I destroyed two weeks prior...
Her next match was against...errrr...who was that? Pretty girl! You know the one I'm talking about...the smart one with the television show and the singing career...
...ME, KENZI FUCKING GREY ASSHOLES...
Yeah, your 'so-called' Wrestler of the Year got her ass kicked by ME! Now, you might be wondering why I bring up Keira also winning...and trust me, there is a very good reason for that as well! You see, not only did I prove I was superior to Mack and should have been Wrestler of the Year, but I also beat the woman that they handed an opportunity to win the LAW Title to...
...is the picture getting clearer for you? If not...let me bring it into sharp focus now...
I beat the top talent in LAW last year. I beat Fisher...and she got what? She got the LAW Championship!
I beat the longest reigning champion in LAW history...and she what? She got named Wrestler of the Year!
They all got opportunity handed to them...after I handed them their asses, and that theme continues! I tried my hardest to do the right thing...I started off 2017 by beating a woman who everyone knows was well on her way to challenging for a title. I beat Josie Wales clean in the middle and no one has heard from her since!
Who is on more of a roll and more deserving of opportunity than me? I hold wins over a Marquee Champion, a LAW Champion, and I beat the Queen of the Ring! I shouldn't even have to ask for opportunity...
...but the 2017 Wrestler of the Year is a good solider and she doesn't ask for handouts, she goes out and earns it...
I set my sights on the LAW Tag Team Titles...and to prove to the world how serious I was, I competed with a broken freaking arm and a bean pole for a partner! Now, while I freely admit, we didn't win...we didn't lose either. Obviously, if either team wanted a chance to advance, they would have to prove it...
Well, The Boardwalk Angels got that chance while Kate Steele and I were told to take the night off while a LAW Tag Team Title number one contenders match took place. I don't have to tell you how I felt about that...do I? Well...I am going to tell you anyway...
WHAT IN THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT ALL ABOUT?! HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU PASS OVER KATE STEELE AND KENZI GREY?! TWO FORMER SINGLES CHAMPIONS WHO DIDN'T LOSE, YET THE WOMEN THAT DIDN'T BEAT US GET A TITLE OPPORTUNITY?! WHAT INCREDIBLE FUCKING HORSE SHIT!
Of course, it was at this moment that inspiration hit me and I realized that the problem wasn't that Kate and I had failed to win our first match, but we had failed to stand out. You see, if we were a couple of ugly scum sucking gutter rats like The Boardwalk Angels, we would have gotten noticed, and thus we would have been competing for a title at Rising Stars...instead, we are facing the women who lost to a couple of ugly scum sucking gutter rats!
Kayla and Christy Winters...The Dynasty!
Honestly, I don't have beef with either of you girls...but that doesn't mean that I am not going to hurt you! I hope that that two of you were watching LAW 58 and I hope that you saw Kate Steele and I walk into New York City and decimate everyone in our path...I hope you saw that...and I hope you realize what that means...
...you're in our path...
I didn't give a shit about anyone at LAW 58...and I don't give a shit about either of you! I want what LAW denied me...I want opportunity and I intend to take it...directly out of your collective asses! If I have to hurt you to make a point...I am going to hurt you! If I have to destroy you to show everyone in the tag team division that I deserved a championship match at Rising Stars, then I'll do that too!
So, Dynasty...come Rising Stars, I am going to come to the ring with my partner and I am going to do what must be done to get what I was already supposed to have...a shot at the Tag Team Titles! You two had your chance and you blew it...and now you get to become the first victims of Guilty Pleasure...
...but trust and believe, you will NOT be the last...
See you in Washington D.C. ladies!
The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey
12 February 2017
WELL! It has been an interesting couple of weeks guys, but as you can see…I am TOTES back and I have a few things that I need to address!
First things first! Some of you might have saw that I recently competed in a Rock Battle against F Society Wrestling’s own Sarah Lacklan at the L.A. Hard Rock Cafe last night. If you know about that, you probably also know that I kinda punched her in the face in the middle of it. To be fair…that really shouldn’t be something that people get mad at me about, since Griffin Hawkins totally said that I needed to tap into my anger!
