Post by Kate Steele on Nov 22, 2014 12:27:50 GMT -5
To be honest I don’t know how I should be feeling.
I was the absolute cream of the crop. The best that the company had to offer. There I stood at Queen of the Ring. The champion who had never been pinned, who had never submitted. A woman who had to rise up against everyone who claimed her to be a pretender, a woman whom according to many was not worthy of the World Championship that was wrapped tightly around her waist. I stood opposite from the ring of the Doc and I gave her everything that I had.
Yet as good as I thought I was it ended up not being enough and a very game Doc and I think that’s when the change started to occur. Something got to me and I ended up going off the deep end. I started to get way too cocky for my own good. I attacked my long time mentor in Crystal Hilton, I allied myself with the Alliance of Violence. All for the sake of easing my pain. An act to make me feel better.
As much as I thought it would be the solution to my downward spiral it just ended up causing me to spiral even further downward because it didn’t solve anything. As a matter of fact it just made it worse. People now targetted me using me as a stepping stone to further solidify themselves.
A prime example would be that of Gabriella Camacho, whom I picked on for no reason. I made her out to be an easy target and just like the proud army strong woman that she is she showed everyone she wouldn’t back down from a challenge, and silenced me. She humbled me and I am left stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Every single match since my Queen of the Ring match has resulted in a lost and I am left wondering what I am going to do with myself. Is there a way to get back to where I was? Or is this the life for me. Am I now stuck in limbo wondering if I will ever possess the ability to get back on top.
One thing is for certain if there was ever a time to climb back up, if there was ever a time to make the stride to being the very best in LAW. Now is the time. I am sick of letting everyone down with myself included, and if I don’t have the ability to believe in myself what purpose do I have being in the ring to begin with?
It’s time to start building myself back up, and more importantly it’s time to restore my faith. For the first time in my LAW career I am walking into a Pay Per View with the focus being on somewhere else. I am on the undercard and it’s not a feeling that I enjoy. But it will serve as a chance to climb my way back up to the spotlight. In the same way that I first grabbed a hold of the LAW World Championship I will personally ascend back to the top starting one match at a time. Currently in front of me is a woman that I am familiar with. A woman who I have had the pleasure of seeing compete before in another company.
A woman who goes by the name of Fujiko Mine… The Boob Goddess…
I have heard a lot of people call themselves a Goddess before. It comes with the territory of every bimbo entering the wrestling business thinking they can automatically dub themselves a princess, a queen, and most often a Goddess, but I have never heard someone call themselves a Goddess of boobs. Must be nice be happy of something I really don’t have any of but it’s whatever.
You will get what’s coming to you Fujiko just wait because Sunday will indeed be my Night of Glory, and there’s nothing you can do about.
Tampa Bay, Florida
Steele-Warren Residence
{We find ourselves in the Steele-Warren mansion in Tampa Bay Florida. Kate sitting down by herself at her kitchen table until the sound of a doorbell can be heard in the background. Kate is slow at first but she makes her way over to the door and she opens it. Standing on the opposite side of the door is her sister in law Cynthia Warren. Cindy has a huge grin on her face, and Kate just offers a long sigh as she moves out of the way welcoming the girl inside.}
Kate: Is there a reason you are knocking at my door?
Cindy: Can’t a girl visit her sister in law? Is that really too much for anyone to ask?
{Kate just crosses her arms as she moves out of the way. The blonde making her way back inside as she looks back at the punk rocker.}
Kate: Well considering your husband’s brother and I are going through a separation I really don’t see a reason for you being here. I don’t know if you know how separation works but it means I need my space. To see if this marriage is really worth it, if we could somehow come to an agreement if we want to go through a divorce or if we could work out our problems. Most of all it means I need space from Todd and an extension of his family, and that Cindy means you…
Cindy: Oh that’s rubbish. You can’t really be here by yourself Kate. It’s not healthy isolating yourself from the world. Seriously what’s gotten into you? Usually you would be tweeting up a storm or at least being social with everyone, but it seems even that has changed. What gives?
{Kate however shakes her head as she looks back at Cindy. She didn’t have an explanation. Maybe everything was getting to her but she had to say something otherwise she felt like Cindy would just annoy her to death.}
Kate: I guess it’s just a lot to handle. As much as I thought being separated was going to help give me a peace of mind it seems to be doing the absolute opposite, and it doesn’t also help that my career as a wrestler seems to be going down the shitter. Whatever happened to me Cindy? Maybe just maybe somewhere deep in my mind I am starting to think that maybe Camacho was right about me. Maybe I am trying to fit in just to get noticed. Perhaps I am trying to cling onto everyone in fear that I may one day be forgotten. I picked on Gabriella Camacho for the longest and the moment the two of us were in the ring with one another. She had no problem dropping me on my head, and left me staring up at the ceiling.