Heavy Metal is too violent anyway, so WHATEVER!
I have no problem admitting that she beat me…because I got too emotional and she was inciting violence with her caterwauling! Still, a deal is a deal! I said that if she beat me, I would wear her merch to my next show, and that is what I am going to do!
I’m just hoping that her “merch” isn’t a vile of Chris Andrew’s blood…cuz…FUCKING GROSS!
But that brings me to the second thing I want to address, my very next show where I will be wearing said merch! LAW Night of Glory as Kate Steele and I take on The Dynasty in what has now been made a number one contender’s match for the Tag Team Titles…
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Sorry for the pause…but it’s certainly shorter than the one that Kate and I had to endure after The Boardwalk Angels put ahead of us for a title opportunity, Sunday after next…ON TOP OF being unable to defeat us. However, I won’t cry over spilled milk, instead…I’m going to spill a little blood instead!
The Dynasty had their chance to be number one contenders and they blew it! Now they are getting a second chance to go for a title when Kate and I…former title holders in LAW are only just now being added to the mix as an afterthought. Well…I don’t like being an afterthought, and after the impact Kate and I made at LAW 58, I don’t think that anyone watching saw us as an afterthought! And believe you me…after 26 February, neither will whomever is (UN)lucky enough to leave Washington D.C. with OUR glittering golden tag team titles!
That takes me to the final thing I wanted to talk about…and that’s my upcoming movie!
That’s right guys! We are one month away from the opening of my next big screen feature, ‘All That Glitters’ starring some of the most amazing young talent and directed by yours truly! I actually also have a really small role in the film as well…
…along with Sarah Lackland (Heavy Metal cheater) that I will totally remain professional with during shooting tomorrow, because that is what I am…A FUCKING PROFESSIONAL…
Anyway! Make sure that you get your tickets early folks! This movie is going to be EPIC!
Okay! That’s all for now, so until next time…
THE SET OF ALL THAT GLITTERS
Los Angeles, California
13 February 2017
The movie set for ‘All That Glitters’ was abuzz with activity as Kenzi directed the action at a furious pace. Everyone was tasked to their limit after the early morning start they had all gotten. Shooting had started at 3:30 am and now nerves were frayed and the tensions between some of the workers was starting to show…none more than between Kenzi and Sarah Lacklan, the one-time friends who had come to blows last Saturday night during what was supposed to be a friendly Rock Battle. To be fair, it had been Kenzi that turned the contest violent, but in typical fashion, she had failed to see her part in it. All eyes had been on the two from the moment they walked onto the set. Many had placed bets on whether Sarah would just walk out and punch Kenzi in her face…but they had been disappointed, as she had remained largely professional during the day, despite the black eye she had been forced to cover up for shooting. Of course, others who had bet against more physicality breaking out between them attributed that to the fact that Kenzi’s oversized bodyguard, Bobbi London and her girlfriend, Song were standing just off set watching the two like hawks.
As they moved from scene to scene and the day got longer and longer, the tensions between the two seemed to rise with each passing moment. Adding to the degree of difficulty was the fact that Kenzi was not only directing the action, but she was actually part of the scene that she was directing this time…as fate would have it, a fight scene between her character and Sarah’s. All around the set, people looked at one another, all of them sensing that something was going to go down this time. Kenzi set up the shot and moved to her mark, ready to play out the scene; “ACTION!”
Caramel burst through the door of the dressing room with fire in her eyes as she bore down on Ambrosia. “WHAT THE FUCK?! WHY IS HEIDI TAKING MY GODDAMN SPOT TONIGHT?! I ALWAYS CLOSE THE SHOW ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!”
The platinum blonde glanced up, wiping the fine white powder from her nostrils, annoyed at the interruption. She stood up, her glassy eyes flashing anger, “You’d better take the bass out of your voice when you talk to me!”
Caramel’s chest heaved as she stepped back, doing her best to calm herself. “It’s not right! I brought her in here Am! She shouldn’t be taking my spot!”
Ambrosia chuckled, “Everyone gets replaced around here…sooner or later.” She looked Caramel up and down, then gave a shrug, “If you ask me…your expiration date was up months ago.”
Rage built up in Caramel like a building tide and it broke all at once as she shoved Ambrosia back, “FUCK YOU COKE WHORE!”
Ambrosia stumbled back, a look of surprise momentarily crossing her face, then she balled up her fist and rushed at Caramel, pushing her back against the door, “Is that what you want to do?” Ambrosia put her hand around Caramel’s throat.
“GET OFF ME!” Caramel slapped her hand away and the two began to struggle. Hands struggled for purchase as they ripped and tore at one another…
“CUT!” Kenzi yelled right in the middle of the action. Sarah stopped, backing away as Kenzi glared at her. “What in the hell was that?”
Sarah looked at her as if she had just grown a second head, “What was what?”
Kenzi threw her hands up, “That wasn’t what the script said! That looked like a game of fucking grab ass! The script says that Ambrosia and Caramel have a sexy fight! What was sexy about that to you?”
Sarah rolled her eyes, “I read the script Kenzi…what in the hell is a sexy fight? Do I kick you in the box or what?”
Kenzi glared at her, “If you are not going to take this seriously, I…”
Sarah held up her hands, “FINE! FINE, LET’S DO IT AGAIN!”
Kenzi stares at her, then goes back to her mark as she gestures for the crew to reset…
“TAKE TWO…ACTION!”
The two women redo the scene and as they start to fight again, Kenzi stops the action halfway through. “STOP! FUCKING CUT!” She stares at Sarah, “Seriously Sarah! What in the fuck was that?!”
Sarah folded her arms, “That was a sexy fight…”
Kenzi’s eyes were narrowed in anger, “YOU PUNCHED MY TIT!”
Sarah looked around, “So, that’s not sexy? Really? No one here found that sexy?”
Kenzi raked her fingers through her hair, “Fine…FINE! If you can’t do the scene any better…we will get the stand-ins to do the goddamn scene!”
Sarah stepped to Kenzi, her eyes narrowed to slits, “I don’t need some filthy peasant standing in for me! I shoot my own scenes!”
Kenzi didn’t back down, getting right back in her face, “Apparently not since you can’t even comprehend the words on the damn script!”
Sarah stood back, nodding “Yeah? Okay! Let’s do it again…”
Kenzi arched her brow, “So you can screw up again?”
Sarah moved to her mark, visibly angry, “I said…do it again!”
Kenzi leaned down, just an inch from her face as she whispered, “…sure…”
Sarah balled up her fist, but maintained her composure, just barely. Everyone moved back to their marks as the scene was reset. Song took two steps onto the set ready to charge as she sees Sarah's fist ball up. She could tell that Sarah wasn’t acting and she might actually slug Kenzi.
Bobbi London pulled Song back. "Don't you worry mate, she won’t ‘it Kenz"
Song looks at Bobbi, narrowing her eyes, “She better not or they will have one less actress in their set"
“TAKE THREE, ACTION!”
The scene played out again, just as it had the previous two times, but both women seemed on edge this go around as the lines were delivered with a hint of malice. As fighting broke out, just as before there was a charge in the air and people on set wondered if the two were still acting at all. Kenzi delivered her ‘coke whore’ line and shoved Sarah back a bit more forcefully than before. Sarah hit the makeup table, knocking it over, but she stayed on her mark. She gave her line and charged back over, slamming Kenzi hard against the door. The two of them struggled against one another, this time with much more angst and vigor. In the midst of it all, before anyone could fully realize what was happening, Sarah planted an open mouth kiss on Kenzi and everyone on the set held their breath.
Sarah stepped back, staring at Kenzi, both with their chests heaving looking frazzled and disheveled. Sarah shook her head, her hand going to her mouth as she backed away, “…sorry…I’m sorry…” She ran off set, avoiding making eye contact with anyone as she headed to her trailer.