{Kate pauses for a few moments as she continues to speak.}
Kate: Hell that’s the story of my life nowadays. I run my mouth and get left staring up at the ceiling. I am now conflicted about marriage, Conflicted with my career and don’t even know where I am going in my life. So yeah Cindy I would say there’s a lot going on, and I don’t have answers for any of it.
Cindy: Actually you just said enough Kate. You seem to have the problem down. I think what you need to work on in all honesty is just being yourself. As long as you be yourself you won’t ever disappoint yourself but your biggest problem is that you are trying to impress way too many people and at the end of the day. The only one you should really be impressing is you. Your changing yourself to the point where the real you cannot shine through. I love your blonde hair and all don’t get me wrong, but that’s not you. None of this is you.
{Kate remains seated. Her hands reaching up to glance at the blonde locks in her hands. She looks back at Cindy offering a small smile.}
Kate: Maybe you are right. I have become someone else, but what else should I do when little to no one respects me.
Cindy: Do what you did to get to the top in the first place. Be yourself, it’s really not that complicated Kate. Besides you going around picking unnecessary fights is one way to get your ass knocked out. Just go back and watch your match with Gabriella Camacho to know exactly what I am talking about, but no need to go all gung ho about it in one sitting. Just take your time and you will find what it is that you are missing.
{Kate just takes it all in. She continues looking at her blonde locks before she smiles at Cindy. She was tired of being everyone else. It was time to start making a change for a better, and she knew exactly where to start. She quickly rises up heading towards the bathroom as we fade out on this image.}
Tampa Bay Florida, it feels really good that the biggest show of the year will take place from the city that I reside in. When I came over to America at the age of 10 I was raised in the wealthy area of Greenwich Village, New York City, but New York always brought on bad memories for me including being terrorized and bullied by my older sister Samara that quite often I never really considered New York as a home. Minus the Jets and the Mets who are quite awesome to watch… Yeah not so much…
But I am proud to call Tampa my second home because it’s the place where I learned how to wrestle. It’s the place where my best friend resides and it’s the city where I have made many happy memories that I am quite proud of and I am damn happy to call it a home.
It is also in Tampa where I will be returning to Pay Per View to take on the like of Fujiko Mine who looked impressive in her debut here in LAW. Fujiko I know exactly who you are, and I know you are a woman who will bring it wherever you go. The last image I have of you is when the two of us worked for the same company, and you managed to beat my sister in law Cindy in front of her Raleigh, North Carolina crowd. It was humiliating for her to lose in front of all her NC State fans but when we lock up in Tampa that won’t be the case with me because I am going to send the crowd home happy and I am going to do everything in my power to beat you.
I understand that my career hasn’t necessarily been the best these past couple of weeks. I have dropped match after match, and I couldn’t back up anything that I had been saying, but this match with you is one that I know I can win because for the first time in a very long time I am fighting you with my heart, and when my heart comes into play it propels me to do things that would otherwise seem impossible.
As an irrelevant man in wrestling always said… Don’t Question My Heart!!!!
…
Nah let me stop, no need to sound generic like some generic promo but in all seriousness though I have been staring up at the ceiling for long enough and it’s time to get that edge back. It’s time to go back to the very basics to do whatever it takes to get me going again.
You made your debut defeating a member of the stable that I currently happen to be a part of in the form of Jaymie Boone, and as much as I can respect Jaymie Boone. The truth is you are going to be entering the ring with a woman who started off her career wrestling. Not some woman who was once behind a commentating booth and now wants to play wrestler. You are entering into the ring with someone who is hungry to climb back to the top. Someone who wants to be the top champion again.
I spent weeks conflicted questioning if I was good enough to be at the top. If I should settle for being a Marquee Champion and getting into that hunt but I know full and well what it is that I want. I don’t want to be in the middle of the pack. I want to climb to the very top again.
I want my LAW World Championship back and I am going to do whatever it takes to show that even the smallest and tiniest of women can make it back to the top of the mountain. I have been there once before, I just need to show everyone I have the drive to get back there.
You might have beaten Jaymie but in Tampa, in a crowd where I expect will be filled with some of my fans I will get there again, and I am not going to let you deter me from that.
You might be Lady Luck and a Goddess but your luck has officially run out, and it’s time to bow to someone else. I will reach the top again and the only thing you will be able to do is watch from afar.