Song started making a beeline for Sarah’s trailer, ready to beat her down, but was quickly stopped by one of Kenzi’s co-stars Song’s her manager/partner in Sin City Wrestling Alana Allure "Now Song don't go do anything stupid. They are just acting!"
Song narrowed her eyes at Alana. "I know that, but that was not part of the script! I read what Kenzi wrote…there was NO kiss in that part!" Song said in an angered voice as she turned to look at Kenzi.
Kenzi stood there for a moment, rooted to the spot and unsure what to do. Finally she turned to the camera, “You got all that?” After a thumbs up, she nodded, “Cut…we’ll use that one I think…”
Song looked on in confusion at first, about to head back to Bobbi until she saw Kenzi plop down in her chair, running her hands down her face, wondering what to think of what had just happened. Having had enough, Song decided that she needed to get ‘her’ Kenzi back…at least for a few days. She had no intention of spending a Valentine’s Day with Kenzi being depressed. Song walked over and extended her hand and Kenzi looked up, surprise flashing in her eyes as she took her hand. Song cocked her head to the side, “Everything okay Kenzi?” Kenzi didn’t reply, just looked at Song. It was a rarity that she was ever speechless or at a loss. That was more than enough for Song. She pulled her up and embraced her into a tight hug. “Let’s go, let’s get out of here and start our Valentine’s Day early!”
Kenzi looked at Song with a half-smile, “That would be great, but…”
Song shook her head, “Kenzi, you need this lets go."
Kenzi frowned, “Song, you know I can’t…I have to finish this!”
Song continued to shake her head, “No Kenzi, not good enough" Song takes Kenzi and pulls her even closer as the two stand chest to chest. Song suddenly lifts Kenzi up and plants her over her shoulder. Kenzi protests, but Song ignores it, looking around the set as everyone, even Sarah who is back from her trailer, looked on.
"Look everyone, I'll be damned if Kenzi and I will be stuck here during Valentine’s Day, so I'm taking her and we are leaving!" Everyone looked around not sure what to do or say. Until this moment, Song had mainly stayed just off set, not saying a word.
Alana walked up to Song, "Wait! Where are you are two going?"
Song tapped Kenzi on the butt. "Nutty Buddy, it's your Valentine’s Day gift from me to you, pick a place to go and we will go?"
Kenzi looked around at everyone just starring at them. She desperately wanted to get back to finishing the movie, but the events of the day were still weighing heavily on her and she didn’t feel like facing Sarah or any of her other cast mates in the near future. She closed her eyes for a moment, then just yelled out, "Tahiti!"
Song smiled as she looked at Alana. "You heard her were going to Tahiti"
Kenzi tried to get down off Song’s shoulder, but her grip was too strong. "Wait…you really are taking me to Tahiti?"
Song and Alana nodded at each other with a smile. Alana spoke up, “Hey have fun and call me when you get there so I know you’re okay."
Song nodded as she started walking off the set. Everyone looked on not sure what to do. Song looked around one last time before walking out the door. "Well, why are you all standing around for, go home and enjoy the week off!" Song looked around until she spotted Sarah Lacklan. "You can clean up this mess then you can go home!"
Realizing what is happening before anyone else is forced to do anything other than go home they all scatter like roaches. Sarah stormed over. "But that's not fair!"
Song looked at Sarah with a straight face. "You spend the most time out of anyone around here in makeup! Then couple that with your terrible acting on top of it all!"
Kenzi reached down as far as she could and spanked Song on her butt. "Bad Song!"
Song smirks, "Fine, I guess you may not be terrible…" She narrowed her eyes at Sarah, “I was serious when I said you needed to stay here and clean up…” She clenched her teeth, and pointed at Sarah, “…especially after what you did! You’re lucky that is all you’re going to get!”
Sarah glares back at Song, muttering under her breath, "…I will clean this place up and I will get you back for it…"
Song smiled at Sarah. "You're right one day, you might get me back, but it’s not going to be today, so have fun." Song walked off the set with Kenzi over her shoulder.
RESORT VILLA
Tahiti
16 February 2017
Song had treated Kenzi to a wonderful Valentine’s Day in Tahiti and the two had a blast together the first couple of days, but it didn’t take long for Kenzi to start turning her attention back to her movie. In typical fashion, Kenzi found it hard to sleep, with so much left to do. Between fighting with Sarah Lacklan over Twitter and rewriting three quarters of her new movie script, Kenzi seemed to be on the verge of total collapse, but a steady influx of caffeine had kept her going. 64 pages of rewrites to the original had been made after Kenzi had found herself ‘inspired’ to do so…
…to be fair, having your tonsils hot-waxed during a fight scene does tend to be, somewhat…inspiring…if nothing else...
She knew that the stars of her film would not be happy with having to learn even more new dialog, but that was a hazard of working in this industry.
Across the room, Song sat up in the bed after reaching over and finding that Kenzi was not there. She knew that Kenzi had been up for several days and it worried her that she would make herself sick. Song got up, but not before noticing a stack of papers on the bed beside her where Kenzi had apparently wrestled with one of her first major script changes. Song arched her brow as she read Kenzi’s new character name aloud; “Caramel…?”
Kenzi stiffened and stopped typing as she turned and looked at Song with a haunted look on her face. “What?”
…talk about being straigh up BUSTED! You’d think that an actress would have played that off better...
Song couldn’t help to notice that all of the color had drained from Kenzi’s face. She frowned as she sat the paper aside and asked, “Are you okay Nutty Buddy?”
Kenzi blinked a few times, then ran her hands down her face as she took a deep breath. “Sorry…I…I didn’t realize I had left those papers over there.”
Song looked down at the paper again, “Caramel, huh? I thought it started out as Cinnamon.” She looked at Kenzi, “Why did you change it?”
Kenzi swallowed, then gave a nonchalant shrug, “I just thought that Caramel fit more…that’s all.”
…LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE...
Song nodded, still looking at the paper, “And this change here…your real name is Justina Marcia Caine?”
Kenzi nodded, “Yeah…just a little play on the name. You know…like Caine and Able.”
Song dropped the paper on the bed, “That’s funny, I thought the play on the name was the fact that her initials add up to JMC. Is that a coincidence as well?”
…someone give that pretty young girl a prize...
Kenzi stared at Song, attempting to formulate a plausible lie, but there was none. She turned in her chair, leaning back as she put her hands over her face. “Song…it’s just a name…both just stupid fucking names! Just let it go, okay?”
Song arched her eyebrow, “What’s to let go? You’re the one getting all worked up. All I did was ask a question. I mean, I find it interesting that my girlfriend is patterning her character after the woman she told me tore her guts out last year.” She smiled, batting her eyelashes.
Kenzi sighed, slamming her MacBook closed, “Song…it’s just a little inspiration…that’s all! I’m deciding to take the film in a different direction, that’s all.”
She cocked her head to the side, “This ‘inspiration’ of yours doesn’t have anything to do with Sarah kissing you on Monday, does it?”
…YUP...
“NO!” Kenzi responded, getting to her feet. “Look, Sarah kinda adlibbed that part a bit…”
…more like add lipped...
Kenzi relented a bit, “Okay! Maybe that got me thinking…maybe this movie can be a lot more than cute little drama…maybe it can be something that really goes into a dark place and looks at things honestly.”
Song folded her arms, “Things? Things like what happened to you with JMC last year?” She grabbed up a stack of papers and waved them in front of Kenzi’s face. “I brought you here to relax, not to write about your ex-girlfriend!”
Kenzi flinched as if Song had slapped her face. Her face flushed visibly as she glared at Song. “SHE WASN’T MY GIRLFRIEND!” Kenzi grabbed her MacBook and walked to the door, “I’m going for a walk! I’ll be back…LATER!” Kenzi slammed the door, not waiting for a reply from Song.
…because Song had already schooled me, I didn’t need any more truth thrown in my face...