I am Kate Steele, and actions speak louder than words.
The climb back to the top officially starts now...
I was the absolute cream of the crop. The best that the company had to offer. There I stood at Queen of the Ring. The champion who had never been pinned, who had never submitted. A woman who had to rise up against everyone who claimed her to be a pretender, a woman whom according to many was not worthy of the World Championship that was wrapped tightly around her waist. I stood opposite from the ring of the Doc and I gave her everything that I had.
Yet as good as I thought I was it ended up not being enough and a very game Doc and I think that’s when the change started to occur. Something got to me and I ended up going off the deep end. I started to get way too cocky for my own good. I attacked my long time mentor in Crystal Hilton, I allied myself with the Alliance of Violence. All for the sake of easing my pain. An act to make me feel better.
As much as I thought it would be the solution to my downward spiral it just ended up causing me to spiral even further downward because it didn’t solve anything. As a matter of fact it just made it worse. People now targetted me using me as a stepping stone to further solidify themselves.
A prime example would be that of Gabriella Camacho, whom I picked on for no reason. I made her out to be an easy target and just like the proud army strong woman that she is she showed everyone she wouldn’t back down from a challenge, and silenced me. She humbled me and I am left stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Every single match since my Queen of the Ring match has resulted in a lost and I am left wondering what I am going to do with myself. Is there a way to get back to where I was? Or is this the life for me. Am I now stuck in limbo wondering if I will ever possess the ability to get back on top.
One thing is for certain if there was ever a time to climb back up, if there was ever a time to make the stride to being the very best in LAW. Now is the time. I am sick of letting everyone down with myself included, and if I don’t have the ability to believe in myself what purpose do I have being in the ring to begin with?
It’s time to start building myself back up, and more importantly it’s time to restore my faith. For the first time in my LAW career I am walking into a Pay Per View with the focus being on somewhere else. I am on the undercard and it’s not a feeling that I enjoy. But it will serve as a chance to climb my way back up to the spotlight. In the same way that I first grabbed a hold of the LAW World Championship I will personally ascend back to the top starting one match at a time. Currently in front of me is a woman that I am familiar with. A woman who I have had the pleasure of seeing compete before in another company.
A woman who goes by the name of Fujiko Mine… The Boob Goddess…
I have heard a lot of people call themselves a Goddess before. It comes with the territory of every bimbo entering the wrestling business thinking they can automatically dub themselves a princess, a queen, and most often a Goddess, but I have never heard someone call themselves a Goddess of boobs. Must be nice be happy of something I really don’t have any of but it’s whatever.
You will get what’s coming to you Fujiko just wait because Sunday will indeed be my Night of Glory, and there’s nothing you can do about.
Tampa Bay, Florida
Steele-Warren Residence
{We find ourselves in the Steele-Warren mansion in Tampa Bay Florida. Kate sitting down by herself at her kitchen table until the sound of a doorbell can be heard in the background. Kate is slow at first but she makes her way over to the door and she opens it. Standing on the opposite side of the door is her sister in law Cynthia Warren. Cindy has a huge grin on her face, and Kate just offers a long sigh as she moves out of the way welcoming the girl inside.}
Kate: Is there a reason you are knocking at my door?
Cindy: Can’t a girl visit her sister in law? Is that really too much for anyone to ask?
{Kate just crosses her arms as she moves out of the way. The blonde making her way back inside as she looks back at the punk rocker.}
Kate: Well considering your husband’s brother and I are going through a separation I really don’t see a reason for you being here. I don’t know if you know how separation works but it means I need my space. To see if this marriage is really worth it, if we could somehow come to an agreement if we want to go through a divorce or if we could work out our problems. Most of all it means I need space from Todd and an extension of his family, and that Cindy means you…
Cindy: Oh that’s rubbish. You can’t really be here by yourself Kate. It’s not healthy isolating yourself from the world. Seriously what’s gotten into you? Usually you would be tweeting up a storm or at least being social with everyone, but it seems even that has changed. What gives?
{Kate however shakes her head as she looks back at Cindy. She didn’t have an explanation. Maybe everything was getting to her but she had to say something otherwise she felt like Cindy would just annoy her to death.}
Kate: I guess it’s just a lot to handle. As much as I thought being separated was going to help give me a peace of mind it seems to be doing the absolute opposite, and it doesn’t also help that my career as a wrestler seems to be going down the shitter. Whatever happened to me Cindy? Maybe just maybe somewhere deep in my mind I am starting to think that maybe Camacho was right about me. Maybe I am trying to fit in just to get noticed. Perhaps I am trying to cling onto everyone in fear that I may one day be forgotten. I picked on Gabriella Camacho for the longest and the moment the two of us were in the ring with one another. She had no problem dropping me on my head, and left me staring up at the ceiling.