Kenzi walked the beach for a while before she found herself stopped and again working on her script, but in the back of her mind, she heard Song’s words nagging at her. This movie was getting bigger and more important to her by the minute. It had been like a sort of therapy for her. Though she hadn’t thought of Jamilyn and what she had done to her in months, The Boardwalk Angels had come to LAW specifically to remind her of those dark times. Farrah and Zoey had said that they owed Kenzi for what she had done…and they were going to make her pay…
…it’s painfully obvious that Farrah and Zoey are two stupid cunts who will believe anything they are told, which is kinda makes me wonder what it was they were actually told since neither one of them can point to anything I ever did to JMC...
Made up vendettas aside, Kenzi still had plenty to come to terms with as it concerned her past…and this seemed like the best medicine. She would draw on her experiences and put them in the movie…something akin to the same inspirational method acting that Sarah had used on Monday. Kenzi would do the same…she’s relive whatever she needed to in order to make this movie more authentic. No one had to know from where the inspiration had come…that was her business! She was going to a dark place for this project…a very dark place indeed…
DING!
Kenzi looked at her phone as she got a text from Song…
Song: We still need to talk about things, that has not changed.
…that means to get your ass back…or else...
Kenzi replied as she gathered her stuff…
Kenzi Grey: Okay, coming back from the lounge where I wasn't working on script changes... 😒 Wait for me!
A reply came immediately…
Song: Nah stay there have fun working on the movie don't worry about it I have the fishes in the water to keep me company
…I shouldn’t have gotten mad, but I did, why was she going so hard on me over Twitter…AGAIN...
Kenzi fired back, more than a little angry…
Kenzi Grey: Really?
Song: yes really do that instead of enjoying this vaca its fine. I learned my lesson for the last time don't worry.
She stared at the screen in stunned silence as a bevy of emotions rushed to the surface. She had asked Song repeatedly not to blast her on Twitter, and yet…here she was again…letting her know just how shitty she was publically…along with the rest of the world.
…DAMN! This seems familiar, like when Alex Yin dumped me…OVER TWITTER; and don’t forget, when JMC told the world how she had just pretended to care about me, just to humiliate me in front of the entire world…for what I had done to Alex…almost marrying her I guess...hindsight being 20/20, I should have fucking killed myself for even thinking about doing that...
Kenzi never minded a little scolding, but this was full on getting bitched out over social media, and she didn’t care for it one bit. She was enraged as she fired back…
Kenzi Grey: Hell! I guess you're right! I could do this back in LA! I'LL GO PACK!
Song: I figured that was what you wanted all along so whenever you are ready to go
Kenzi walked back to the Villa, nearly blind with anger. She walked into their villa and tossed down her MacBook, wiping her eyes as she started looking for her suitcase to start packing. It would have been easy for her to just cave in to the emotional blackmail and unfounded guilt trip that was being tossed in her lap, but it really didn't seem fair to her…especially with her past.
Song stared at her, "So you really want to pack and go home huh?"
Kenzi stoped and turned to Song, wiping her eyes. "Why do you always do that? Why do you love to try to make me the bad guy every single time?" Kenzi shook her head, tossing her clothes haphazardly into her suitcase. "I admit, I have been consumed with this movie, but I left it to come here with you!" Kenzi could feel the bile rising in her throat as she was nearly white hot with anger, "No one makes me do anything I don't want to do! But you insist on beating me up for shit I never said and things I never did! I don't have to get humiliated in paradise, I can do that just as easy in LA!”
Song wasn’t quite ready to let things go so easily, "Really? You didn’t come here to work! You then post tweets in a way that shows you’re working but you say you’re not! You go and ALMOST offer a role to Stephanie McDiddle so she can make out with others. You control who is in this movie and I can’t be in it. You have Sarah make out with you, even though it was not part of the movie! Not once have you said anything to her about it or me. It’s supposed to be okay? You now want to make the movie more sexual. Why?” Song paces back and forth, waiting for Kenzi to respond, when she doesn’t, she continues to press her, “Why is it that you get to do this and make out with who you want? Yes it’s a movie but now you’re making it worse on purpose for no reason, while you’re supposed to be with me on vacation. Spin this how you want but if you were to think just for a second about my feelings then we would not be having this talk!”