{Kate pauses for a few moments as she continues to speak.}
Kate: Hell that’s the story of my life nowadays. I run my mouth and get left staring up at the ceiling. I am now conflicted about marriage, Conflicted with my career and don’t even know where I am going in my life. So yeah Cindy I would say there’s a lot going on, and I don’t have answers for any of it.
Cindy: Actually you just said enough Kate. You seem to have the problem down. I think what you need to work on in all honesty is just being yourself. As long as you be yourself you won’t ever disappoint yourself but your biggest problem is that you are trying to impress way too many people and at the end of the day. The only one you should really be impressing is you. Your changing yourself to the point where the real you cannot shine through. I love your blonde hair and all don’t get me wrong, but that’s not you. None of this is you.
{Kate remains seated. Her hands reaching up to glance at the blonde locks in her hands. She looks back at Cindy offering a small smile.}
Kate: Maybe you are right. I have become someone else, but what else should I do when little to no one respects me.
Cindy: Do what you did to get to the top in the first place. Be yourself, it’s really not that complicated Kate. Besides you going around picking unnecessary fights is one way to get your ass knocked out. Just go back and watch your match with Gabriella Camacho to know exactly what I am talking about, but no need to go all gung ho about it in one sitting. Just take your time and you will find what it is that you are missing.
{Kate just takes it all in. She continues looking at her blonde locks before she smiles at Cindy. She was tired of being everyone else. It was time to start making a change for a better, and she knew exactly where to start. She quickly rises up heading towards the bathroom as we fade out on this image.}
Tampa Bay Florida, it feels really good that the biggest show of the year will take place from the city that I reside in. When I came over to America at the age of 10 I was raised in the wealthy area of Greenwich Village, New York City, but New York always brought on bad memories for me including being terrorized and bullied by my older sister Samara that quite often I never really considered New York as a home. Minus the Jets and the Mets who are quite awesome to watch… Yeah not so much…
But I am proud to call Tampa my second home because it’s the place where I learned how to wrestle. It’s the place where my best friend resides and it’s the city where I have made many happy memories that I am quite proud of and I am damn happy to call it a home.
It is also in Tampa where I will be returning to Pay Per View to take on the like of Fujiko Mine who looked impressive in her debut here in LAW. Fujiko I know exactly who you are, and I know you are a woman who will bring it wherever you go. The last image I have of you is when the two of us worked for the same company, and you managed to beat my sister in law Cindy in front of her Raleigh, North Carolina crowd. It was humiliating for her to lose in front of all her NC State fans but when we lock up in Tampa that won’t be the case with me because I am going to send the crowd home happy and I am going to do everything in my power to beat you.
I understand that my career hasn’t necessarily been the best these past couple of weeks. I have dropped match after match, and I couldn’t back up anything that I had been saying, but this match with you is one that I know I can win because for the first time in a very long time I am fighting you with my heart, and when my heart comes into play it propels me to do things that would otherwise seem impossible.
As an irrelevant man in wrestling always said… Don’t Question My Heart!!!!
…
Nah let me stop, no need to sound generic like some generic promo but in all seriousness though I have been staring up at the ceiling for long enough and it’s time to get that edge back. It’s time to go back to the very basics to do whatever it takes to get me going again.
You made your debut defeating a member of the stable that I currently happen to be a part of in the form of Jaymie Boone, and as much as I can respect Jaymie Boone. The truth is you are going to be entering the ring with a woman who started off her career wrestling. Not some woman who was once behind a commentating booth and now wants to play wrestler. You are entering into the ring with someone who is hungry to climb back to the top. Someone who wants to be the top champion again.
I spent weeks conflicted questioning if I was good enough to be at the top. If I should settle for being a Marquee Champion and getting into that hunt but I know full and well what it is that I want. I don’t want to be in the middle of the pack. I want to climb to the very top again.
I want my LAW World Championship back and I am going to do whatever it takes to show that even the smallest and tiniest of women can make it back to the top of the mountain. I have been there once before, I just need to show everyone I have the drive to get back there.
You might have beaten Jaymie but in Tampa, in a crowd where I expect will be filled with some of my fans I will get there again, and I am not going to let you deter me from that.
You might be Lady Luck and a Goddess but your luck has officially run out, and it’s time to bow to someone else. I will reach the top again and the only thing you will be able to do is watch from afar.
I am Kate Steele, and actions speak louder than words.
The climb back to the top officially starts now...