Kenzi grabs her suitcase and flings it across the room as she screams, "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY OR DO SONG?! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!!" Kenzi sits down on the bed, wiping her face. "STOP ACCUSING ME OF EVERYTHING!!! Yeah...I'm a shit person, you think I don't know that? I try my best to be liked, and it always turns out shitty...ALWAYS!! I thought that this, spending more time with you, was going to be something good...but it’s not...now I see I was right to move out. We can't spend 4 days together in peace...and it's all my fault, even when I never said anything at all!"
Song deadpanned, “Are we going to talk or you just going to talk while I listen and then when your done talking I have no say cus your done with the convo?”
…this is probably what would happen, if I had my choice...
"You did plenty of talking over Twitter with Missy and Sam...I heard you...everyone heard you!" Kenzi rolled her eyes and pound her fists in exasperation, “We go from tweeting to me wanting to fuck everyone in my movie? Is that what this is? Is that what I am?" Kenzi stood up, straightening herself. "I'm going out for a walk...I'll be back in a few hours. We can leave when I get back."
Song’s face was like stone as she said what she said next, and it hit Kenzi right in the chest. “We leave and were done as a couple so I hope you stay right here so we can talk…”
…and that was it…shots fucking fired, I had told Song repeatedly that everyone always left me, so I didn’t ever want anyone holding that over my head! She promised me that she would never do that…SHE FUCKING PROMISED ME SHE WOULDN’T EVER DO THAT...
Most of what she said afterwards was a blur to Kenzi, “I'll be damned if you get to talk and I get to say nothing those days are over Kenzi! Now it’s time to be adults and talk regardless if you want to hear it or not, you spinning shit in a way to make me wrong is also over. So you leave this hut before I’m done speaking to you, or leave me all together…do you understand what I am saying to you?”
…honestly, I’m pretty sure that all I heard was ‘leave and we are done’ the rest was like white noise…not the shitty movie with Batman, but real live white noise…
Kenzi stopped at the door, turning around to look at Song. "You're not wrong...that's the point. I see it now. The harder I try to not be me...the more me I become." She shrugs, "I know you are the best thing to ever happen to me...but I can't even manage to keep you happy longer than 4 days by myself. You deserve better than that...you deserve better than this...whatever THIS even is!" Kenzi opens the door and walks out, knowing that she is making another mistake, but this one is much less damaging than the one she'd make if she stayed.
Songs runs out and stops Kenzi. “This is what I am talking about. You get to do all the talking and then you just leave. How is that love? You are not willing to listen just want to talk and walk out!" Song points at the hut. “You really should get back in so we can talk."
…I probably should have gone back, but she had already spoke the words I was dread to hear…she could and would leave me...just like Alex had…just like JMC had…just like Tina had…and just like Parker had; if she could conceive of doing that to me, it was only a matter of time before I pushed too hard and she really left; it all kind of hit me at once…I was the problem, I was the one they always left, and they might not have all been good, but none of them could stand being with me for very long…
Kenzi hugged Song, holding her tightly as tears streamed down her cheeks. "I love you so much...and I can't stop hurting you. I know I am going to hurt you even worse if I keep this up...I don't want that. I couldn't live with myself..." Kenzi kissed Song's forehead and forced herself to back away, wiping her eyes. "You're the best thing to ever happen to me..." She turned and walked away, holding back any more tears that dare threatened to fall.
Hey LAW fans, it's me...your girl Kenzi Grey...former Chaos Champion and current all-around pain in the ass! Yes...I said that I was a pain in the ass! You see, for the longest time I was so bent out of shape and upset over the fact that you people had seen me as the bad guy...hell...not just A bad guy, but THE BAD GUY! You guys voted me to be the 2016 Heel of the Year...
...out of everyone, you hated me the most; now that is some HATE for your ass right there...
Anyway, as much as that bothered me, I was determined to turn it around and to change your minds. I was committed to becoming what I always saw myself as...and what I hoped you guys would see me as by year's end...
...2017 Wrestler of the Year...
Hey! You guys picked Mackenzie Roberts last year...and I totes get it! Mack was on a tear with that Marquee Title and no one could take it from her...
...HOWEVER...
If memory serves...after Rising Stars last year, Mackenzie lost to Keira Fisher...the woman I BEAT at Rising Stars...who went on to get a title opportunity...
...if you are keeping score, that means the Wrestler of the Year was a stepping stone for the woman I destroyed two weeks prior...
Her next match was against...errrr...who was that? Pretty girl! You know the one I'm talking about...the smart one with the television show and the singing career...
...ME, KENZI FUCKING GREY ASSHOLES...
Yeah, your 'so-called' Wrestler of the Year got her ass kicked by ME! Now, you might be wondering why I bring up Keira also winning...and trust me, there is a very good reason for that as well! You see, not only did I prove I was superior to Mack and should have been Wrestler of the Year, but I also beat the woman that they handed an opportunity to win the LAW Title to...
...is the picture getting clearer for you? If not...let me bring it into sharp focus now...
I beat the top talent in LAW last year. I beat Fisher...and she got what? She got the LAW Championship!
I beat the longest reigning champion in LAW history...and she what? She got named Wrestler of the Year!
They all got opportunity handed to them...after I handed them their asses, and that theme continues! I tried my hardest to do the right thing...I started off 2017 by beating a woman who everyone knows was well on her way to challenging for a title. I beat Josie Wales clean in the middle and no one has heard from her since!
Who is on more of a roll and more deserving of opportunity than me? I hold wins over a Marquee Champion, a LAW Champion, and I beat the Queen of the Ring! I shouldn't even have to ask for opportunity...
...but the 2017 Wrestler of the Year is a good solider and she doesn't ask for handouts, she goes out and earns it...
I set my sights on the LAW Tag Team Titles...and to prove to the world how serious I was, I competed with a broken freaking arm and a bean pole for a partner! Now, while I freely admit, we didn't win...we didn't lose either. Obviously, if either team wanted a chance to advance, they would have to prove it...
Well, The Boardwalk Angels got that chance while Kate Steele and I were told to take the night off while a LAW Tag Team Title number one contenders match took place. I don't have to tell you how I felt about that...do I? Well...I am going to tell you anyway...
WHAT IN THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT ALL ABOUT?! HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU PASS OVER KATE STEELE AND KENZI GREY?! TWO FORMER SINGLES CHAMPIONS WHO DIDN'T LOSE, YET THE WOMEN THAT DIDN'T BEAT US GET A TITLE OPPORTUNITY?! WHAT INCREDIBLE FUCKING HORSE SHIT!
Of course, it was at this moment that inspiration hit me and I realized that the problem wasn't that Kate and I had failed to win our first match, but we had failed to stand out. You see, if we were a couple of ugly scum sucking gutter rats like The Boardwalk Angels, we would have gotten noticed, and thus we would have been competing for a title at Rising Stars...instead, we are facing the women who lost to a couple of ugly scum sucking gutter rats!
Kayla and Christy Winters...The Dynasty!
Honestly, I don't have beef with either of you girls...but that doesn't mean that I am not going to hurt you! I hope that that two of you were watching LAW 58 and I hope that you saw Kate Steele and I walk into New York City and decimate everyone in our path...I hope you saw that...and I hope you realize what that means...
...you're in our path...
I didn't give a shit about anyone at LAW 58...and I don't give a shit about either of you! I want what LAW denied me...I want opportunity and I intend to take it...directly out of your collective asses! If I have to hurt you to make a point...I am going to hurt you! If I have to destroy you to show everyone in the tag team division that I deserved a championship match at Rising Stars, then I'll do that too!
So, Dynasty...come Rising Stars, I am going to come to the ring with my partner and I am going to do what must be done to get what I was already supposed to have...a shot at the Tag Team Titles! You two had your chance and you blew it...and now you get to become the first victims of Guilty Pleasure...
...but trust and believe, you will NOT be the last...
See you in Washington D.C. ladies!